"Stop?"

From my last post dated 27 Apr.. it has been wad.. 7 months I stopped blogging?

lol... Shud just changed my blog title. haha... to 'Michael Learns to Stop' 

1. Stop Blogging.. 

ya.. I actually Googled "Do people still read blogs.." Apparently..from a poll..yes..people still read blogs.. but only on blogs teaching people how to do certain stuff...blogs on current issue.. hmm... 

Fact like Michael never writes any intelligent posts and no one will read it is just so saddening..haha....

well.. lol.. maybe next time I shall blog "how to cook".. "how to plant a banana tree".. "how to go dating wif urself".. or mayb on current issue like "Penguins of Madagascar".. HAHA.. or stop blogging entirely. lol.

2. Stop Facebook 

Stop stalking people so much..although I secretly wanted to be a private investigator >.<

3. Stop driving so fast 

nearly died last week in a tragic car accident and Puchong Jaya became my final destination with me leaving behind no legacy..Lol.. I knw.. I wish to die in a bed of roses..not at Puchong Jaya..LOL.. (literally la.. coz roses has thorns..not really pleasant to lie on it..xD but when u r dead..thorns or no thorns doesn't really matter anymore rite? lol)

4. Stop being such a nice & kind person

yes.. I admit I am a nice person..for now.. lol. I dunno y.. but I juz can't get angry with anyone..anything..anyhow..I can't reject people when they ask for my help.. well.. u will b glad if u r my frens now. ( u will be "Wah..Michael..u r an angel LOL) yes..I will help u wif all I could.. I will guide u to my best.. I just couldn't get myself to be a jerk n says "Fuck you" anymore.. hahaha.... although I still write it loudly in my blog. xP

yes. u might be thinking.. "serious? u r dat kind?" haha

"Hell no, I m not dat kind" I will have to deny it u knw..

coz being nice.. well..people use u like for granted.. hahaha... u feel like..what is d point of being so nice to people.. 

ya..welcome to d real world of shit. lol. no one likes a nice person.. xD

next time u ask for my help or advice.. I will say "fuck off..find another person to help u..u piece of shit"

5. Stop getting friendzoned

well.. I dunno how to stop dis.. lol.. but in a positive light, well...my friend list grows..lol.

still..ya... continue to get friendzoned.. even better..getting Bro-zoned. HAHAHA...

I actually went Wikihow on "how to get d hell out from friendzone" LOL.. then within seconds, I ultimately realised (before d page loaded).. NO WONDER LA.. u get friendzoned. HAHAHA... (but I still read it anyway.)

lol. dat is wad u called.. a superb nerd. LOL.

6. Stop stopped playing music..

ya.. I stopped playing music.. but I still download music sheet of d pieces I wanted to play on piano..

I have hundred of music sheet on my pc now.. 

just..I dunno  y.. I just stopped.. haha... maybe no time?

maybe d feel is not there anymore..?

u knw.. to play good music.. u need to have dat feeling.... feeling of love.. of when u miss someone.. of nostalgia..of etc...

well.. I just dun feel anything for now. lol. i m "feel-less" hahaha... 

must find one day to play d keys dat strike chords of happiness again.

7. Stop watching Disney/Pixar/Dreamworks animation.. lol

I enjoy animations so much.. hahaha... everytime there is a new Disney or Pixar animation.. I jump with excitement and eager to watch. haha... movies like "Fast n Furious".."Hercules" .. juz doesn't attract me anymore.. haha... I like "Frozen" so muchhh... xP

oh god.. that is no good.. watching Disney doesn't look man-ly on u.. u knw dat. LOL

8. Stop eating un-healthily

yes.. I bet everyone must stop doing it. hahaha

9. Stop working to late hours..

ya.. saw a phrase online before..something like dis "everytime you ignore ur work-life balance..ignoring ur family n frens.. u must learn dat.. ur organization will find a replacement for you the moment you r gone."

harsh but true.. we are all replace-able.. but for our family.. u r their only ones. =)

10. Stop going to movies alone (...most of d time)

yes. when I tell people.. "oh. I watched dat alone".. 9 out of 10 gives me dat look o_O

well.. d reason is.. I really like watching movies alone.. I love it.. lol..

but ya.. still everytime I walked into dat theatre alone.. I do have dat sad feeling. LOL

dun get me wrong.. I really like going to movies alone. haha... I enjoy being alone..n I do not feel lonely. Hahaha... alone & lonely does not have d same meaning. lol..

