Michael Learns to Blog

2012-01-25T21:39:00.001-05:00

What is the true meaning behind all these? Meaningful or Meaningless?

I m still seeking the answer...

2012-01-10T23:17:00.000-05:00

everyone is moving forward..
I m still staying behind..
it is okay..
I still believe.. one day..I will catch up. =)

2011-12-29T20:15:00.000-05:00

It is funny when a person asking another person "你最满意你身体的哪一个部份?" "Which part of your body are you most satisfied with?

and most of the time we heard answers like my hands..face..eyes..nose.. etc..

If you are clever.. just tell them "你看不到的部份" "Part which you can't see".

I bet you will get priceless reaction and expression..LOL...

I m talking about your brain here...

How can you not like your brain when everyone else is dirty minded.. xDD HAHAHA...

~ Cold ~

Okay.. If you are not dirty minded.. Good! you should like your brain more.. Hahaha...

Wild

2011-12-27T22:55:00.003-05:00

If you are stranded in a wild and harsh terrain, will u do anything and eat anything to survive?

I just love the survival series "Man vs Wild".. these survival skills might come in handy one day..lol.. u never know when u will need them..

but.. one thing is.. Bear Grylls EATS EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING!!
Once, he saw a whip scorpion in a cave, and he was excited coz it was the biggest scorpion he saw since he hosted the series n he never ate one that was as big as that.. lol.. then he just grabbed it..and Tadaa!..he popped it into his mouth!! HOLY COW.. if u dunno how a whip scorpion looks like..google the image and u will scream WTF. It is a combination of spider and scorpion.. with long eerie legs.. = = I thought he just wanted to show the audience how a whip scorpion looks like.. didn't cross my mind he would eat it! coz it is big and impossible to swallow.. it is just.... "speechless". he looks like he is hungry and eager to eat a big lobster.. xDD

I really hope they pay him handsomely for this series..coz he is definitely WILD! hahaha.. not forgetting the water he drinks...those stuff he eats.. and the impossible actions he performs like jumping down from the waterfall.. maneuvering raft through rapids.. he is the real Ethan Hunt!!! Man..I just love Bear Grylls.. he is like a boss..! I strongly believe there is no one out there that will do those things like him. Although I know there are some other survival series..but in those series..they don't do things like Bear Grylls.. they basically have some limited supplies for them and they eat insects that are Hmm...quite common.. common in the way that u know they will eat them.. LOL..
Bear Grylls gives u this type of surprise.. like u never expect he will eat them.. hahaha... and he performs actions that are risky and u will only perform them if u r desperate to survive.. but for a host like him..he has no reasons to perform them as for one thing.. he is not stranded for REAL.. he just need to show you the skills to do them. He has the risk when performing them..although they do minimize the risk.

I must say Bear Grylls is damn professional.. F*** all those criticism that says the show is not real.. OF COZ THE SHOW IS NOT REAL U IDIOTS.. Bear Grylls is just there to present you how to survive.. not like he is stranded for real.. U MUST BE GLAD THAT U R LEARNING THESE SURVIVAL STUFF ON TV.. and for those that says Bear is being aided and being taught the survival tactics before filming.. AGAIN IDIOTS! OF COZ HE HAS TO BE AIDED! He is just a host... who do you think he is?

In fact, many people who were stranded or lost in wild terrain.. many of them didn't make it out alive! this series is to let u at least has some knowledge of how to face the situation when you are stranded one day. so u won't be despair when stranded and die in frustration... lol...the most important survival tips I learnt from this is.. always find a freshwater source.. and they teach you how to find one..

They should rename the series to "Wild Man vs Wild.." .. Bear Grylls is definitely wild.. Limit and risk is not in his dictionary..hahaha....
and credits also should be given to the crews that follow Bear. They are i think the best crews ever as they follow him on the risky and ultimate dangerous adventure.. xD plus they have to hold the heavy camera and follow Bear!

Damn.. another long grandmother story..two posts in one day.. no wonder nowadays I dun get people commenting on my blog.. hahaha... xD

Okay.. Ciao!

p.s. Bear name his youngest son Huckleberry.. Hahaha.... what a cute name.. xDD

2011-12-27T13:57:00.001-05:00

The Bugatti Veyron. A piece of mechanical art. the ultimate super car ever created. Part airplane..part automobile. A masterpiece of engineering. Every man's dream car... lol..

I think for those that own it.. they must be billionaires! coz even a bolt from that car cost $100.. xD and if u run the car at full speed... the gas tank runs out in 12 minutes.. = = wtf.. but ya.. if u drive in urban area..u can't do it at top speed too..the top speed is almost 400km/h and 1001 horsepower! u can fly to heaven with that speed already.. Lol..
and not forgetting .. the cost for MAINTENANCE of the car.. changing of tires (a very unique tire specially crafted for Bugatti.).
so for people like us.. we can only dream or watch programs like "Ultimate Factory" to see how beautiful Bugatti Veyron is.. hahaha... and I m really jealous of those test drivers!

so.. ya.. I watch discovery channels.. national geographic.. and Man vs Wild these few days..
just watched Top Snipers yesterday.. hahah..... I wanted to be a sniper..I like the feeling of hiding and not being discovered then take out the enemy with one shot.. xDDD

Okay.. dats all for now.. holidays are coming to an end..fml.
Ciao!

There is time...

2011-12-22T19:21:00.005-05:00

There is time when..
you are reading a book from your favourite author..
and a bottle of cold beer at your side..
...then you know this is what they called a holiday..

There is time when..
yesterday was Thursday..
and in the blink of an eye..today is Thursday again...
...then u understand there is not much time to live..

There is time when..
you missed an opportunity..
and there was no more second chance..
...then u know whatever lost is forever lost..

There is time when..
I am writing this..
and you are reading this..
...then we know we are completely wasting our life..

Lol..

HooYah! finally changed the template of the blog.. it looks kinda cool? simple? elegant? hahahaha...
but one thing I don't like about it is .. I can't find the sign in tab from my blog like the old one..
and all the gadgets are gone.
I have to sign in to have my reading list to follow others' blogs..
so.. IN CONCLUSION..I HATE THIS NEW CHANGE
Hahaha..
but ya..i think i will get use to it coz anyhow this new template is NICE.. xD

I love everything simple... HELL YEAH SIMPLE IS THE BEST!!

Movies I have watched these few days..either in theater or online streaming..
"The Muppets" - Best movie I have watched this year..
"Sherlock Holmes : A Game of Shadows" - Love it coz I love Sherlock Holmes..haha...huge fan..
"Tekken: Blood vengeance" - Hmm..It is shit! I stopped halfway..
"Transformers 3: Dark of the Moon" - The graphic is fantastic.. but storyline is SHIT!
"Captain America"- kinda okay.. don't really like it.. so it is SHIT!
"Tropic Thunder"-a kinda old movie..2008. but this movie is Hilarious! LOL.. Ben Stiller..Robert Downey and Jack Black! lol.. there is nothing more we could ask for..hahaha

Gonna watch Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol next week.. Hope it is good..coz the previous ones are good.. =D

Am reading the book Pirate Latitudes by Michael Crichton - my all time favourite author.. x( but he passed away in 2008 T__T this was his second last book..but actually was the final book that was completed by him.. the other one is Micro..he completed 3/4 of it before he died.. and Richard Preston was chosen to complete it after. Will get Micro after I m done with Pirate Latitudes. hahaha..

I believe some of you might be wondering.. who is this Michael Crichton?
He wrote Jurassic Park! and many other great books like Congo, Andromeda Strain, Sphere, The Lost World (although it is the same name as the one by Arthur Conan Doyle, but it is a sequel to Jurassic Park), Airframe, Timeline, Prey (this is my favourite), and Next. These listed ones are the ones I have read. All are very good novels, especially showing the potential terrifying threats of scientific advances.. x)

Okay.. should stop here already.. this is a really lengthy post.. HAHAHA...
no one is interested in Sci-Fi.. you should probably have stopped writing after the "There is Time" stupid crap shit "poem".. lmao..
Alrite alrite..

Ciao!

stars and raindrops

2011-12-09T09:41:00.002-05:00

Just like the stars that shine together..

and raindrops which eventually falls into the sea...

2011-12-07T12:20:00.003-05:00

Sometimes...

if u keep walking...

u forgot where was ur starting line..

and where u r heading to..

this is what we called being lost...

Right now I m not lost yet..

but one thing I know for sure..

is that I start losing my sense of direction...

I shall find myself a new compass...

2011-12-03T05:28:00.002-05:00

Whatever happens tomorrow, we've had today -movie "One Day".

I must say.. this is a beautifully sad movie... perfect one that reflects how everyone missed this one thing in life.. n when u realized this one thing is important and had became part of u.. it is all either too late or there is not much time left anymore.. x(

I just hate how the movie ended... it is so TRAGIC..! Damn.. T____T

n the way they parted goodbye at the last scene.. gosh...that is killing..

if after the last scene u re-watch the whole movie..crap.. that is total T__T..

n then u remembered the rain he mentioned at the starting.. n how it rains at the cafe window when the tragic happened... =(

This movie is a must watch for everyone.. =) one of the best..

2011-11-27T02:39:00.003-05:00

Hope I can be more adventurous...

like backpacking to Peru? Haiti? Amazon? hahah....

there is this program...volunteering while backpacking..lol.. backpacking with purpose..

what a life changing experience it will be...!

We always heard this saying.. "Live outside your comfort zone" .. "Break out from ur comfort zone".. try something that is completely new and uncomfortable.. hahah....

Hmm... so wats holding me back?

It is the price.. hahah....

and the fear of losing my life? Lol..

2011-11-25T21:24:00.003-05:00

Lol.. I have to write something on this movie.. it is so much fun to watch..

Just watched "Mad Money".. hahahaha....

from the movie opening.. "They say money can't buy the only one thing...it is called Happiness.. but with money.. you can still buy many other things.."

LOL.. EPIC!!

True that..Money can't buy us happiness... but with no money, can u be happy everyday?

lol...

Another thing from the movie..haha.. "Crime is contagious..but u still can't catch me coz u dun have evidence that I stole those money.. There is no law that a civilian is wrong hiding hundred of thousands dollar notes in the closet.." LOL...EPIC!

Fark me..I spent too much time entertaining myself with movies..games..sleep.. lol..

but who cares... WE NEED SOME FUN SOMETIME RITE? =)))

2011-11-25T18:39:00.003-05:00

After so long.. finally managed to finish learning a new song on the keyboard..lol

Took a nap.. Damn.. life can be good sometimes.. =)

Played "Angry Bird" on Google Chrome yesterday for like so long...lol... fark me..now I know why it is called an addictive game..

Watched a movie called "The Changed Up" yesterday too...

it is a good and hilarious movie..lol.. don't know why it had such bad review..

Sometimes... u r envy of and u wish u had someone else's life... coz u got so bored of urs..

but if u finally know what comes important in ur life.. u will truly enjoy it.. =)

Enjoy ur life and have fun.. coz u only live it once.. =D lol..

That's all for now.. Finals are coming like real soon... fark me...I still dunno what I m learning so far... what I know is water is H2O and Carbon can form four bonds..Bacteria are bad..n Statistics is a real pain in the ass...no..it is much worse than that...lol..

Let's ask urself a question..

What do u really want in ur life? =)

Ciao!

2011-11-18T01:43:00.003-05:00

What defines joy?

I would say..

A good piece of music that suits ur mood right at the very moment.. =)

Another reason for why I love music so much..

Music has always been there since the first human civilization..

so u can guess that it does play an important role. hahaha

No hate. No sorrow. Love and Peace.

I believe everyone knows John Lennon quote on Happiness being key to life..

When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy.’ They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life. -John Lennon

2011-11-12T18:46:00.002-05:00

I hate my laptop mouse..

I hate technology...

coz without technology

u can't live nowadays..

and I hate this kind of feeling..

of being so attached to things..

Fark.. a malfunction mouse..

makes ur day farking worse...

Ever wonder.. coz of technology..

people gets more medical problem..

rather technology saving lives..?

technology making the riches and the poor apart..

technology makes the world rot..

technology is destructive..

what is being farking ironic..

is I m typing this coz there is technology

and u r reading this coz there is technology..

I m sitting in front of the screen rotting..

n u r sitting in front of the screen rotting too..

lol...

2011-11-06T02:24:00.002-05:00

Recently .. I m addicted to this anime called..

"Hitman Reborn"..

Lol.. I know I should not be catching any anime now coz of all the exams coming up..

but this anime is SUPERB..

It actually teaches u how to be a leader... what traits should you have... how to act like a boss...

lmao.. maybe I m too into this anime... = = Damn...

but without offence...

I found this one FAR BETTER THAN One Piece..Naruto..and Bleach...

coz I can watch it 100 episodes non stop...

while the latter three... = = nah..20 episodes I start to get bored as the episodes progress...and be like Crap...why are them all the same storyline.. zzzZ lol...

yayaya... I knw..I m not a kid anymore..I shouldn't be watching cartoons..

GROW UP! Michael..!

Who say grown ups cannot watch cartoons?

hahaha....

Ciao!

2011-10-31T16:19:00.003-04:00

It takes a long time to finally know a person's true color..

but it takes even longer to finally realize the true game that person is playing..

haha... just like a good poker game..

It's all about hiding yourself and trying to be another person..

which is hard and slowly eating away yourself..

so be yourself my friends.. =) hahaha..... again.. who are u? really...

Watched the movie Infernal Affairs 1 and 3 again yesterday...although I know I should be studying..lol..

but Come On! Everyone needs a break...just only I took a really long one.. xDD

I really love this movie.. IT IS EPIC..

although it is a very heavy and deep..saddening..depressing..dark..type of movie..haha

but u know Michael likes this kinda dark and negative sort of stuff..lol..

It triggers ur thinking and question basically EVERYTHING.. haha

Okay.. Ciao!

2011-10-27T02:44:00.004-04:00

Anyone had this experience...?

hahaha... u r having a really sweet dream..but then u woke up.. n u tried to sleep back hoping to continue the dream from where u woke up? lol.. xP coz I tried it like so many times but everytime it failed.. so.. SLEEP WELL everyone..! haha

anyway.. woke up feeling all fresh again.. had a kinda bad confusing down frustrating depressing day.. but sleep made it all good again eh.. haha... finally I found my sleep cycle.. if I sleep at 10-11pm.. I can wake up between 2-4am without alarm clock.. if I sleep after 3am.. I will wake up over 12pm the next day.. lmao...

Had this thought the moment I woke up juz now.. haha.. ( why is michael having so many weird thoughts..? he should be thinking about studies and academic stuff!)

People are chasing after different path they found important in their life.. some after steady happy one.. some after excitement.. some after wealth..some after love.. some after world peace..some after family harmony..some after friendship... all sort of things..I can't list it all here because there are over billions of human population on earth..n everyone may have a different one they are after for.. some just want food on their table for the day.. =(

However.. I believe.. deep inside everyone.. we know swelling within us..we have this kind of enormous strength..this power..this potential energy..this vision..hope and faith that we CAN achieve much Greater things..magnificent things from what we having now.. Things that can change other people's life.. saving thousands of lives..changing the world.. and even changing own life.. haha...

but not many realize..found and know their inner potential... some historical great people and even those in our current era found theirs.. u know who they are...u learn about them...heard them in the news..read about them.. lol..

anyway.. I dunno what I m crapping here... but it does seem like a long decent entry.. hahaha....

therefore.. let us end it with a poem which I believe everyone came across with during highschool?? xD

The Road Not Taken

U think I will post it here dont' you? lol... nah.. if u r free.. go read it up again..

It is a very good one.. not sure if it fits into this entry..but then...who cares..! I like it best! It is my favourite...considering the fact I still remember this particular poem among so many others.. LMAO.. it has various interpretations..but as u knw.. we take in the positive ones! hahaha..

Every decision...is a difference made.. x)

People don't stand at the fork of the road forever...

what I wanted to say is.. sometimes.. just follow what ur heart tells u.. =)

although some may argue that no..u have to use ur brain or whatsoever.. let me tell u.. u can live without a brain..coz anyway I m brainless and I m still living.. but u can't live without a heart.. hahaha.... no one goes around saying I m heartless then everyone laughs it off.. xD

haha.. no worries..it is not that serious.. although there will be differences.. but..= = at the end.. WE WILL ALL STILL BE THE SAME.. (if u get what I mean.. LOL..)

No one escapes life.. hahaha.... (not even a bacteria!)

Damn it Michael.. u end ur post entry with such negativity again! lol...

Ciao! folks..

P.S. If u see lines or stars floating in front of ur eyes or ur screen after u closed this window.. u probably need some sleep.. xD HAHAHA..

2011-10-23T01:45:00.003-04:00

Sometimes..

when the results are not as what u wanted..expected..worked hard for..

Be cool..

Like a boss..

Coz nothing comes easier than death..

since u r not dead yet..

so all things will be hard..

it is the same for everyone..

Work harder!

Although u feel this may be not for u..u r not good in this.. u can't do this..u r good at other things..

then stop thinking like that..

Coz u r already in this...!

Why not u conquer it and be good in it!

so u will be good at this and the other things as well.. =)

Things don't always happen in the way u wanted them to be.. coz if it is .. then u r not really living.. =)

Don't be a loser..be a Victorian..

Remember what u learnt back in those days?

Although u lost... lost it in the Victorian way.. =D

Get up!

n continue like a boss..

continue to work harder..n achieve the greater..

2011-10-18T22:04:00.002-04:00

I found cooking fun and great help to reduce stress.. LOL...

Damn.. Am I a female or wad.. xDD HAHAHAHAHA...

2011-10-15T13:17:00.000-04:00

live is evil..

spell it backward and I will show ya..

2011-10-10T09:58:00.000-04:00

I hate myself..

I m such a failure..

So Bad

2011-10-04T21:07:00.004-04:00

People seldom remember ur good deeds...

but if u do many good things...

still people won't appreciate.. lol..

however.. if u did one bad thing...

it lasts forever.. everyone remembers..

People hates u..

so I have decided..

I gonna be EVIL!! HAHAHA

No no.. I m good.. xDDDD

I don't even have the heart to squeeze an ant...

Okay.. I do kick the dog..! LOL

2011-10-03T19:19:00.002-04:00

Why does everything has to be so hard?

They say life is not that difficult..

coz u walk in empty handed..n u walk out empty handed..

I will laugh it out for this moment

juz hav to suck it all up..

level up the courage..

n continue walking yo..

2011-09-30T21:34:00.002-04:00

At night when the stars

light up my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the moon

trying to get to you

in hopes you are on the other side

talking to me too

or am I a fool

who sits alone

talking to the moon

"Talking to the moon" - by Bruno Mars.

Damn..he can write beautiful songs..beautiful lyrics..beautiful music! what a brilliant person.. =)

but this song makes me sad the more I listen to it..

Ciao!

2011-09-24T02:48:00.002-04:00

crap.. I actually googled "How to grow taller after 20?"

lol...

they have all this kind of methods.. from exercise to nutrients intake to surgery..

hahahaha....

but one thing I got from all this is:

I JUST HAVE TO FARKING SUCK IT UP AND LIVE WITH IT!

it makes me feel bad to actually google how to grow taller coz I m short.. feels kinda stupid to google it.. LMAO..

2011-09-23T23:45:00.002-04:00

When the summer rolls around

and the sun starts sinking down

I still remember

Oh, I remember you

And I wonder where you are

Are you looking at the same stars again

Do you remember when?

2011-09-21T23:36:00.002-04:00

New motivation:

Be the best in what I do.. Do the Best and Give the Best..! =)

Ciao! people..

NitezzZ

Lots of stuff waiting to be done.. x)

2011-09-14T01:03:00.002-04:00

Study mode: On.

Entertainment mode: Off.

Sleep mode: On hold.

Brain: Processing...

Eyes: zzZ

Stomach: Empty

Mouth: Can I shout Fark?! lol..

okay.. if I really want to study.. I found out..I really can sit there n read n really focus..

all that matter is..wif one condition: When I want to study... hahahaha.....

k.. Ciao!

Tips to really study..: Find some instrumental music that really helps u to sit down n study.. for me: I found piano.. n of coz.. UKULELE.. lol.. still remember that being my latest interest? hahaha...

Jake Shimabukuro! I m so in love wif ur music.. =DDD Juz SUPERB!!!

With our heart n mind.. we make the world.. =)

u can do everything...as long as u hav the heart to do it..

Spacebound

2011-09-11T23:26:00.003-04:00

I m a spacebound rocketship and your heart's the Moon..

and I'm aiming right at you...

right at you..

250,000 miles on a clear night in summer..

I m aiming right at you..

how you control the tides and waves..

leaves me mesmerized..

Yo peeps.. Happy Mooncake Festival..!!!

why r we only appreciating the moon on this particular day..

the moon is always beautiful too during normal days..

lol..

P.S. I hav to use a torchlight to find my pen cap after it dropped to the floor..coz I off my lights juz to watch how beautifully the moon is... lol... No la.. all my light bulbs burnt out yesterday.. what a coincidence juz right before mooncake festival.. =) haha ..

2011-09-07T01:05:00.003-04:00

Hav u ever felt like u r a real ninja because u dropped something then caught it before it hit the ground?

the fact is... Real ninjas don't drop things..

LOL... I laughed when I read this online somewhere.. xDD

2011-09-05T23:52:00.002-04:00

Law of attraction does work and is working.. lol...

just when we were playing Mafia game juz nw..

I was thinking.. "Come on damn.. give me the mafia card.. I want to be the mafia..juz once.."

coz never in any mafia game I had been the mafia.. xDDD always been an useless villager or ya..once a stupid police.. xD

then.. Tadaa... I was given the mafia card..

x( but too bad.. I didn't get to "kill" all 21 villagers..(thats kinda alot) hahaha.... coz I went to d washroom.. = = and my identity exposed.. zzZ but got to kill for three rounds..n no one suspect me.. hehehehe....

then.. yesterday..

I was thinking since morning..

"I want a space in Tuesday Microbiology lab session.."

coz the wednesday one I m having is clashing wif another course.. and the tuesday one is full for like two months ady..

then Tadaa.. at night.. ya..I login suddenly and there it is .. an empty space available for Tuesday.. I nearly cried.. LMAO.. coz I sign in to student portal for 3568 times juz to check for an empty space since last month.. hahahaha...

yayaya... some of u may say.. THIS IS BULLSHIT... U juz getting lucky.. that's all..

but I must ask u.. how many times did u get lucky in ur life? hahaha....

like they say.. the mind is everything..what you think you become..

we are what we think.. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world.

okay..okay.. this is too much deep shit.. Hahaha.... I m getting back to my old self for writing crap..

so..if the law of attraction is working... I tell u.. I WANT LOTS OF THINGS..

I m a greedy jerk full of shit thoughts.. so it is better off if it doesn't work all the time for me..

LMAO... LOL... but..I want the law of attraction to work.. does it count too? hehehe..

class starts in 9 hours time.. then ALL HELL BREAK LOOSE..!!!

( first week already has Molecular Bio lab .. FML --> For My Love in Biology)

I MUST SURVIVE..!!

Ciao!

How to get happier each day?

by eating green apple.. lol.. trust me.. eat green apple..

2011-09-04T23:11:00.002-04:00

I'm so excited,

and I just can't hide it..

coz new term is coming!!

HAHAHA....

n I having 4 BIOLOGY each term..

YEAH!!! my time to ROCK!!!

but.. x( fml.. still having one chemistry course each term..

never mind never mind.. GAMBATEH!!

hehehe..... YES! I Can Do it!!

2011-09-02T22:48:00.003-04:00

Dat-da-Dah..! Summer is over...

and I m back!

so.. ya.. that sums up all things...

pretty much everything then..

Ciao!

haha....

2011-04-25T20:38:00.003-04:00

Just wrote a long post.. but then I erased them.. and decided to write this..

"The house is so quite now.. if u want to get a feel of how being in the milky way like.. Come here.. silent and suffocating with emptiness.. LOL..."

All my friends had flown back to their home... (well of coz on an airplane..not like they have wings)..

We didn't sleep whole night yesterday..and their flight is like in the morning.. crazy shit rite? lol.. I don't recall what we did too.. but it was funny and crap.. xD well..I will only be seeing them again after 4 months.. o__O hahahaha....finally. Just kidding.. xD

so three days straight of being a complete excellent couch potato.. hahaha... if they have an exam for couch potato.. I will be getting an A+ .. sleep..wake up..eat..play Pokemon..sleep again..eat..watch movie..sleep..eat Pokemon.. lol..

ya.. u get me right.. We are playing Pokemon Black.. wtf.. MICHAEL! WHY R U DOING WHAT A 4 YEAR OLD KID DOING?!

hahahaha.... xD

saw a kid playing Pokemon on a Nintendo 3DS yesterday at my voluntary work.. lol.. and I feel like telling him.. "hey kid..u r not leveling up.. don't go for the gym leader.." hahahaha....wtf..

thinking of packing.. I go all OMG..AGAIN?! packing..every year I had been packing.. kanasai..

ok.. that's it for now.. lol..dun really have anything to update..

For the friends staying back in Canada: Have a fun time.. Enjoy the summer! and prepared to get heated to craziness..! and see u all after 4 months..

For friends back home: LOL.. see you when I see you..

For myself: Prepared to get heated to craziness as well... Dun enjoy the holidays..Feel them! and bring an umbrella everytime u r out..coz UV rays are not good for the skin.. xD

Ciao!

Summer is finally here..AGAIN!

2011-04-12T20:07:00.002-04:00

I m just too tired of doing exams two days straight...

and I can say I pretty much screwed both papers.. x(

anyhow.. LOL.. they are still better than last term where I had two papers in a day for three days consecutively..

so... that is it for now.. I just need to write something ... (back to study)..wtf..

and..

some people.. they just like to take advantage of your weakness and disadvantages..

never mind... it is ok..

as long as you take advantage of your own strength... coz that is what u left..

but the problem is.. I still don't know where my strength lies..

may one day.. I find my strength.. and kick those bastards ass..

lol.. just wait for the one day... I will seek for my strength...