(okay..I shall stop explaining.. if not.. 10 out of 10 people will all give me dat look) lol.

Hahaha... I opened my blog..wif no intention of writing anything.. but in a spur of wanting to crap something.. I came out wif so many nonsense. LOL.

okie..shud crap-off here.. not sure if anyone still opens their blog n read others blog in this era of time. hahaha...

but well.. I enjoy writing shit after sooooooo looooong... Hahaha... =D

it feels like after a looong constipation.. u go to shit every shit out. LOLOL.. omfg.. 

btw.. Interstellar is really goood..! I love every bits of it.. definitely my top favourite movie in 2014. 

I should have studied Physics as my major n got jobless for a long time like how I did with Biotech...lol..I hope there is a movie on biotech..like how dey did wif Interstellar.. mayb dey shud name it dat time as InterGenes. HAHAHA... okay.. super lame.... no wonder u did not become a movie director. xP

Last published 26 Sept 2013.
I think it must be a mistake.. lol. how could I had abandoned my blog for so long..
but well. time never lies. haha.

I noticed.. the older u get.. the less u write.. haha...
frens with blog.. few years back..they would write a long grand-mother-story of what they ate for lunch.. now.. they updated with juz two sentences..a photo + a selfie.. =.= can u believe it.
some even forgot about blogging. (dat includes me)

well.. guess.. we all have now.. more important things to do in life.. (*ahem ahem*)

I m starting to forget:
1) how to write a piece of blog that will make people laugh (ya..like u ever wrote one.)
2) how to hold a dslr
3) how to play the piano
4) how watching movie in the theatre feels like..
5) how eating sushi wif a group of frens feels like.
6) how to read a book.
7) how sitting under a tree feels like..
8) how sitting on a rock waiting for bus while the snow falls n touches ur face feels like..
9) how to walk home late at night with a scout knife in ur pocket.
10) how to laugh heartily.

The reality is like a rapid current..once u dive in..it will bring u with it..lost in the flow..lost in time.
unless u found something strong like a beautiful rock along the way to hold on to, muster your strength to get back on land...
stop, rest, and witness how others got sweep away.
but at the back of ur head. u know. dat current will bring you somewhere.. somewhere further..n u will have to get back in.
so, at d end. u gather enough courage n dive in again. u realize. d next pit stop. will be somewhere down d stream. u dunno where it will be..when will u find it. but u knw..it will be there. then again. u got lost in time.
Among the cold n darkness, u just need to stay strong..n the next daybreak will be here.. by then u will be able to find dat next rock. =)


I noticed. I do not often apologize. I do not know why. maybe I forgot to say dat word..or maybe I do not like abusing the value of "sorry" too often. it is kind of a heavy word.. or maybe I juz dun have my moral n integrity..
when I know where my mistake is. I will fix it.
when u point out where my mistake is..I will ask how can I fix it..n then I will fix it.
when I know I m wrong dis time. I won't repeat it next time.
u can call me arrogant..n all sort of things..
I juz dun like saying n also hearing the word "sorry"..
coz it is like an excuse to cover ur ignorance..
or just an ignorance to put in an excuse.
juz simple as dat.
I knw..a lot of  things cannot be fixed.. then for those..I will apologize.
coz remorse and shame comes from the heart..not verbally.
I guess.. dat is how I value d word "sorry"..
I do not know if dis is right n acceptable.. but well..
as I say. I m not really good in my moral.