Being positive.. x)

2011-04-12T01:12:00.002-04:00

Well... walking back home alone at 10:30pm..

strong wind... deserted quiet-like-graveyard neighborhood..

finally I get to know what it means by..:

"Close ur eyes and feel the world.."

lol....

it is just this deep down sad feeling...again.. hahahaha......

seeing the spring night sky so beautiful... yet... it is silent like the universe..

I miss home.. =)

2011-04-10T16:21:00.002-04:00

went out to the universe...

visited the stars...

they said.. it is written there somewhere

among the stars and moons,

a million miles away.

but their lights are fading...

so beautiful yet so dark..

and then .. I realized..

I already lost...

my way back to ..

the very starting point...

where everything started..

2011-04-10T15:50:00.003-04:00

heard this very sentimental and emo song...

and guess what...

it made me sad again.....

just a song... at first I woke up feeling great..but after this song...

why are you everywhere? can't get u out from my head...

It is already written in the stars million miles away...

Why do I always fall into something that I already knew it is impossible at first... but yet..I let myself fell deeply into it..

maybe I m just being too passionate?

anyway.. it is still great to find this feeling back again...

it had been missing for a long time...this sentimental feeling...

so thick and deep... that it's ready to engulf the whole universe with its heavy presence...

2011-03-31T23:34:00.002-04:00

Almost two weeks didn't blog.. yet no one cares... LOL.. again I asked myself.. why am I still blogging? what is the purpose of blogging?

and I finally got an answer... coz.. I just happened to have a blogger account.. just like how I have a facebook account... they serve no purpose at all... but coz when everyone has one.. I got myself one as well.. lol..

so topic to be discussed today..:

Did it ever happened to you.. where u passed by a lottery booth... where they showed the prize to be won.. 50 million? or any lottery prize u saw in newspaper..where the prize is Enormous?

Have it came across ur mind that.. What if I won it? lol... u might just try ur luck..

then it will be like Heaven rite? Million just like that... lol... u can live ur life with so much gold..

but I have a story here to share... not sure if it is true or not.. anyway.. read it first.. lol

There was a 17 year old teenager in England.. He won 2 million pound from just buying the first lottery in his life.. of coz..to a 17 year old teenager.. THAT WAS LIKE OMG AWESOME.. so he lived his life like how everyone on earth wanted to... he bought a mansion.. of course a luxury car.. and he traveled to places he dreamed of.. he party.. lived his life worry free.. (not sure if he enjoyed it or not)

After 2 years.. he killed himself in his mansion..

now.. regardless if the story is true ..

just a moment of thought..

When u give a man all the money he wants...but u take away his purpose in life..

that is very very sad ...

so.. think again.. xD

Ciao!

time to Zzz ... Woohoo...

2011-03-19T03:29:00.002-04:00

Jump! Jump! Jump! to Mars..!

Jump! Jump! to Jupiter!

Jump to Saturn!

Jump to Uranus! (hold on ur anus? ROFL.. no.. it is uranus..ok still sounds like ur-anus)

Jump to Neptune!

hold on.. where is pluto...? lol...

Jump! Jump! Jump! out of the milky way..!

Can you see the stars now? their lights are fading...

Jump! Jump! Jump! Higher and higher....

to where?

Jump! Jump out of the galaxy...!

and there u go... lost of any gravity pull from any stars or planets...

floating in the mass of dark space... u perform bullet time like Matrix.. u feel like flying..no no.. not flying.. it is this strange emptiness u feel in ur gut.. it is weightless... u feel like... u r lighter than a dust or a neutron... lol

WOAH....! What is it?! Here it comes.... OMFG..It is a Spaceship!!

hold on.. is that Darth Vader...?

Gosh.. here it comes...

and u r being pulled towards the spaceship..

because there is force thingy... large mass body pull a smaller body .. something physics like that..

no..it is force by Vader... Force..is be with u... hahahaha

No...!!!

WHOOSH!! BANG!! What u saw is a dimension of white light....no..I saw some red one (blood) and...

that is the last thing u saw...

(sorry... u were hit by that spaceship...and u sped to far far far far far far far far far away..(newton's third law).. story ends.. rofl..)

Sorry.. that was me jumping on my bed... LMAO.. and that white light thingy..they were halogen lights on my ceiling... ROFL

but what a fantastic space travel by Universe Traveler ...

Ciao..! time to sleep!

u nerds .. have fun imagining u r travelling in outer space... what a no life u r having.. LOL...

2011-03-17T23:46:00.003-04:00

This week had been way to hell... next week... it's gonna be HELL-er.. lol...

People always tell us to enjoy the things we r doing... like that.. u can do it well...and u improve..

but it is sometimes hard to enjoy something that u r doing...

and of course it will never be hard to do the things u enjoy...

so.. we should just... I guess...

continue doing the things we r doing...

and keep enjoying the things we like... hahahaha...

in the middle of that... try to make everything as enjoyable as it can be...

and on top of that...

I am slowly losing out my self-confidence...

anyone knows how to find them back?

to be honest.. I didn't have much self-confidence either..

but I used to have this tiny little bits of it... hahahaha....

and now.. I'm slowly losing them...

they say to build self-confident... u need to be better in something than others.. that build up ur confidence... lol... maybe that is my problem... I m never good at anything.. x(

Ok.. hahahaha..... that's all..

I gotta continue my work.. then sleep like there is no tomorrow.. x)

Ciao!

2011-03-12T22:57:00.002-05:00

Wholly shit.. I m so addicted to The Black Eyed Peas!! lol...

their songs are ROCKING THE PARTY...

Damn..! I want SPEAKERS to blast them... BLAST Ittttt..!!!!! xD

hahahaha.... although their songs are kinda dirty... hahaha...but that is the whole point eh..

we like dirty... lol...

Pump it..! (louder!) .. Pump it! (louder!).. Pump it! (louder!) .. hahahaha.....

Gosh.. I have gone nuts!! why?

coz I slept till 4pm...

and I ate two person portion of dinner.

LMAO... but I still feel hungry...wtf..

your growth stage is over man.. over... why are u still eating like that...? xD

Stress? ... ROFL.. maybe... but I know it is not... coz I never stress myself.. since I m slacking off like there is no tomorrow...

I believe everyone saw the video and news of Japan's tsunami....

gosh... we are so tiny and fragile in front of mother nature...

saw how the wave front swept across the land? engulfing every of mankind's civilization..

for one second... I thought they took the scene from movie "The Day after Tomorrow" and "2012"..

There is nothing that I can say... just .. Be ready people... x|

2011-03-12T06:04:00.003-05:00

"The Holiday" is a really Awesome movie!! will definitely put a smile on your face every minute while u r watching.. such a heart-warming movie.. =)

Great cast... great soundtrack... good story plots...and beautiful houses.. not forgetting it is funny as well =D the instrumental music played in the movie is so beautiful!

One line from the movie..when this guy is composing a piece of song for the lady.. "if you are a melody..I will use only the good notes.." =) such nice and sweet line..

EPIC!!

By the way... it is a love+comedy movie.. not the action packed one... lol.... ya.. I kinda dislike those action packed ones already... I want something with more feel... xD

ya.. had another movie today as well... "the rebound" .. it is good too... =) but not as good as "the holiday".. hahahaha...

so as u can see... lol... I spent my day watching movies that makes me feel good.. =) and I took an afternoon nap of 4 hours again!!

and I have two exams next week....

but who cares...lol.. fark them... x)

sometimes.. you just gotta sit back... enjoy a good movie...or a good book... and u will find life can be colorful... =D

the tsunami in Japan... it just reminds me of so many things... and ya...deepest grief to the victims.. x( such devastating disaster..

2011-03-08T06:38:00.002-05:00

one word.. one expression... that's all needed to sum it all up...

F*** x( ..

dun get me wrong.. not Fark.. it is Feel.. Feel x(

2011-03-04T21:04:00.002-05:00

our time is running out....

Wholly crap.. this verse keep ringing in my brain.. lol...

(by the way it is a song by Muse..)

hahahaha..... suppose to write my lab report.. but then.. was damn lazy..so I decided to write some shit since my fingers are already on the keyboard..hahahaha...

Can u believe I actually took a 4 hours nap this afternoon...?! fml... 4 hours!! it is more than the actual hours of sleep I have.. perhaps I m too god damn farking tired...

I can't help it but kept on thinking what organic chem prof said in class today.. I think I belong to the group that failed miserably... he said organic chemistry seriously are not for us.. T__T and we should dropped the course... BUT..I can't!! it is a required course for my program.. T__T

I feel so miserable now... aih.. let's see what I got when the grades are up tomorrow morning...

*sigh.... why is life treating me like this?? how I wish I was born with a brain just for organic chemistry..!

Once I read this from somewhere...

Do not tell people how weak u r...do not tell them the deep shit situation u r in.. coz..this will just let them use ur weakness to destroy u...

but...if I keep these sad things to myself.. I guess I will self-destruct.. do u see that? lol...

I don't bother if people don't care... speaking the shit out makes me feel better.. or does it? hahaha.... I don't know.. maybe I should just forget everything..but not forget to smile.. lol..which is so hard..

let's talk about something that is more delightful.. lol...

my geography prof said sea-level rising is not due to global warming.. See? lol.. I used to tell this to everyone but no one believed me...

minimal rising of sea level every year is normal.. coz the melting iceberg does not make sea level rises again... we learn this in Physics! remember?

when u put ice in ur glass... the weight of the ice already displaced the volume of the water..! so when ur ice melt...the water level does not rise again! lol... what the principle call again? the buoyancy thingy... Archimedes's Principle?? lol... I forgot.. remember? I m an idiot.. hahaha

so.. we should say global warming accelerates the melting of iceberg..but it doesn't rise the sea-level... critical climate change happens because of the iceberg melting and the increased volume of water in relative to iceberg.. coz the ocean moderates the global temperature.. ocean creates lower pressure than the land... this creates pressure changes that leads to cold weather we are having.. snow storm? lol..

LoL... Woah!! how I love Geography.. =D

(by the way.. don't take my words too seriously.. lol.. coz I m just a student. not a prof..)

I know I talked too much of academic shit in this post.. can't help it...

Did I say I wanted to talk about something that is delightful?

ya.. it was... about....

I took a 4 hours nap... xD

Hmm... sometimes.. running away is a better choice... but don't escape for too long.. coz at the end... we still have to face the hardcore deep shit AGAIN!

Take a break! KitKat... LOL...

Woah.. this post is OMFG long and boring....

Have u think...

if one day...

the world really comes to an end...

but u r the only survivor at ur place... (not the whole world of course..coz u never know if other people at other places survive too.. the earth is so big...)

what would u do? only u left.... u can't go to anywhere...

Will u just end ur life? lol....

now u know what is important in life...

life means nothing if people around u are gone...

life means nothing if u get everything in the world...but u lost ur love ones..

Think about it.... hahahaha......

wtf.. now I end this post which such nonsense...

by the way.. what makes u think u will survive if the world really comes to an end?

LoL.. definitely not coz u r lucky... LMAO

Ciao!

back to sleep.. Zzz

2011-03-02T21:36:00.003-05:00

Well..

what I can say is..

Organic Chemistry...

I officially announced u as one of the BIG TIME PAIN IN THE ASS!

lol...

*sigh..I still have two years to get an A in chemistry... or maybe not.. so..

I just want to get an A in Chemistry..! any Chemistry... just an A .. please...

to prove to myself that I m still not that bad in Chemistry.. lol...well I am not bad..I m sucks in Chem.. xD

I do sometimes wonder... where have all my confidences gone after high school?! so I guess in grown up's world... everything works the other way round.. hahahaha......

Finally.. It is March...

Had u ever had this kind of feeling... where u lost track of time (since I did not celebrate New Year..CNY..Valentine's Day...Christmas..) .. then one day.. u saw the calendar.. and OMFG! it is already MARCH! LoL....after another 3 months.. OMFG..it is June!...another 6 months..OMFG..IT IS NEW YEAR AGAINNN??!

so.. in short, (I have a prof named Short..but he is tall..and I enjoyed his classes..he teach Lab in Molecular Bio..).. 1/4 of year 2011 is gonna go down the drain... isn't it fast? hehehehe....

Today.. while I sat in a lecture... this sudden kind of thought came knocking in...

and I found out... all this while... I M AN IDIOT!! ROFL..

I couldn't recall any of the stuff I learnt in high school.... any of the stuff I learnt last year... last sem... and even worse.. THIS SEM!! LOL... FML

What I meant by couldn't recall was.. if u asked me to sit for the exam again.. I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO ANSWER ANY OF IT ANYMORE! Well...it was still the same for me..coz..for every exam..I couldn't answer any shit too... LMAO..

but.. this shows that I m an idiot eh? forgot what I have learnt... x( wtf...

Well.. CiaozzZ !

to me.. Get well soon..

to others that are sick... get well soon...

to those that are not sick... get lost.. lol... xP

2011-02-27T17:37:00.002-05:00

Got sick on foreign land is totally FML sort of thing..

first...u r sick..

second..u r sick..

third.. u r sick...

and... u r the only self that can care about urself..

no one even ask r u ok..

see...the world is cruel...no one gives a damn thing .. so why should I give a damn from now on?