I prefer living life by my principles..as long as it is right by the law.
haha.. if u get hurt emotionally..then well..I dun see how u got hurt..so I dun really care.
coz emotion changes every single second. u can be unhappy, furious, angry  from top to toe of wad I did now. but d next day u should be fine. haha.. n yes. u should be fine coz u will knw life is too short for shit like me. LOL.

coz sometimes.. gosh.. it is juz so FARKING HARD to please everyone.. n life is juz too farking short for dat. lol.

You Live Everyday! but You Only Die Once. so Yes. Sorry. Died trying too hard to please everyone is definitely not on my list and will not be on my list. I m not a clown. hahaha.
(yes. please have a lot of respect for clowns..I mean real clowns..not the clown u use "u clown" to scold people with..coz I guess deep inside.. they have died many times to please the crowd. haha)

Cicak. Tail.

saw my blog list. many of my frens has stopped blogging. LOL!
Is it time for me to quit as well..? but I enjoy writing shit here. hahaha....
guess when u get busy with living...u will have to giv up so many other things along the way. x(
I already stopped watching anime...watching drama...watching korean variety shows...even not interested in tv (only watch news everyday..sign of aging..lolol..)..d list goes on..
but one thing I still do.. reading manga. hehehehehe....
coz I want to keep dat one childish thing so I can proudly tell my grandkids next time. ur grandpa read wad u reading u knw. HAHAHAHA!!!...

no great stories to tell at d moment.
d best I could come out wif is.. I saw a cicak (lizard) today. lol..
Almost forgotten dis cute little creature ever existing on earth... coz I didn't see any cicak in Toronto for 4 years.
Cicak.. d best escape artist next to David Copperfield. hahaha...
d cicak I saw today was..TAIL-LESS.
n it reminds me of .. d one horrible event I encountered when I was 10.
Stepped on a icy cold cicak wif my bare foot. *shiver*.
it felt like u were stepping on an ice cube..except dat ice cube is slippery n it is moving.. wriggling tail..LOL.
no wonder. dey called it cold blooded. really icy cold.. zzzzz

okie..enuf of cicak story. dat was d "Great Escape of Cicak from Michael's Tyrannical Foot".
Did I mention I saw dis cute baby cicak feeding on fruit flies outside my window last week.
gee..couldn't even see its tongue n d pity fruit fly was gone. T_T
wanted to grab my dslr n take a video..then put it to slow motion n see its tongue. but too late. it was gone after I grabbed my dslr. =.= zzz
yo. enuf bro. no ones want to hear about cicak anymore. =.=
okok..

few days back. was called to write dis one page crap on..personal branding..how would u brand urself.
Out of any marvellous ideas..n d laziness to think..also due to writing it last minute.. I started writing a whole crap branding myself as an introvert..
hehehehe.... d rest u can go figure it out urself.
lol. after dat dey haven't gimme any response until nw.
hehehehe.... come on! I m juz being honest.. xP
guess an introvert is branded as a freak in today's industry dat requires more extrovert to get things done. =.=

lol.. okie. dat's all. no more stories. xD
Ciao!.. till I have more interesting shit to blog about.

带着相机行走天涯

黑白之键寻找生命的灵感

活出自在，活出自己。

I didn't know what killed my passion in music...art...philosophy..history...but I start finding them back not long ago..hahaha. 

Between the beech hardwood n spring steel..

I once lost to reality.

Doing what you love..n loving what you do.. 

is another whole new level to learn.... 

but for now. juz start doing the one thing u need to do that matters for all. 

=D

Volunteer service for 8 days...early morning out..back at night..

I do not think or feel that I m that kind-loving-generous-good-guy type of person..LOL... I m definitely not that good...

why do I still do all the hard work when there is no pay or any reward...etc.

I do not know...