How can I got sick now? FML... this week still got exams..

"I sailed across the Sun... Made it to the milky way.. Just to see the stars all faded.."

(made a whole big round..at the end..it makes no difference at all..how disappointing it was)

2011-02-18T17:31:00.002-05:00

how funny it is when u planned to take a nap...

but ended up watching two movies in a row for 3 hours.. = = wtf

yeah! finally reading week is here... ok..it should be changed to study break.. lol.. but there are 3 papers waving at me right after next week.. x( fml.. (they are waving goodbye...fail)

was looking forward to the ski trip at blue mountain during break..

but now.. T__T I don't really want to go.. want to read my organic chemistry..(michael..dun bullshit here..the whole universe knows that u will never do that..lol) and be a couch potato.. hide in the room...hide away from the sun..the street...the people...the cars...the sound...the trees..the leaves..the dogs..water on the road..the world..

lol... ya..right deep inside..I want to live underground...

(strongly believe that underworld exists... no. it is not hell although hell is true too) .. lol..

despite that.. I m sort of an outgoing person.. (another bullshit) lol..I can be anything I want when I just change my mind.. LMAO.. I can be crazy if I want to be.. (at least I made friends ok..) I just have this duo personality.. hehehe... simple saying.. I don't know who I am..

see.. yesterday I just went for a jeopardy chemistry quiz... lol...

won a prize.. (actually everyone got a prize) ..

and.. ya.. chemistry quiz.. u didn't see it wrong..

I went for a chemistry quiz...

not biology.. it is chemistry... LMAO

ya.. it was fun.. playing games with a bunch of nerds.. LOL.. (better none of them see this..)

signing up for guitar workshop by music club.. lol...doubt that I will have time for it..

but.. they haven't reply my email.. wtf.. if u organized a workshop..people email u .. u reply! not after two days..no answer..

wonder if they have board meeting in the way we had last time.. Hmm... lol.. remember the pialas? lmao..

and I found that my room looks like a rat nest.. x( I used to be a very clean person.. now I m becoming like Adly.. fml.. (if u don't know who he is..don't bother to find out) lol

Step up 3D is really awesome...

"some famous guy said.. to travel is better than to arrive.. it is actually what happens along the way that counts..the stumble..the fall..the friendships..it is a journey..not a destination.."

lol.. best quote..

ok..I will leave it here... ending with a nice quote.. not some other crap.. xD

so.. Ciao! have a nice week..!

2011-02-14T18:34:00.002-05:00

If u felt that u r alone sometimes... lol.. it is ok..

find a boat and head to ur own island... (swimming can be dangerous..)

and make ur own paradise... xD

(if only a piece of island doesn't come with a high price..I will get one..)

lol... never mind... I will still get myself one after 30 years... hehehehe....

or find one that is not on the map... yeah..!

He is a PIRATE!! xD

by the way...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

and my life is screwed with organic chemistry... coz chemistry has no love in it... BIO has...it is about life...and life means love... life love life love life love life love... love life?

fark u chemistry... LOL...ur name even spells MISERY!! (can u find misery among the word chemistry? if u couldn't... too bad... ur brain is distorted.. lol...)

everyone else says there is chemistry in love... is it? HAHAHAHA

P.S. Green teddies look gross... xD

2011-02-13T01:23:00.002-05:00

when people are keeping something from u...

and not telling u something...

that means they didn't want u to know anyway..

so... there is no need to ask them ...

coz if they want u to know.. they will tell u..

and secondly .. it just means u r not trustworthy...

found out the second one simply just hurts ..if u r the type that tried so hard keeping promises and not to break any promise... how frustrating at the end...u found no one trust u anyway..

it gets worse with people that are close to u...

enough said... lol...

niteZzz people...

trusting people doesn't mean they will trust u with the same way... =)

don't say I didn't warn u... lol

2011-02-10T22:32:00.003-05:00

After listening to Michael Jackson's songs...

have this sudden sentimental feeling...

his vocal.. so strong and powerful..

if u watched his videos..

moonwalk.. how gracefully he glide...

beyond human capability... defying law of physics moves..

and.. he is gone..

Believe me... There will never have second MJ existing after him..

no one can dance like him...and sing like him...

He is ... a legend.. a true legend.. =)

no second person can far reach his fame.. not even wat Justin Bieber..and others.. lol..

Want to know why I feel like crying...?

coz.. a pop king like him... every person at any corner of the world..knows about him..his songs..and of coz all the news...

and he died..just like that...

so tell me...

How short can life be?

if u watched the journey of MJ .. from how young he sang and dance to now.. u will get what I mean..

lol.. I know it is somehow weird and random to post this... but... hahahaha...... yup.. just a sudden feeling to share..

2011-02-07T21:18:00.003-05:00

for the first time in my life..

I felt like.. shouting.. "FARK!!" during a BIOLOGY exam.. Not a CHEMISTRY..

lol... OMG.. Genetics... 50 minutes.. so damn hard..!

those who did the paper.. u know how hard it was...

dun let me see the word "pedigree" again..

NOT EVEN THE ONE THAT COMES WITH DOG FOOD..! lol.. and what alien from mars.. female gametes undergoes meiosis 1..mitosis then mitosis.. and male gametes what didn't undergo meiosis.. blah..blah..blah..then how many chromosomes are there...and what gametes fused then how many.. over 8 sentences long..wtf.. THIS IS A 50 MINUTES EXAM!!

The guy beside me was burying his head on the paper during genetic test today.. and the lady beside me.. looked like she gonna cry... the guy behind was sharpening his pencil every 5 minutes..like he was preparing to stab himself.. lol...

I ... still strongly believe.. that at least I can get half of the paper right.. hopefully... just dun let me die so badly..

Coz.. I was MEANT TO DIE FOR ORGANIC CHEMISTRY.. NOT GENETICS..

so.. PLEASE... lol

LoL --> used to be laugh out loud.. now.. it is.. Lost Of Laughter.. x(

the worst thing was.. they put a timer at the big screen... so.. it reminds u.. how near u r to the dead end.. = = do u think it is appropriate to make students nervous and confused both at the same time during such exams? lol

if u took 2 minutes to read 22 questions each (forget the understanding questions part).. u already had 44 minutes gone.. and u have only less than 10 minutes left to figure out the "simple" probability maths... lol..

even if u r a super genius.. u still can't finish it on time.. so ya.. there it goes..

and I m just a below average student..

they expect their students.. to..

read the question.. BAM! know the correct answer..

read the question... Bam! know the correct answer...

in split seconds..

me...

read the question.. aim... Bam! tembak.. bullet missed.. hit the wrong one..

lol

2011-02-01T02:13:00.002-05:00

I definitely can feel the pressure...

Yup.. Atmospheric pressure... a lot of atmospheric pressure...!!

P.S. shortest blog post ever... lol.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AGAIN EVERYONE!

2011-01-29T02:12:00.002-05:00

L...........o.................L

Chinese New Year is coming ... and...

YEAH!!! more exams.... and more exams.... and more labs .... and more and more assignments... xD tell u geography is very fun... not the lectures..never are the lectures.. but the Assignments are challenging yet fun! u solve them .. u smile whole day.. =D

Dun tell me I m creepy...but ya.. I feel somehow that I m living when I m busy...although nothing that I did is perfect ... hahahaha....but still...busy reminds me that I m living... and not wandering around accomplishing nothing... although sometimes I too wandering doing nothing when I m suppose to be busy.. lol ... xD so happy that I m going to finish a lab report that is suppose to due next week... lol... shit...first time I started a report so early...4 days before the next due date.. hehehehehe...... it is so not me...

what defines Michael? "Oh.. he is a last minute guy... and he does everything last minute... yet surprisingly he had the courage and still finished them on time...but .. pulled through with a poor mark... lol..and he complained, blamed everything about it..but never realized it was his own fault.." that is Michael.. xD

I have always been asking myself.. "What if I did that earlier..will I get a better result?" ..

now I m in the stage of trying and experimenting the "what if..." lol..

wish me luck.. xD hopefully I m the smart person like someone is saying... lol... but nah.. I m not smart.. I m smarter... wtf..overloading self-loving nerd I m.. hahahaha

x( I found out my piano sounds so soft after plugging in the headphones... so.. so weird playing piano with headphones on... wtf... hahhaha.... but nah.. as long as I enjoy the music.. every shit is fine with me.. xD every shit like my chair is lower than the keyboard and I have short legs.. lol

30 seconds to Mars rocks.. even their band names is so cool... =D

YES! looking forward to go home... real rest..summer... =) =) =) =) =)

We can be happy and feeling great the whole day easily...

just by changing our heart and mind... change them and tell them that u r happy.. and feeling great..

or by let say.. the prof cancelled the class? lol....

first one is what I m trying to do... second one will come by as a bonus sometimes ...but it is so rare.. hahahaha

I m always after perfection... but never I work hard for reaching perfection coz I m so farking imperfect and slack...then slowly..I realized it doesn't has to be perfect...coz in that way...it makes things better...a lot better... lol..

but never tell me imperfection is the new perfection... it never will be... coz it simply isn't!

Cheers! It is going to be February.. =) and it is the month of Valentine again... LOL...

Ciao! nerds! ... go back to ur dark world...underground filled with books...facebook...laptops... hahahahaha.....ur life is nothing like mine! coz I m going to my bed and the sexy pillow of mine... lmao... sleep can be so good sometimes.. =D love sleep...

2011-01-26T19:02:00.004-05:00

WTF.. the landlady just said..

" THIS HOUSE IS RUN BY MY RULES!!"

BLOODY KUKU BESI.. u need to say it out like that or not... wtf...

everyone knows it.. but u dun have to say it OUT... = = u really just lost my respect for u COMPLETELY .. lol

= = plus after whole three days straight of tiredness... I really feel like = = pointing her this.. t(-.-t)

but nah.. I just said.. yes...yes...yes...I know.. = = wtf..

AahhH.... tomoro got test.. FML... starting this week.. officially screw up.. every week will be busy.. T______________T

but still today someone asked me how are the courses so far?

me answered:" ya.. pretty good...I m damn free nowadays" ... = =

shit.. I never be honest to myself and other people... lol..

but impossible I answerrd her.. "FARK!! I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE SHIT!! ORGANIC CHEMISTRY BLOWS MY MIND..!!!"

god damn .. I couldn't coz was in the library that time.. lol

ok.. Ciao! blogging really can help release a bit of adrenaline enable me to focus for another 5 minutes.. xD

Cheers!

got a high mark in geography assignment.. lol... YEAH! that made my day.. let's keep up the good work.. (and I always do well in courses that are unrelated to my program..aih...if only I can do that well in organic chemistry this time.. Yup.. let's work hard)

2011-01-23T21:47:00.002-05:00

Dun tell me that I m being self-centered...

The Sun is so self-centered that it has the whole farking solar system...the planets revolving around it... and sometimes it blast them with solar flares which influence them so badly..! see?

so.. now.. tell me.. is it a good thing to be self-centered?

but one thing... too bad.. I M NOT THE SUN!

yet I can be the moon in the sky that made the tide on earth goes mad... lol

2011-01-20T23:50:00.002-05:00

Someone knocked at my door at 23:00+ pm ..

showed me a very nervous look..like tomorrow is the end of the world..

told me .. "I LOST MY KEYS!"

LOL.... but come on dude..

how did u come into the house since it was locked at this hour of the night if u really lost ur keys?

lol... then this dude found his keys in the kitchen...

hahahaha.... I m not trying to show anything here.. but this really made my day.. lol

I can be too cool headed sometimes.. xD

shit.. u just can't help but keep on perasan-ing and shock sendiri eh? hahaha...

Ciao...! have a nice week everyone.. till Chinese New Year then... So long.. Cheers!

2011-01-15T22:07:00.002-05:00

Wanted to write a far beyond negative post... ( u know I m very good in stuff like this...)

but.. nah.. forget it...

coz.. it will spoil ur day...and it will probably spoil everyone else's too..

so one question that is worth to be pondered : What is the question again?

it is ok if u don't get it... coz probably u r dumb or something.. but dun get too sad about it.. hahahaha........

so u have insomnia again?

2011-01-10T02:18:00.002-05:00

so here it is again..