I juz feel good when I think I help a little...  

also it is a good way to learn.. 忍人所不能忍，行人所不能行

=D

Farewell

Sent two friends to d airport dis evening..they are going home...very soon..many are going home too..one by one..we bid farewell.. n very soon too..I m saying goodbye.. n embark on another new page of life..

Mixed feelings... a little bit of sadness sinks in... 

5 years...

We come across..meet..n share..with many people during different stages in our life... everyone of them..more or less...will leave a footprint in our memories... 

Here..I wish them the best of the very best of everything in life...

I know it by heart... everyone of you will lead a beautiful life..a life full of colors which the most famous painter on the ten peaks will stand in awe n envy.. A color of life uniquely yours... 

so, 

till we meet again... 

LIVE!

then tell me your legendary life.. =)

Lost in the fog

A new phase of life is approaching... 

I can feel fear slowly creeping in.

Stepping into a whole new domain...

so different than the friendly terrain.

I fear that my dreams are too high to reach... 

What are my dreams? Be useful or be rich? 

I wanted to be like Einstein...

leaving his legacy behind.

A simple equation for man...

n give every student the pain.
then I end up being with Bio-logy...

so nasty worms don't eat the veggie.

Where is my next destination?

I am still in hesitation...

Heavy fog settled in...

n that the fear seeps in.

Let my stronger heart lead...
n walk to the higher peak?
Or feel my way with feet...

n wait in the eerie mist?

Either one but none promise..

Wait..did I wear those proper shoes..?

Step in the right shoes make no woes..

LOL. a few drinks of caffeine let me write this.. (not beer...mind you that..lol)

couldn't deny myself.. I am a farking genius..! 

entirely RANDOM piece.. though not a very good one. LMAO! 

still.. so proud of myself.. lol..(sorry.. have't been perasan for awhile. hahaha)

If you bo song.. ya.. I admit a 6 year old can write this too. AHAHAHA... 

damn.. I should copyright this for 50 years. LOL!! xD

okay. haha... left my blog deserted for more than a month yet only I realized "Ya! I have a blog!" juz a moment ago.
Have a lot in mind to write.. about my 2+ weeks Europe backpacking trip (a.k.a Walk-Around-Europe) LOL... about something of something.. n about anything of everything..
but.. I couldn't find words to start d long grandfather story.
so to cut it short..
"THE WORLD IS A BOOK & THOSE WHO DO NOT TRAVEL READ ONLY ONE PAGE" -Augustine of Hippo.

 "There are no foreign lands. It is the traveler only who is foreign" - Robert Louis Stevenson.

"I have found out that there ain't no surer way to find out whether you like people or hate them than to travel with them" - Mark Twain.

"A journey is best measured in friends, rather than miles" - Tim Cahill.

& gee.. I start to miss Barcelona and Paris already.. LOL..

and another thing.. I finished reading a book by Dan Brown "The Da Vinci Code"!
yaya.. I knew dis book was history.. hahaha..but yes Dan Brown is now on my list of favourite authors. lol. n judging from how he only published another new book in the series after so many years..it is juz all fine I started to read Da Vinci Code.. now I dun have to wait for his new books.. LOL.. ya..kinda make sense. xD

will proudly present some of the photos I humbly taken by my amateur n unpolished photographing skills.. n of course..I think I have some hidden potentials to be a good photographer.. lol.. xP

alrite.. dats all for nw. Ciao!

People keep asking me "so what's next?"
- "To live"

Went for a movie dis week wif housemates.. lol. an animation from DreamWorks (my all time favorite animation producer other than Pixar and Disney..haha) called "The Croods"..

This movie is well beyond my expectations.. I alrd had a very high expectation after I saw the trailer last summer..lol..n it is indeed a very awesome animation wif lots of lessons to learn. haha...if u asked me will I watch for the second time.."Yes! I WOULD!"haha.. one thing I love about animation nowadays is they never stop surprising u.. =D plus dis animation is hilarious as well.. lol.. very creative..unique n original n keeps u wondering who was the genius behind that make it n wrote the script..hahaha....

Never stop stepping out from your comfort zone and explore.. u never knw wad is out there n wad life has to offer if u dun step out for urself..

Never let fear leads u in life.. To live in fear isn't living..it is juz not dying..
Let Hope leads u...never lost hope.. Dun live in the past.. Live in the present n fight for tomorrow.
If u fear that u will fail.. u will forever be a failure..

Never be afraid.. A little fall and stumble will keep u moving forward..

Brain...is always our ultimate tool.. USE it.. unless u dun have one.. LOL..


I know old habits die hard..what keeps u succeed..lived..or survived for many years doesn't mean they will keep u like dat for the years to come.. Adaptation and change is key to excellence n survival in dis world.. =)

Never ask a dog to roll over.. lolol.. coz shit can happen..hahaha.... dun believe me? see 1:41

One thing came across my mind throughout the entire movie was "Love..Hope..Explore..and Discover.. LIVE!"

I also like how they add the little concept of evolution to d animation and also a little twist to it hahaha... since I took anthropology last summer.. gee..it was juz pure joy to see how they played wif it in in d animation.. LOL..
the Croods' character has narrow forehead n big jaw..slightly resembled the transitional ape-lie genus before the homo genus.. n they also sometimes walk on their four limbs..
n the character Guy in d movie has all the feature of a modern human.. xD
those were wad I observed..Hahahaha....
what I have to say about the production of dis animation is juz... PURE AWESOMENESS..GENIUS!


Okay. back to studying. =)
Something big is coming after exams.. WooHoo... Lol...

有时晚上会被自己还没做完的事情吓醒。
看来压力有点过大？？

the infamous potato

so as usual I was having my dinner after planning to stay overnite in d lib today..LOL.. got addicted to staying overnite in d lib.. felt so lonely n boring at home..so y not go study was the first thing that came across my mind in my things-to-do list. Hahahaha....
dun ask me y.. I juz felt so weird for not doing anything these days.. juz wanted to keep myself occupied after the empty feeling of need not to write any paper..lol.

usual dinner..usual place.. but farked up weather.. hahaha...

then there was dis pair of young couple arguing..over potato! Hahahaha....
since I was sitting at the table next to theirs.. wad I knew was.. first they questioned y there was no potato in d soup coz the photo showed potato is supposed to be in there.. then they decided to go ask the boss.. lol.. n the boss said ya.. last year they used to have it but not many customers eat them so they took it out from the soup..
LOL.. what I thought is that it is complete bull.. wad they couldn't say is they wanna save cost.. HAHAHA!
n then I didn't knw what happened after they got the answer frm the boss coz I was too indulged in my food.. I was starving..! Hahaha...

but the next second.. the guy started shouting to that cute lady "SHE SAID LAST YEAR!" ..
zzZ I was like .. waddamice...they still argue over a potato they couldn't get? xD
n then the lady said something like (without increasing her volume) "No..last year we came also dun have"..
n the guy juz kept increasing his volume n said things like "SHE ALREADY SAID LAST YEAR DIDN'T U HEAR DAT JUZ NOW?"

I was like.. zzZ oh man.. u serious?! juz a potato..u need to shout like dat?
felt like telling that jerk.. "dude.. juz chill man.. for fark sake..it's just a baby potato..."
n then they started to quarrel..n bising bising.. n then that lady juz shut her mouth but that jerk still kept shouting annoying stuff.. =.=
n of course.. they ended in what we called for decades since WW2..  THE COLD WAR.. ~~~
what a supposed to be happy ending dinner turned into nuclear warfare.. =.= waddafish..