Insomnia again... fml.. I haven't sleep properly for almost one week.. Dang..

they said if u sleep late.. u die young..? ur hair bald? memory deteriorating? stupid? dumb? looks blur? dull? brain not alert? speech hindered? low IQ? low EQ? the list goes on.....blah blah blah..

yup.. my hair is balding..wtf.. my memory is always deteriorating..I forgot what I studied..where I put my keys.. yes..I m stupid..dumb..looks completely a nerd..no brain..cannot speak well.. ya low IQ..extremely no EQ.. and blah...blah...blah..

so now.. we left the die young part eh..? LOL...

so .. if u have all of the above... it makes u not a human anymore.. it makes u look like a .. a... shit...beast.. lol...

so.. if u are a beast.. u have to die young for the benefits of mankind.. ROFL..

they also said.. u can count sheep if u cannot sleep.. but I see no sheep on my ceilings..on my walls..on the door.. Next time.. I m so gonna draw flocks and flocks of sheep in my children's bedroom.. so they can count them if they cannot sleep.. LOL... so.. we can leave out the bedtime story part.. xD

they also said..meditate helps u to sleep... = = when I sit there and close my eyes.. it's just I m sitting trying to sleep instead of lying.. LOL... so.. = = it is the same .. only u r sitting instead of lying..

they said drink milk helps too.. but.. after I found out what is in milk nowadays.. I stopped drinking.. u don't want to know what is it.. hahahaha

they once said.. thinking about happy memories help u to sleep well and dream well... but when I start thinking... I want to think more... then I found out there are no more.. so..it ended up.. IT IS SO FREAKING PATHETIC.. T__T

someone told me that reading can make me sleep... so..yup..when I start reading...I can't concentrate on the page...there it goes my mind wandering around... and ended up..I move to the bed again.. LOL

then some said listening to songs... ya.. I opened up my list of music... = = there are no relaxing music.. 50% alternate rock.. 30% Pop .. 20% R&B.. 10% Techno.. lol..

What I said best is that .. Wait for the sunrise... and wait for the Melatonin hormone secreted by pineal gland to kick in... then I will sleep.. x) location: no other than lecture hall... hahahaha.....

but surprisingly.. the one week...where I had insomnia every night.. I didn't sleep a bit in lecture hall.. but I stare blankly.. my ears are listening with my eyes stare point blank.. hehehehe... point blank I stare.. O__O

So.. yup.. Ciao! folkers..

2011-01-04T23:30:00.003-05:00

So there it goes..

class commenced yesterday.. =D

new term.. new year... hopefully a whole new sheet of results.. xD

yup.. geography .. after so long... I still love it... Ended studying geography like 6 years ago? lol.. so..yes.. now.. I still know deep inside I enjoy learning about the place we live in..

Earth is all we have... if we dun love Earth and learn everything about Earth.. who is gonna do it? hahahaha

the geo prof shows alot of enthusiasm in teaching... =D and in the Blackboard portal.. he says please do not print the notes..save the environment... if u want to print.. print it with six pages in one page.. LOL... 6 pages in one page? yea... xD it is better off if u might as well dun print it.. and if u use the laptop to read it.. u spent electricity.. that is harming the earth too.. xD so which one? ahahahaha

self experienced that time tells everything...

ya...finally I had figured it out... x)

went for a movie ... =) a good message.. : dun think yourself as being little... coz.. little can achieve big.. so..yup.. be little..but be big in heart.. =) No one is being small in this world...

ps: the light bulb in my room burnt again.. = = just changed it like a month ago.. fml..that means I have to buy a new one, climb up and change it again... u see... DUN buy "MADE IN CHINA" product.. but one thing.. all ten light bulbs u checked.. all 10 of them are "MADE IN CHINA" ...

= = wtf... is it the light bulb or coz of the pin or the whole farking switch? the new light bulb reads it can be used up to 2000 hours.. LOL... one month.. 31 days..24 hours..hold on.. I didn't on for 24 hours.. = = ok let it be 24..easier to count.. so total is 744 hours only.. 2000 hours .. u can use for 3 MONTHS!!! and that is if and only if u on it for whole day and night...

okok.. enough of complaining.. go get a new light bulb and change it.. xD

Ciao folks! have a great academic term.. =D

2011-01-01T22:50:00.002-05:00

when u speak nicely to people.. they get angry...wtf..

do u want me to shout at u to do something that u supposed to do like 2 weeks ago?

ya.. maybe I m not being nice still...

I think changing back to my previous self is better..

at least... no one dares to talk to me.. and I don't need to ask anyone to do anything...

[sigh] when u try to be nice... u get shit..

when u being not nice.. u get shit too...

so..please teach me what to do...

and.. if it was me 2 years ago... U ALREADY FARKING GOT A CHAIR IN UR FACE! THE CHAIR WAS JUST RIGHT BESIDE ME..

U should be damn glad that I changed quite a bit... = = kanasai.. still show ur penis face to me when u were being asked to do something u supposed to do...somemore being so rude..

me shouting shut up to u was already being very modest.. = =

Everyone has their responsibility ... and one of them is.. PLEASE CLEAN UP AFTER URSELF..

at least.. if u were lazy.. ok fine.. but NOT TILL SOMETHING GROW FUNGUS! ...

staying with someone that is not hygienic is damn farking a problem.. = = this not ur home where u have ur mom to clean for u... NOW U R A GOD DAMN 21 YEAR GROWN MAN... U SUPPOSE TO CLEAN UP AFTER URSELF.. and AT LEAST BE CONSIDERATE OF OTHER PEOPLE ... WE STILL NEED TO USE THE KITCHEN COOKING TOOLS..

hahaha.... ok..enough.. so how is your first day of the new year? lol.. as u can see.. I had a pretty nasty one..

hope u guys had a nice and great one.. HAPPY NEW YEAR again.. =D

WHY M I ALWAYS BEING THE BAD PERSON OF THE HOUSE... = = OTHERS BEHAVE LIKE THEY DON'T STAY HERE... damn frust... = =

2010-12-31T03:55:00.002-05:00

Think I still can't stop from writing something on blog although no one bother to read... lol..

4am in the morning... let me tell you normally what u will feel at this time of the night..

First thing first.. u feeeel damn kanasai hungry...

second... your ears expand.. and u can listen to all the silentness in the house..

third.. ur brain starts to clean itself and u feel very alert.. (well..for me..)

u feel all kinds.. happy...peace..at ease...lonely... etc..

very last thing that u won't feel.. is Sleepiness... LoL...wtf

normally sleepiness creep in only after the sun rise.. xD

so.. yup.. it is new year again.. today .. last day of year 2010.. and it felt like the last time I wished someone Happy New Year 2010 was like...yesterday? hahahaha... "time flies" (147 times I said this..) so.. just tell me...how more longer will we all be on earth? another 30 years? 40 years? lol... that too if u are lucky.. xD and the earth doesn't explode on its own.. = = Hooyah! Supernova..

2012.. this number used to be a huge discussion... but now...it kinda cooled down... guess all the people realized it doesn't really matter..doesn't it?

4am now... and it is 4 degree Celsius outside with light rain showers.. and I m still awake..reading.. yayaya...finally a day where I spent reading.. xD

New Year's Resolution? Hmm... mine is 1200 x 800? lol...saw this from someone in facebook.. Very creative I should say.. xD

Saw Polar Bears in Toronto Zoo yesterday... they are not as white as u thought... hahahaha..... and it is kinda sad to see.. even the ice in the zoo is melting away...so..what u can tell for the ice in the North pole? Wonder what will these polar bears tell their polar friends after they get back to their home... lol...

We keep animals in cage at the zoo and we pay just to see them... ever wonder... actually we are the ones that are keeping ourselves in our own comfort zone.. why don't we go to the harsh weather of Africa to see the lions... the brutal cold of North pole to see the Polar bears? lol... everywhere we travel.. we seek for places that we are comfortable of... place with shelters...with food...and of course with shopping... = = hahahaha

DJ Earworm's United States of Pop 2010 mashed up is just way too awesome... sum of all songs in 2010.. how nice.. =)

Ok.. that is all I guess... lol...

Cheers to all fellow nerds that always online facebooking...drama-ing.. lol...

Happy New Year 2011 to all of you... and.. HAVE A GREAT YEAR just like how u had it in 2010..(if u had a great one in 2010..LOL).. if u had not give urself a great year... then make your 2011 an unforgettable one (in a good way) ... LOL

CIAO!!

2010-12-26T17:17:00.002-05:00

It is time to forsake Blogging...

to forsake Facebook..

Forsake PPStream.. lol...

To forsake all time wasting shit..

coz.. Now.. I HAVE MY PIANO KEYBOARD...!!!!

LoL...

It is more meaningful wasting time on playing songs than doing all those shit that I will be forsaking..

HOORAY..!!! lol...

Maybe this is the last time u will see me updating my blog.. =)

and facebook as well..

so.. SO LONG FOLKS.. xD

till the day u see me update again.. =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! =D

2010-12-15T22:48:00.002-05:00

Beneath the silver moon,

I m standing in the street,

watching the snow falls...

Beyond the silver moon,

I saw a cloud with silver lining,

but there is no sun shining at the edge,

Should I be on cloud nine?

But the silver moon,

so far away,

so out at space,

only the silver moon sees me...

Suddenly thought of writing these words down..making sentence that has no sense...maybe there are some sense in it... just like what I feel now... =D

nice night with friends...nice snow...nice lights...nice snowy roads...

everything is nice....when it snows..

all the darkness engulfed by the innocent white.. =)

2010-12-12T02:34:00.003-05:00

what seems far is sometimes near to get...

but what's near within reach is always the furthest...

We can close our eyes to the things we don't want to see... but we can't close our heart to the things we don't want to feel...

You have to have a darkness.. for the dawn to come.. -Harrison Ford.

The only true wisdom is in knowing u know nothing.. - Socrates.

2010-12-10T21:45:00.005-05:00

Feeling sucks... really bad mood... damn....

so helpless inside...

like floating at the middle of Caribbean sea..

with no lands seen at the horizon...

no lighthouse giving beams of hope...

my compass doesn't point North..

am floating.. waiting to sink..

though the night skies are beautiful...

crescent moon and bright stars at these winter nights..

cold chilling winds caressing my face..

but these perfections looks far..very far..

coz I am at the middle of Caribbean sea..

praying upon the stars that I will not drown..

keep cheating myself that everything will be fine...

Can I once ... just once be honest to myself?

I always believe strongly in myself... but now... I just feel sucks... really sucks...

2010-11-27T17:00:00.003-05:00

After Monday and Tuesday.. even the calendar spells W T F !!

lol.. saw this somewhere... found it funny.. =D

but hold on.. didn't they forget

the double S --> Super Shit after the weekdays?

The day when it snows...

2010-11-27T16:34:00.002-05:00

When was my last update on facebook status? my last update in blogpost?

lol.... no one cares.. u live like an invisible person on the planet called Earth..

You'll Never Walk Alone.. lol.. my ass.. that is for Liverpool fans..

If u were to ask me what is the sweetest thing?

My answer is..

PILLOWS!! and EARPLUGS!

Arhh... THEY ARE HEAVENS!!

Any inventions on earth is great... but..pillows and heavens are greater..!!

know why?

coz.. ya.. I haven't been sleeping for two days.. 48 hours... keep working on formal lab reports with earplugs.. still having one coming up on Monday... xD

but I m so gonna sleep now! no one .. and nothing can stop me!! but hold on.. there is... shhH.. lol...

by the way... I almost forgot what is the filament of a light bulb made up of..!!!

Hmm...ya.. it starts with T....

Ya! TUNGSTEN!!

lol... screw.. and there goes my chemistry discussion with prof...

lol.... imagine..discussion about nothing else but about the lab that u got the lowest mark in.. what a lucky draw...! lol.... FARK!

I dun need lady luck to be on my side... I just need A LOT of ladies luck!! LOL

2010-11-21T02:15:00.003-05:00

2am in the morning...

Laughters ...

Lots of things happening... pumping fast...

in a swift of time...

Mixed feelings..

too much chocolate cakes? lol...

without noticing...

time fly pass like a bullet...

and we feeling so fly like a G6..

Google Chrome lagging...

Laptop lagging..

u too lagging...

Catalase..enzyme...nickel...acid..base....etc..

all coming in... knocking at the windows of brain..

cramming in... rushing..

Boom Boom Pow..

here it comes 3am..

hungry again...

big dull sun rising at 7...

small fiery ball setting at 5...

when is it going to snow..?

Microsoft Excel...and Words..

all night long...

we lost the sense of writing...

with ballpen..

A drink with friends..

gather around...

Oh..those times...

where everything is so fine...

like the white sand at seaside...

Slowly losing the touch of

black and white keys..

the one with alphabets and numbers.

makes numb fingers ...

with electrostatic..

Quiet hallway...

stiff cool air floating...

ghastly bathroom lights..

Smell of pillows lingering..

front of the LCD screen..

I know..

a cool Sunday morning it is going to be...

with no birds chirping..

only the sound of engines..

at a distance ...

2010-11-14T18:41:00.002-05:00

X__X

O__O

LoL... what m I supposed to feel? what m I supposed to write?

but one thing... THANK YOU! (u will know why I said this if u are my friend..) hahahaha

2010-11-12T04:56:00.003-05:00

Finally learnt my lessons...

Hmm...

ya.. a hell tough week for me...

Deep anxiety for two days...

finally... I got sleep without anxiety yesterday...

haha... u won't understand that kind of feeling...

u will feel like u gonna die... xD

Diazepam sounds like a good drug to take... lol....

think that.. "Aal Izz Well" .. does make some differences.. haha...

Suddenly downloaded all Jay Chou's old albums... from the one in year 2000 to 2010... he is a darn good musician.. at least... I can hear creativity varies among all the albums... love his music..