gee... =.= zzZ I know.. guys.. we have our ego..our pride..watsoever.. u can show ur ego n pride whenever n wherever u want... in the bedroom...in the house...in the club...among the kings.. but please NOT over the dinner table.. especially when u r dining wif the ladies.. =.= u think it is appropriate to argue over the dinner table? somemore coz of a piece of potato.. zzZ
damn.. didn't u learn table manners? First rule: NO shout shout over the table.. hahah..
u can show ur anger when u r annoyed or when u felt u r being wronged.. v show our stand..that is wad guys do..if not we call u sissy.. BUT please not during dinner..or in d public.. n shouting over some stupid shit like a potato..?! man u serious?! how old r u?
Hahahaha... old folks always say "Eating is beyond the heavens".. even the thundergod can't thunderstrike a person if he/she is eating.. LOL.. ya..something like dat.. no wonder we never saw news like people got thunderstruck when they were eating.. we got news like people got thunderstruck on d field..etc. lolol...

ya.. to be honest.. if u really felt annoyed wif her very persistent stupid claim for that potato.. u could juz kept quiet n pulled a long face.. LOL.. but please DON'T SHOUT AT HER IN D PUBLIC.. zzZ wtf..
I knw some of u might say I m not in d right place to say dis.. coz I used to pull a long face at everyone during dinner n shouted at people.. HAHAHAHA.... but ya..that was a few years ago.. lol.. hopefully I alrd learnt some lesson n also learn something from this dude today.. xD no matter how unhappy u r .. juz please dun shout over the table..haha..

it was really awkward u knw sitting beside them.. eating the same dish.. n they were arguing no potato in their soup.. =.=zzZ while I was eating quietly n murmured.."ya... y no potato?' LOL... I guess the boss felt more awkward coz her customer quarrel over her non-famous potato.. HAHAHAHA.....!
I really m curious what would happen if I told them.. "Yo.. mine has potato! y urs dun have?"

so I guess... wif what happened today.. next week when I visit that place again for my dinner.. Will there be any potato in my soup? LOL...

n then I think... does every relationship turned up to be like dat?
hahaha.... guy got tired wif the girl.. u knw.. for sure during their first few dates.. that guy obviously won't behave like a jerk.. LOL.. but after some years.. ya..he started to get annoyed.. I guess what that girl wants was juz to have more conversations wif dat guy.. Hahaha.... of course she is not that stupid to keep that potato topic going on and on.. lol.. (n I didn't mention.. ya..before the potato storm.. they were eating kinda quietly without any lively conversation...lol..n of course the potato was the most lively one..hahah)
I think everyone needs to learn relationship management... not only for spouse or couple.. but also within family members.. friends..n etc.
hahaha....

n seriously dat guy could had juz came up wif a far better solution than shouting like an idiot.. maybe like saying.. "I want to eat some potato too..lets make potato salad tonite.."
Lol.. of course.. the night will turn out better!...hahaha....as the saying goes "the night is still young".. who knows what some good shit he might be getting on the couch..(if u knw what i mean LOL...)
zzZ I didn't mean anything dirty.. being couch potato! Hahaha.... watching movie together or play some video games can be fun too..! HAHAHAHA!! (ya rite...after few posts of urs..we knw wat u meant..ROFL)


hahaha.... never knew having dinner alone can so much insights.. lol...
okie.. off to study.. Library is my first home recently.. xD
I should make a t-shirt that read:
" I LOVE LIBRARY"

Ciao!

of legs and badminton

Spicy hotpot + 2 rice & warm shower after an intense and fun badminton session is FANTABULOUS! LOL... it would be in the heavens if there is beer.. xD

Made three new friends today...2 ladies and a guy..never saw them before in all the badminton sessions.. hahaha.... Y did I decide to mention them in this post out of so many people that I had met? coz one of d girls has LONG SLENDER legs.. *drools* LMAO! WTF..Y DID I SOUND LIKE A PERVERT HERE? HAHAHAHA....n I forgot her name...but I remembered the name of d other two..Oliver and Amy.. zzZ T_T Y did I forget her name.? Maybe coz I got captivated by dat pair of beautiful legs and wasn't actually listening..wtf..u farking pervert! lol... n it was her that asked for the name in the beginning..n yet I didn't remember hers.. hahahaha.... (Nearly applied facial cleanser to my hair juz now trying to recall..xD now u knw y I m facing hair loss problem..lol..)
n I m dead serious about could not recalling her name.. hahahaha.... (u thought I was kidding..weren't u? lol)