Found that... I need a quiet .. a very quiet place for study... definitely not with earphones plugged in... I want complete silence...

not the library... definitely not our house... Hmm.. so far can't think of a good place...

the house is silent at 3 in the morning.. but it will only last for 2 hours...

really wish I can go to the moon and read my book.... lol...wtf..

with life so fast..hectic till are not aware of what is happening.... I forgot meditation...

coming back to that.... ya.. Peace!

Ok.. Ciao..! may stop blogging and facebook for some days... maybe some months...

coz... I found no more interest in them anymore... in fact.. the last update for my facebook status is 5 days ago... I hope one day..I can see... last updated... 5 years ago... LOL....

Cheers! Wish everyone has a good November... 2010 going to end... how fast is that...? nah..it is not fast... just only... we are SLOW.. x)

We used to feel that 1 hour is long... that is when we are 10 years old..

when u are 20.. u feel that 1 hour is short...and 1 month is somehow long...

when u are 30.. u feel that 1 month is short and 1 year is still long..

when u are 40.. u feel that 1 month is short.. and 1 year is short..

when u are 50.. u feel that time doesn't matter anymore..

when u are 60.. u feel that LIFE IS SHORT...

if and only if... u can live that long...

2010-11-06T23:58:00.003-04:00

I have to post this... lol...

Just watched an AWESOME till Max movie.. named "3 Idiots"!

it is a hindi movie... I watched many hindi movies.. but this one is totally different... it makes u laugh..cry...touched...all in the same time... rare hindi movies are as funny as this.. LOL

many epic bollywood movies..u watched and u will remembered the movie.. but this one... u watched.. u not only will remember it.. but u will enjoy every bit of it.. immerse in the movie and will not get bored if u keep watching..

it is pure comedy and touching and educational movie.. Epic..

the friendship inside is so BEAUTIFUL!! perfect friendship.. so touched... haha

and the message conveyed is so good.... educational .. yeap.. inspiring.. yeap... teach u how to be more human..yeap...

to be honest.. first when i saw the title.. I was not at all attracted to it... but after u started watching.. u will not want to stop it.. it explained how AWESOMENESS IT IS!!

the soundtrack fits so well! ...

Aal Izz Well!! it goes like that...

"when life goes out of control. draw back your lips. whistle and exclaim "Aal Izz Well!!""

Confusion prevails. Nobody knows the solution. when a solution is found. we lost track of "what was the question" .

ya.. those were part of the lyrics.. good song.. =D

why did I say it is educational...

it teaches u.. Do only what that u have passion in.. coz if not.. u will regret for ur whole life..

ya.. Passion does really matter! =)

and dun be fear of the future... coz...no one knows what the future will be! so just ya.. be yourself! =D

so.. Be honest to yourself! Know what u really wants.. and Be yourself! =)

Ahh.. what a wonderful night with a not only good but EPIC movie! =) Life is not that bad... Do not stress yourself... coz it is not the knowledge that u put into ur brain..it is stress that u put in..

forgot to tell u guys.. the movie is about three university students... so perfect for students to watch it.. =D

2010-10-31T21:57:00.002-04:00

Most of the time...

we dun have to be worry... unhappy... sad.... angry... frustrated... stress.. (any negative feelings u can think of..) over any shit...

coz u know what... LIFE IS JUST TOO SHORT! lol.... if u r lucky...maybe u will live for 50 years...60 years... 70 years... if only u can live that long.... hahaha

No matter how ur future turn out to be...no matter how bad is ur present state... no matter how ur past affected u... why the fark do u have to be grieved over such shit... lol.... coz again life is too short.. do u want to spend the whole farking time to not get over them?

Just get over... live ur life.. days by days... months by months... years by years... the clock ticks...

in the end... tell me.... does anything matters? hahahaha......

In the end.... no matter how many great things u done... no matter how many shit u failed... no matter how successful u r... how famous u r... how great ur life is... In the end....in the end... what is left? lol.... u lose everything....

so... people.. hahaha..... dun get too triumphed over success... neither too grieved over failure...nor too frustrated over demands...

if u think it all over again..

ya.. in the end....it doesn't matter ....

but I didn't tell u to not do your best... =)

Just do your best...without any expectations for best or worst... then u will get what I m trying to convey here...

If people let u feel like shit... thank them... coz.. they let u know how strong u can get... =)

2010-10-29T19:18:00.002-04:00

The day where u can enjoy the real taste of chocolate and chips..

is the day u can kick back a little.. sit back.. and enjoy a 2 hours movie..

LoL... that doesn't mean my exams are over... and that too doesn't mean that I DIDN'T FAIL MY TEST!! ... xD

Recently.. I thought of a best way to release stress...

this method... if u could do it once.. u will never forever be stress again.. LoL

that is...

Climb up to the top of the world...Mount Everest... (if u didn't die half way..) .. hahahah

and shout.. "FARK..! FARK!!... FARK!!!! U BLOODY DUMB SHIT!!!"

Can u imagine... u changed two correct answers to the wrong ones... and then u got 43/45..

t(-.-t). and this is still ok... can u imagine u just handed in a blank paper for organic chem?

hahahaha...... Hooray! U are so farked up..! xD

U just never get things farking even up don't u? one hand u got near perfect.. the other hand u got ZERO!! WTF... WTF.... WTF...

The job Brewmaster sounds cool ain't? lol.... if u like beer, this job will be practically ur mere hobby...creating beer.. and u know wat... the salary of a brewmaster is FARKING HIGH!! One of the top 10 cool jobs... too bad... I don't like beer...not interested in it.. and never want to be interested in it.. xD

Wanted to check it out in Carlsberg group website.. but.. it just take so farking long to load...

alcohol induces CYP2E1.. LOL.... Pharmacology.. I fell in love with u... xD have u done before a paper that made u wanted to dance around the exam hall..? coz it was just too fantastic that u knew almost every answer of every questions... lol.... so touching... HAHAHAHA

Ok... so long... Ciao!

(one day... my blogspot will be banned by blogger... coz... IT CONTAINS MORE THAN 17500 words "FARK!" and "WTF"! up to date.. LOL... )

2010-10-21T19:29:00.003-04:00

When they say...

u achieve greatness by pushing ur own limit... exceeding ur own expectation... cross ur own barrier.. blah..blah..blah...

but HOLD ON!

first.. WHERE IS MY LIMIT? dunno where is the limit.. how to push? how to exceed? how to cross? LoL.... wtf..

guess... it is still time..

to..

keep working.. keep striving.. keep pushing...

till the day I get the perfect 100%..

no limit.. no expectation.. no barrier...

JUST PURE DOING THE VERY BEST TILL MY TINY BITS OF MY BONE!

LOL.... YES! Keep bringing them on...!

I fall... I get up.. I do it! ... if fall again... then get up again.. and do it!

but please... PLEASE!

dun let me FAIL! ...

2010-10-14T21:24:00.002-04:00

After 5 days straight of no solid food... a taste of pepperoni pizza is HEAVEN!! Able to chew and bite again is so great..!! It makes u human...

LoL... ya.. wisdom tooth kills..

Before I start my another sleepless night let me update u guys with what I had this week.. although no one seems to care.. xD

If u want me to define half life...

I would say...

ya.. I have 100% confidence to get full mark in the physiology part of the paper.. and 100% confidence to get zero for the anatomy part of the paper... 50:50.. half-half.. hahaha....

In BIO210 Anatomy and Physiology paper...

Please identify structure 1.

Hmm... Ulna head?

Please identify structure 2.

Hmm.. Ulna shaft? ...

LoL... WTF... actually.. = = that shit is not ulna.. FML..

Identify structure 5.

Spinous process?

Identify structure 6.

Spinous process?

LoL... WTF.. they are two different structures! how the heck can be same name? Yes! this is called smart shooting... I m damn sure one of them is spinous process.. LoL...

Identify structure A.

Eye Socket?

LoL... t(-.-t) DO U KNOW THIS IS A BIO 200 level course..ANATOMY.. and u give me an answer of farking EYE SOCKET?!?! LOL.... Give me the latin name! hahaha.... tell u.. I m so screwed..! (I wanted to laugh so badly when I wrote the answer in the exam..Fark.. = = )

T__T Don't blame me... u see I have 10 lectures of physiology to cover...with the materials from textbook somemore..not just lecture materials.. TEXTBOOK IS GODLIKE SO THICK!! by the time I finished physiology.. I don't have enough time to cover anatomy.. T__T

But.. =D I m damn sure physiology part I SURE SCORE FULL!!! YEAH!! Every answer I put.. I smile broadly and with farking 200% confidence! coz I finished the whole farking chapters in the textbook..! lol... = = but smart people study anatomy first.. coz physiology was what u studied since standard 6.. x( wtf... u know.. I m dumb shit.. hahahaha

x( just anatomy.. never mind.. I will put in more effort next time..

and I just knew Hallux means ur toe... T__T WTF..!!

the questions was like this...

Tom fell and broke his Hallux.. which part of the body did Tom break?

A. Leg

B. Hip

C. Hand

D Toe

E... I forgot what was the option.

x( I chose hip.. KANASAI! Who will fall down and break toe one?!?! IMPOSSIBLE SHIT TO BREAK UR TOE BY FALLING DOWN!! This is LOGICAL THINKING!! LoL...

ok.. hope u guys had fun by reading this anatomical blog post.. hehehehe.... actually those were just a small part from the big part I screwed.. there were actually 20 labels to identify.. and I didn't get any of them correct.. except intervertebral disc.. FML..

LOL....

but.. surprisingly.. I still feel happy although I messed up the test... hahahaha.....

coz.. "Why so serious?" lol... I already had hair loss problem.. I dun want to stress anymore... hehehehe...... fark hair loss.. = =

2010-10-10T07:20:00.003-04:00

It is Sunday again.. I guess..it is blogging time? lol... (if ever someone read my blog...)

Who said early birds get worms?

They get no worms..they got shit! coz the worms are still sleeping... hahahaha.....

Addicted to music played from ukulele.. the sound of this instrument is HEAVEN! LOL...

Search for the name Jake Shimabukuro... his "While My Guitar Gently Weeps"is darn awesome!!

Lots of things to do... I ain't no Superman ok... I woke up early.. but I couldn't start a thing...coz..it is a long weekend... u shall get rest in the long weekend since Monday is a holiday..! But..nah.. not for me.. x(

Some sons of b****** just dun know how to keep quiet during midnight when people need sleep...wtf..

Ok.. signing off... Yeah.. it is 7:30am.. 1 and half a hour gone just like that since I woke up... lol...

p/s: the best thing about a cold room is... CHOCOLATES DON'T MELT..! I just LOVE CHOCOLATES..! x)

2010-10-06T07:46:00.002-04:00

yes.. I feel very very very cold in the morning... .

wake up shivering everyday..

hate to wake up as the floor is so icy cold..

dun want to crawl out from my blanket...

but.. Can I continue my sleep?! NO!! coz it is farking cold without a heater..

I will not tell u twice anymore...

because I never saw any old people like u all who is so mean...

Although it is very cold in early morning..

I can't study properly coz I keep trembling..

but.. never mind..

coz.. u let me know the ultimate truth of universe..

where.. humans are selfish...self centered... never think of other people's miserable life..

but.. we too... are also selfish .. self centered .. coz we want u to on the heater and never think of u need to save ur $$...

so.. look at ourself before we start to judge other people.. =D

and dun be too greedy...too attached on one thing..

take for example..

this case.. we are too greedy... too attached on turning on the heater..

so we feel miserable again.. just like in the summer...air conditioning case too..

Thank you my landlady!!

u test my patience to the ultimate... xD

u let me know what is my real strength..

and that I have became more mature...

if it was me four years or five years back...

ya.. u know what I would do... LOL...

but I feel sympathy for u..

coz in this old age of urs.. u should think maturely...do the right thing... and cares for others..

but U DID NONE OF THOSE...

so.. yup... hahahaha

Cont' my studies in pharmacology...

for my good readers.. "can u focus on ur studies when outside is below 10 degree Celsius and ur room feels like exactly the same temperature?"

but.. ancient poet from China could manage it.. why can't I? lol...

2010-10-02T20:23:00.002-04:00

It is Saturday... and so it is blogging time!! lol...

how are u all doing? haha.... believe exams are hitting hard at this time of the term rite... haha...

Good Luck and All the Best everyone! ...

hahaha.....

Just had my organic chemistry exam yesterday... haha....

yeah.. as u expected.. I will say..I screwed up pretty much again.. xD

so..20%..Hmm... haha.....

anyway this time being positive ... I will not say I have screwed miserably..

but.. I have learned a lesson from this and shall do next exam better...

lol... *cross finger...coz imagine organic chemistry exam in 40 minutes..

Woohoo... xD

Primary school.. science paper... we had 2 hours..

High school...chemistry.. we had 2 hours and a half..

University ..chemistry.. we have 40 MINUTES?! xD

coming next...

Pharmacology.. Anatomy.... and Management...

what is the similarity between them?

it is I love them all! hahaha.....wtf..

to be honest.. I feel much better in second year compared to first year..

I mean... although the exams are more more hardcore.. but.. I still love them.. hahaha....

I guess... people changes through years rite...hehehehe

coz.. anyhow.. THERE IS NO NEED TO STRESS ...

JUST FACE IT..FEEL IT and FORGET IT.. hahahaha....

3 F's Rule...

at the ending of this boring post.. I will tell u guys a joke..

Two frogs...obviously one male and one female.. married... and they farked under water..so at the end.. they produce babies.. hahaha....

BUT... amazingly their babies look like toads!!

so the male frog gets all pissed off and shouted at the female frog

"U BITCH!! U CHEATED ON ME!!"

(= = they are frogs..not bitch ok..hahaha...wtf)

the female frog answered "T__T to tell u the truth.. I had a plastic surgery before this"..

........

lol....

ok.. I guess it is a lame joke anyway... hehehe.....

but first thing came up in my mind after reading it..

was... genetic heredity...wtf..hahahaha....

that is all people...!

Have a great week...

Remember...

Face the exam.. Feel the exam and..Forget about ur exam after it is done!

Rule of 3 F's.. xD

Signed off...

Here I wrote the Title..

2010-09-27T21:06:00.005-04:00

Plugged in the headphones..

There I m again..

In my own world..

Shield away from all the noises...

All the problems..

the barking of dogs..

the shouting of people..

the sound of footstep outside the door..

creaking of the floor..

the sound of conversation in foreign languages...

cars on the road...

water running from the tap..

cracking of pots from the kitchen...

rustling of leaves against the wind..

birds chirping...

raindrops....

All I hear is Music..

and assignments..lab reports and of the Bio and of the chemistry in the mind..

that is the only only thing I have...

I listen to Music.. I talk to Music.. and I sleep with Music..

If u were to ask me...

Which of ur possession u considered as ur treasure..

I would say..

yes.. It is my headphones...

hold on.. it should be my ears ..

all these shielding away from noises...

pushing music into mind...

in the end...

u found alone one thing..

that is u were left there in ur own world

that has no population..

u speak...

u listen...

u laugh...

u smile...

to yes..no other than yourself...

then.. u step out from there..

unplugged..

and there u go..

to sleep..

into another world of dreams..

where everything is possible..

u can speak..

u can listen..

u can laugh..

u can smile...

with whoever u want to...

2010-09-25T22:43:00.002-04:00

Hey! to all the "nerds" in front of computer screen reading this... hahahaha.... How are u "nerds" doing these days? xD Have been more than one week not updating this blog...

Let's write about a post on "Totally Shit when Shit happens coz of ur own shit carelessshit" ... LoL...

Ok.. I know it isn't funny at all... (I m trying to be ok...) ..... = = fine! This entry is merely for self entertainment...

First shit case: U r happily taking ur warm shower... then u reached out ur hand and happily grabbed the familiar blue colored soap... BUT...WTF.. It smells different! and u looked closely... It was ur housemate's farking bathing soap that is having same colored as yours.. just..it SMELLS different.. T___T FML ... I can't accept it.. T__T

Second case in relative to first case: Fine.. u washed away the foreign smell...and u used ur own soap.. and finally ..u r happy.. BUT...FML again... = = found out.. U BLOODY FORGOT UR TOWEL!!! LoL....

Third shit case: In chemistry lab... in final last one hour.. YEAH!! I m going to finish today's lab early... but not only when I found out.. = = all my datas are around the same value... so seek out the TA...asked.. and TA showed me a stoned cold face saying.... "U r not using the correct wavelength.." OMG... It felt not only shit.. but a thousands of shit dumped down on u... F***.. Have to redo the whole damn lab in just one hour instead of 4 hours.. luckily didn't pour away the prepared solution... LoL... ya... I know.. I m being careless... didn't notice the wavelength.. T__T (aih... dunno why.. this year's chem lab..I m not that focus as last year.. gotta bucked up..!)

Fourth shit case: Woke up early in the morning... saw a centipede about 8cm waving at me on the wall... = = WALAO A... Centipede is POISONOUS! so.. took the dustpan..the small broom.. quickly threw it out from my room... dun want to kill it... coz I m so kind.. hahahaha..... u know why shit? COZ IT NEARLY BITE ME!! T__T If kena bitten.. I will not be here now to self entertain...and entertain u "nerds" ...

Fifth shit case: The above shits just made my day... LOL.....

Today is a happy day! coz.. we had orientation and quite lots of entertainment.. xD

Cheers!

Ok.. now u "nerds" can close your browser window and continue your "nerdy" work.. LoL....

We are nerds! so ... dun be angry ok...I calling u "nerds" nerds! lol.... coz.. WE ARE ALL NERDS! hahahaha........

2010-09-12T19:29:00.004-04:00

They say when u make a wish upon the shooting star.. ur wish will come true..

I made one years and years back... maybe 15 years ago?

How long will it take for the wish to come true..? because mine never came true till now...

hahaha......

I think I had mistaken the airplanes in night sky are shooting stars... xD

2010-09-10T22:12:00.002-04:00

" When once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return. " - Leonardo Da Vinci.

hahaha.... stole this from my brother Daniel's blog.. found it meaningful.. so share it with the readers..

So.. how high is ur dream? =)

2010-09-07T22:00:00.002-04:00

Finally class STARTED! ...

BIO204- Physiology.. I LOVE IT !! xD

BIO210 - Anatomy and Physiology .. Finally something I LOVE!!

BIO200 - Pharmacology.. the prof's voice is so "sexy" .. lol..

CHM211 - Analytical Chemistry - so many titrations..O__O LAB PHOBIA!!

CHM242- Organic Chem - suppose to be ok i think.. T___________T

MGM101 - Management - One of the prof is the CEO for a company!! WOAH!!

I like BIO204 and BIO210..! hahaha......

Hmm.. hope it will be a great term! ..

ok.. will be less updates after this.. x)

Please give me strength..confidence..and concentration to strike in this term! =D

2010-09-03T20:25:00.002-04:00

Had a nap.. woke up.. looked at the ceiling..

and for the first time I felt the reluctance to get my ass back in the lecture hall next week..

next week at this time...

I will be on my way back from school...with a heart and mind full of annoyance after a long kanasai day..

all shit to do....

racing against time...

trying to complete every shit... hahaha....

There will be no time to HAVE A NAP WHENEVER U LIKE ANYMORE...

Saw a lot of friends' status...

All the Best to them and glad that all touchdown in their respected location safely.. Toronto..Vancouver...and so on..

I know most of them felt reluctance to leave home again and get their ass back here...

but it's always like that ain't it? ... life works like that always.. xD

but spent time with ur family and friends.. u had great time together.. it would be better and a great way to motivate urself for a longer journey ahead... hahaha....

All I can say is .. YUP! TIME FLIES.. and IT WAITS FOR NO MAN.. x)

It has been raining for almost the whole day today...

Now is raining like cats and dogs.. I just love raining..

Ok.. that's it.. not much update.. but just a piece from me.. hahaha....

Be ready for a long...harsh...and hardcore academic term ahead! xD

but I just can tell... the upcoming term is going to be a great one... coz it will be better than the short and compact..and intense summer term... LoL ...

They say... Be positive..be optimistic is the strength to get over whatever shit...

ya.. if i were to choose being positive and being negative..

now.. I will choose being positive.. coz..ya indeed... like that.. u feel much better... =D

One word.. Believe in urself... (ok.. that made 3 words) .. xD

Believe in urself...not believing in the shit u doing...

Here is an inspirational quote..

"I m not old enough to play baseball or football. I'm not eight yet. My mom told me when u start baseball, you aren't going to be able to run that fast because u had an operation. I told mom I won't need to run that fast. When I play baseball, I'll just hit them out of the park. Then I'll be able to walk." -Edward J. McGrath Jr, "An Exceptional View of Life", quoted in Chicken Soup for The Soul by Jack Canfield & Mark Victor Hansen, 1993.

To those who doesn't know baseball..I also dunno a thing about baseball.. but the person who hit the ball..have to make a homerun.. =) so.. now do u get the amazing meaning behind this quote?

Right ....

2010-08-29T21:13:00.002-04:00

How to do the right thing?

It is easy..

just follow this method..

Think with ur right brain... carry out the action with ur right hand... and feel it with ur right heart.. x)

want to know the reason behind it?

simple...

There is no reasons... just do it...accept it... and experience it...

then u will know...

THERE IS NO NEED REASON FOR EVERYTHING!

It just happens... xD

2010-08-28T01:22:00.002-04:00

Felt I m really older by one year after went to airport to welcome the new batch of first year students..

Remembering the first day when I arrived at Toronto Pearson International Airport..

Hmm....

How can describe my feeling on that day... hahaha..... I should say I felt just normal..a bit excited.. haha...that's all...

but today... after spending exactly one year in Toronto... seeing the new batch of first year students.. I would say I have another new realization... which I really can't describe in words.. xD

Mathew said we some sort have a generation gap with them.. LoL... is it true? haha.... but we did spend quite some time trying to break the ice in between.. hahaha..... xD it is just the first day...

U know.. the best way to break the ice.. is to just let it melt as the time goes by.. hahaha.... learnt this in a leadership camp during high school.. xD

Ok.. that's all for today...gotta sleep.. hahaha..... xD

anyway.. today did make me feel that as an older person..we do have a greater responsibility... =D

2010-08-24T08:23:00.003-04:00

Another cloudy morning....

Wrote something but I erased it at the end...

something about some principles I hold ..

but .. nah.. I think it is better to have them in myself..

no need to write it out.. hahaha....

"have" and "don't have" ... what is such a big deal when u have something? does it mean u will have it forever? hahaha..... if u don't have something.. no worries.. u will have it someday.. just not now.. x)

Please be considerate... don't just think about urself.. u know why there are people around u? because they need ur attention too.. hahaha

so I guess.. yup..

that is all for today's post...

lol... it is very short ain't it?

2010-08-22T22:45:00.002-04:00

很久没用华语写长长的部落格了。

要嘛我就现在写，要不我就不写了。

写部落格的目的是什么？

就是一个内心空虚的人想找个地方让大家知道他做些什么。

哈哈哈。。写到这样真的会给人扁的。。哈哈哈

那来说说我的长处好了。。 lol

其实。。真的没有耶。

读书很好？放屁！考试都没拿过95% 不要说100了。哈哈哈

平行良好？哥儿们还说我没文化叻。lol

自我反省能力很好？屁啦！如果是这样，那我还在这干什么？早就去睡啦。

还有很多，倒头想一想，全都一一被击退。　哈哈哈

那现在，不用多说，你也知道我的短处了。哈哈哈。。　

显。。　也没什么兴趣写下去。。　写了。。每个人看了也没回应。。　

你知道那个comment link 是干嘛用的吗？

就是，你看到好的文章就去给好的评语。。

看到不好的也可以给一下不好的评语。。

看到无聊的，就去骂他。comment 里面有个anonymous 的button。

哈哈哈。。

至少也让我知道我没白写！！！

每次看到 0 comment.. 真的是很想他妈的关掉部落各。

这么辛苦写些烂文章。。我要放上这样烂的，我也不好意思啦。　哈哈哈

也不是为了你们有东西看才写的。。　哈哈哈。。　

最近喜欢上用这个“笑脸”--> t(-.-t)

哈哈哈。。　credits to T. Xiang Rong.. LOL

遇到哥儿们在msn讲屌话，就用这个。。　哈哈哈。。　

超爽。。　哈哈哈

难怪人家说我没文化。。　

这样就没文化？大多数美国片从到尾这么多F 字，你们又这么爱看。。

哈哈哈。。好像只有我爱看。。 LOL

Ok.. that's all... I think this is another = = post.. I shall stop writing blog so frequently..

lol.... better spent time thinking what theme my novel should be if I were to write one when I retired.. hahahaha......

life is good...with pillows.. xD

2010-08-21T21:41:00.003-04:00

Watched a very touching movie... by Morgan Freeman.. "Bucket List"

it is about two strangers met in a hospital and they are facing death coz of cancer..one is a billionaire but is lonely.. another is a poor guy with a happy family.. and they both made a list of what they want to do before death..skydiving...race cars..all the joyful things u can think of.. at the end.. one of them left earlier.. but the one last final thing they accomplished was the same..that is to find joy in their family.. =)

it teaches us how we shall value our life and live it with joy..and along the way.. don't lose our true self.. =)

Very good movie.. =) recommend it to everyone.. it can be found in PPS..

Cried again coz of a touching movie... it is so damn good to watch a touching movie ... haha

Cheers..! Life is good... =)

We only have it once.. so make it a good one..

2010-08-20T23:47:00.002-04:00

YES!! HOLIDAY!! IT IS HOLIDAYS!! Lala...lalala.... hahaha.....

When u get shit in ur exams...

u make the best shit out of it...

and give them shit back..!

but dun ever shit in ur pants! ...

LOL....

I m in so lucky shit to do Science... if u let me do humanity course.. I m so in deep shit... but although science is a deeper shit... I still prefer deeper shit... coz..at least in deeper shit.. u sink faster than in deep shit.. LOL.... half sinking and half feeling helpless is so torturing.. so better one shot sink to the bottom in the deepest shit! ... LOL... xD

-Best quote 2010.. wtf..

Tried watching twilight... OMG... The movie is so... SIENZZZZZZZZ... t(-.-t) .. LOL....