after a few sets of match n of course I performed some decent smashes but wasn't very powerful.. (even I was surprised I could smash alrd).. she wanted to switch racquet coz wanna try different types of racquet..  Weird rite? I never met anyone who wanted to switch their racquet wif one that they r not used to.. Lol.. n of course I m more than happy to switch n also warn her that mine is heavier.. hahaha....
I got a lighter racquet. hahaha.... hers is the Nanospeed series frm Yonex n is built for speed.. but its string n grip was modified so it is balance in both speed n power.. my racquet is heavy coz it is built for power only n very slow for wrist action n speed unless u r a professional.. hahahah.... (obviously I m not a professional player)..
y did I bought my racquet n not the Nanospeed one? Duh... coz the Nanospeed is EXPENSIVE..hahaha
n also I secretly wished I m a professional player.. LMAO!

Guess wad.. DAMN.. using her racquet.. I can't even follow my shuttle trajectory once I smashed it..n my reaction time got faster too.. coz it is so light..my wrist action got stronger..it felt like a caged bird got freed.. LOL..my wrist juz liberate so much power n the shuttle went wif the speed of sound.. compared to the shuttle smashed using my racquet (clear trajectory).. Hahahaha.... this is probably due to my long term practising using the heavy racquet.. so it has d advantage when I use a lighter one since my wrist is trained to a heavier weight..lol..
SWEET.. never knew it is that advantageous to play with a heavy racquet.. it juz makes ur wrist stronger.. =D
I was so freaking surprised when I couldn't follow the shuttle after smashing..of coz both thrilled n excited.. This is how it felt to be like Lee CW occasionally.. LOL.. wif every smash that ur opponent can't defend.. u r juz like "FARK YEAH!!"

then after a few unbeatable smashes.. her partner asked her to switch back to hers..zzZ coz they were on the same opponent team..  LOL... gee...
I SHALL GET A LIGHTER RACQUET ONCE I GET BACK TO M'SIA.. xD

I think I mentioned this in my every badminton posts involving meeting some girls.. LOL.. yes..I find girls with beautiful legs who play sports attractive.. HAHAHA.... gee..u r hopeless..u farking pervert..
but one thing I have to admit..lol..girls with long slender beautiful legs are normally tall.. (yes u get wad I mean here..Hahahaha.... I m short..) xD
n most people will say "aiya..height doesn't matter la..it is the height of d soul that matters..coz it is the character of that person whom u gonna live with" .. LOL..ya..u bet.. hahaha...

okay..enuf of all the drooling over beautiful legs... it would juz b ruining my image.. LOL.. (zzZ u alrd ruined it at the beginning of the post) Lolol...

so ya.. I wanted to take in photography as a new hobby..(if u followed my previous post).. photography not as in taking photos of friends gathering..events or watsoever.. it is more like serious photography which involves some serious photographing.. LOL..photos that I can use to enter competitions.. what did I juz say?
ya.. I wanna take some good photographs n perhaps one day.. I can write something from my photos about anything of everything.. lol.. yes..I found out I do like writing too.. not really writing.. but talk crap.. hahaha

gee... I juz found out I start to have liking in many things... including beautiful legs.. xD

ok.. very long post ady..wif nothing of much importance but crap..lol..
n of course.. u guys knw I was juz joking rite about those beautiful legs.. LOLOL.. (yayaya...u r juz "joking"..Hahahaha...)

beautiful day..beautiful life..beautiful legs..