I want bloody movies.. with many slashing..stabbing..bombing...shooting scenes.. where u can see people's head being chopped down!! YEAH!!

The sequel for movie xXx: The return of Xander Cage is coming out in 2011!!.. anyone heard of it? hahaha.... this is a damn best movie back then..

Hmm.... other than watching movies... I like nothing to do anymore... wtf.. holidays..Come On! ..

Read books? = = I have novels .. alot of them in pdf format.. xP

u see... this is the problem...

when got holidays... Nothing to do...

when no holidays... u doing nothing! LOL...

Have been playing those sniper games online... HAHAHA.... The feeling of giving those stick people headshot is so good... xD Aim nicely.. then Bang...! their head gone with the .50 caliber bullet.. LOL...

Another thing that I m interested in other than car.. is guns! LoL...

Cars.... ya... those gleaming...expensive super cars.. WoAH... O__O ... so beautiful..

hahaha.....

My room is so messy..and dusty.. Holy Cow... unbearable.. spring cleaning tomorrow! hahaha

*yawn... finally ... after hardcore summer courses... I can sleep peacefully.. x)

2010-08-20T05:12:00.001-04:00

突然之间...

早上起来...

有种莫名...

的伤感........

2010-08-19T14:49:00.003-04:00

If u already knew that a thing is right down to earth impossible to be done..

will u still do it?

everyone is telling u to give up...it is impossible.. too hard..

for me.. I will do it!

why?

simple reason...

maybe this impossible shit is a life changing one..

either towards good or towards bad..

that.. I shall know later after I completed the impossible shit..

do first then think is never my way...

mine is .. do first...then never think... and of course think first..then never do..

x) Cheers!

2010-08-18T23:39:00.002-04:00

The moon is no where to be seen when the sun is out...

but it is always there... =)

when the sun set..

the moon looks perfect...

in the way.. that it is softer than the sun..

in the sky ... with all the stars..

never alone..

The sun..although it shines radiantly.. but

it outruns all the other stuff in the sky.. hahaha

but

of course...

we cannot live without the sun...

but can we live without the moon..?

the moon reflects the lights of the sun...

so..

yup..all things are dependent on every other things..

but can u fly to the sun?

so..

let's fly to the moon... =)

2010-08-18T20:40:00.002-04:00

If u dun make a choice...

then the choice will make u.. =)

- the movie Ghost Rider.

very well said...

Have u ever imagine...

if u r one day being stranded on an island somewhere in the pacific ocean...

remember.. an island may not have any running water...and it is surrounded with tonnes and gallons of seawater..

will u choose to leave the island? or choose to stay at the island waiting for help?

First, find garbage dump which are being washed up to the shore by the ocean...bringing tonnes rubbish thrown by humans.. There u may found something useful... either to make a raft or keeping u survive..

then of course find a way build to fire with smoke.. signalling nearby passing ships..

of course u have to find water... blah..blah.. blah..

If u r interested... go find out in Man vs Wild.. I saw this guy cook snake in the heating sand in desert and eat the snake.. LoL... he is just a survival skills freak! I love him!

ya.. I watched that stupid show back again..

hahaha....

coz.. it is impossible we will be going to any island somewhere in pacific ocean and stranded on it..

and I will find a way to get out from that island... coz..when u r building a raft or something.. u have stayed on the island for quite some time rite... so..if no help comes.. then we get out la.. hahaha.....

by the way.. it would be very nice to see a shark in real... x)

a great way to die too... who say u must be dead when u see a shark? lol..

but shark.. I do think they are cute...

u know why they want to eat u?

because u eat them in the first place..

Ok.. gotta back to study...

Keys off!

Peace..! -in within-

2010-08-17T01:03:00.004-04:00

Finally finished the research paper in 20 hours...

If I could get an A in it.. I will stop facebook for half a year...

LoL...

Today is the last class... T__T I will definitely miss this prof.. he is the best teaching prof I ever seen for history courses... u know.. history is a very dull subject... but he teaches it in such a cool way.. lol... very helpful when u want help in doing thesis paper... I went to see him 4 times..

T__T why there is no such prof for science courses?

Humanity profs are really more human I guess.. hahaha.....

I will definitely miss him... Can I go see him next fall and the other terms just for fun? maybe to discuss some philosophical stuff... Hmm.... Dunno can or not... hahaha.... being a friend with him would be nice.. =)

freak... till here.. only I realized the way I narrated my blog..it is so sucks.. hahaha..... boring...

= =

Finally I m fed up with the anime Bleach...

now I catch back Detective Conan... hahaha.... guess I like stuff that is more using ur brain.. not just slashing up monsters... xD

Can someone's brain be just like Conan? or should I say just like Sherlock Holmes.. yaya..both are fictional characters... but...the authors? must be very smart too rite? I mean in real life.. they must have people who have outstanding observing and interpretation skills... Hmm.. detective..sounds cool.. xD I hope I can have a brain like that...

Most students say... "Why holidays is so short... I do not want to be back in class again.."

but me? "I want more classes... I m afraid of holidays now... mind it.. I just want class...but I don't want exams.." lol....wtf..

Learnt that... we should really appreciate it when we have the chance to learn... see...u should be grateful that u got the chance to learn the knowledge in this fast moving world... how cool is that?

Don't ask me why the way I write have become so dull... not-interesting...boring.... I do not have the answer... maybe when u start to grow older... u lost ur sense of humor??

hahaha.... between ur humerus and ur ulna.. there is this funny bone... I don't know what is the function of this bone.. but it definitely does not look funny to me...

that day I went to search for jokes on the net... read through all the jokes that people shared... and I found out.. I didn't even laugh at all... =__= ...

I just found out... my study table is really big... till now.. I just using only half of the table... one side laptop.. the other side books for research paper plus I can write on this side... the other half which is the upper half.. I still leaving it blank... Hmm... is it me turning thinner... or the table is really big? Damn... I hope is the latter .. not the formal.. hahaha....

Every four hours... I feel hungry again...

Every four hours.. I automatically wake up from sleep...

Every four hours.. I feel sleepy...

24 divide by 4.. six.. I can do each of the above actions twice..

ya..

I eat twice a day.. lunch and dinner...

I sleep twice a day... night and day nap.. people said 8 hours is the perfect duration for sleep...but I split it up..so is it fine? hahaha.....

so total.. I spent my whole 24 hours just doing all that above.. x)

Cheers!

Wait till I have another interesting post ... but I guess no more after this... (come on! even this is a shit post..)

so long... Ciao!

WHEN IS SUMMER GOING TO END?! I WANT WINTER...!!!

Wait till I get home next year.. I will rock till the house fall! LoL... I miss my beloved piano.. please wait for me.. xD u r still the best although I m starting to get attracted to other digital pianos like Yamaha...Korg..M Audio also not bad.. lol....

2010-08-13T00:07:00.002-04:00

I run from hate, I run from prejudice..

I run from pessimists, but I run too late..

I run my life, or is it running me...

I run too fast or too slow it seems.

When lies become the truth,

that's when I run to you..

I run to you - Lady Antebellum 2008..

great song.. lots of other fantastic songs from this band.. x)

You can do everything without the help of others...

but you can't help others without doing anything...

but I guess... this world keeps spinning because u help others and others help you..

this is why you and others are here for...

We are here to help... and of course..

for us to help.. there must be a problem to be solved or a situation for us to help rite?

so.. there are others who are here to create problems too.. LOL

and so I hope I m the one who is here to help...and not the one who create problems.. hahah

about the matter of being helped? nah.. I dun really care... coz I like doing things with my own strength... unless it is really a serious problem ... xD

hahah.... missing my brothers... how ridiculous it is for time to pass so fast...

already three years? hahaha..... really uncivilized la.. hahhaha

ok.. that is all..

Ciao! sleeping...

Cheers people!

I love diet coke... xD

2010-08-10T00:06:00.002-04:00

This is what I meant by a perfect day..

It will always be perfect as long as u think it is.. x)

and u can actually know who are the regular passengers on the same bus as u hopped on the bus at the same time after your class.. so..

yup..today.. surprisingly there is another person on the same bus.. hahahaha.....

and although I didn't get to speak to that person...

but the person just made my day..

simply a perfect day... =)

not forgetting... of coz plus a load of caffeine in the bloodstream... x)

Ok.. Ciao!

Keys off..

still gotta take a nap..

and I totally forgot that I have an assignment due tomorrow..

I want to shout out FARK!! 100 times..

LoL.. but who cares.. today is the perfect day.. and I m not gonna ruin it by a stupid assignment..and a stupid research paper.. x)

Cheers!

A shout out to those people that having your last month of summer break...

Have lots of fun..!

coz I believe u guys had a great and fun summer holidays..

and I have a wonderful summer too...

coz I had learnt something out of my own boundaries... and yup..a little bit out from the classroom.. =)

and I believe every summer will be better than its previous one.. =D

Ooh.. I just love raining days.. x)

2010-08-06T11:28:00.003-04:00

Just updated coz I changed the music for the blog.. =) so wanna share it with the readers

very cool music... hahaha.....

Watched Erm...let me count... 2 and a half movies yesterday...

Blackhawk Down ... X Men Origin: Wolverine... and the anime Cat Shit One.. LoL ...

I guess when we are down and feeling not good... sometimes..we need to keep ourselves outside of the situation rite? just escaped for a while then going back again...

I prefer this way.. escaped for a while then face it again... x) but I will not escape forever.. u know me... being responsible is always in my dictionary.. x)

Blackhawk Down.. war movie.. but very very touching and inspiring...

there was a sentence in the last part of the movie... where a sergeant speak to a corporal..

"Why are u going back again... this is suiciding..."

"There are still people trapped in there..."

"......."

"Long ago a friend asked me why would I be a soldier and fighting other people's war...I kept silence coz they won't understand it no matter what I answered..

It is not about being a hero.. it is about saving the man beside us..."

"No one gets left behind..."

T__T Thumbs up for this movie... =)

It was based on a true story in 1993.. Somalia..

19 US soldiers perished and 2000 militia killed...

coz of a wrong info given by the intel...

imagine that.. 19 against 2000... aih... war...

Wolverine too let me learn something.... his persistent and his courage.. hahaha

I guess no matter what movies I watched these days... I still learn something... =D

O ya.. Cat Shit one.. LoL .. this was a anime made by Japan that is not in theater..and it is free online..

very cute and touching too .. two rabbits going for war... and saving each other.. =D

When we are stress... not happy... bothered by some shit... we just have to give a break to ourselves... dun push ourselves too hard.. then we come back... and strike again.. hahaha

ya.. that is my reason for procrastinating and wasting time...

Got my midterm result yesterday... Hmm... I will not say I m not happy about it...and neither not satisfied with it... coz everytime I keep asking myself.. "Is this the best that u could do?" "Why other people can do it and u can't?" ..... now I would say.. "If u can do what other people can do.. then u are not being urself rite?"

hahahaha....... Maybe I m not the material for scoring high grades...maybe I m a material for some other stuff...that is still not discovered by me yet... =) hope so it is like that...I do not want to be an epic failure..

so yup... that is me.. always giving excuses.. lol.... till when will I be satisfied?

I tell u.. we human beings will never be satisfied no matter how... although if u said u r satisfied with what u have now... please...u r just lying... ur brain thought so..but does ur heart feel that way?

One more thing... please don't fake urself in front of me.. I m not stupid.. I can tell if u r being real or u r faking urself... this is just what I m good in... =D Sometimes I can tell what u r thinking..so please dun fake urself in front of me.. u disgusted me.. how pathetic....

Just please don't do that.. if u don't like it... just show it.. not like I will kill u on the spot..

ya.. maybe last time I would.. but now... I will not... lol... coz.. we are adults now... last time we used to be teenagers..

Yea.. enough said... no matter what happened.. I m still going to be myself... coz no point of changing myself for some shit... coz like my brother said.. I m already in deep shit.. LoL...how true...

Peace!

Keys off... x)

2010-08-05T09:39:00.004-04:00

No person and nothing really makes me laugh heartily...

coz.. I know ...

deep in heart ...

those laugh u all trying to make are just bullshit...

when there is a problem arise...

There is always no one there to help...

This what I meant by loneliness...

but this doesn't mean I will isolate myself...

I will still try to make the people around me laugh sometimes...

Will still try my best to help you all when u all have a problem...

those that really know me... u know how I behave as a friend..

never mention how I behave as a brother...

and by the way..

I really dislike those people that...

when they need u.. they made u feel like u r needed..

when they do not need u.. they just push u aside..

ignoring u...

ya.. u get what I m saying...

but all of this is fine with me...

coz... maybe I do treat people like that...

so.. when u don't want someone to treat u badly

u shall not treat people like that at the first place...

Ok.. enough said...

Never mind... this type of feeling..

to be honest.. I had had it for a very long time...

no matter where I am... no matter when ... no matter whom I am with..

there is always this loneliness creeps in...

maybe I shall blame it on my poor human human relationships...

I have no problem communicating with non-living things...

yea.. that is all..

=) Cheers...

I know I have to accept this forever... but never mind.. it is fine afterall... this is no big deal..

who doesn't feel lonely sometimes? =)