"Roadblock"

Getting sick in ur final year..final term..final week..before two major papers due is like a BIG pain in d ass..
didn't do much of the work for two days..ohmyholymice..
swallow so much Panadol I dunno if my kidney can handle them like how I assumed they could..hahaha...
started to feel a bit fever-ish during last weekends..then ya..I had a fever..haha.. y? I didn't knw.. maybe my body systems protest my constant putting them under pressure n tension..
so one word.. I m WEAK.. not really as strong as I thought I was.. x( tiny bit of stress n I got fever..zzZ

lesson: I won't pressure n stress myself too much frm now on.. papers done on time or not... A+ or not (Got an A+ for the previous essay is more than enuf to prove to myself that I have the potentials haha).. I DUN FARKING GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. I will juz do it n if can finish them then I m happy enuf..
Dun want to get severe sickness before I graduate...or after I graduate..or before I can even get a taste of wad life has to offer.. hahaha.... Health is certainly more damn important than a piece of degree paper.. so people.. take good care of urself.. =)

After resting for two days.. today I resume my back to library mode... (ya rite..u said u dun want to pressure urself..haha... but still have to do the work rite?)
Hopped on the bus...bus crowded like canned sardine.. then I started to feel dizzy..my vision was blurred I only saw white lights n couldn't see anything in front. eyes felt like high pressured fluid pushing frm inside..sign of insufficient O2 to the brain?.. so I quickly got down at the next stop to get some cooling fresh air before I really collapsed in d bus.. gosh... n indeed felt a bit better.. got on another bus afterwards n headed to library like usual. xD (ya my heart juz never knw when to give up..ain't I haha)

I think the biggest problem with myself is.. I really want to prove not to anyone but to myself (of course there is always that comparing in between) that I have the potential n I really can do something n excel in something..to prove to myself that I m worth of something.. haha.. I never like keep losing to myself.. a bit of improvement on my own progress I would get really happy.. haha.. so I guess in the process of trying to get that little bit of improvement so to be happy..I really tense myself too hard...
n now I realized.. if u pushing urself too hard in the process..it is like forcing a piece of machine to overwork n overproduce..eventually u will break down..then u will be eliminated coz u broke down. Good maintenance is wad keeping a machine work for years..haha..
Breaking through ur limits is not achieved only by pushing urself hard... it has to be done with many more other circumstances like chances..opportunities..help from others...good people u met..good resources n etc..
Success comes with of course hardwork n effort..but u still need the right opportunities to shine...the right resources..the right time..n so on u name it.. hahah...

okay.. enuf crap for today.. one fever let me realize quite a little bit of things.. =)
indeed we all learn slowly through things like dis..

A few roadblocks down the road slow u down..but u will have the time to reflect for a little if u were indeed speeding too fast n ignored ur own n others' safety.. making urself dangerous..unreachable..selfish to others.. then there comes the roadblock..u stopped..paid the fine for speeding.. u learnt ur lesson.. n then u went on full throttle again down the road with the right pace as well as the safety and well-being of others and ur own in ur mind and heart.. a long and exciting journey well ahead till u reach the next roadblock again.. see where u went wrong n u learn..the process goes in cycle.. Part of life =) learning..

(of course..never cheat or bribe at the roadblocks..lol..coz anyhow u will never able to cheat death..when it is time the grim reaper comes knocking at ur window to confirm ur identity..dun be shocked by its large n magnificent sickle..that juz has to be ur final roadblock and ur last fine..price: ur life.. LOL.. hopefully when that time comes..u have much memories n r already happy..satisfied..grateful with ur life that u r willing to give it up.. =D )

ah..life.. always full of the unexpectable and the expectable.. =)

Should I reward myself if I am able to graduate dis June? lol.. I wish I could...
A camera.. a DSLR I mean..Lol. to start developing my newfound hobby... yes..photography.. hahaha...
I like to take photographs of buildings...scenery..n etc.. ya..especially Burst Shots of moving objects n such..LOL..juz love the sound of shutter.. Fascinating... xD
T_T dat camera is like $500.. fml..
aih... better forget it.. unless I won a lottery or lucky draw.. lol.
maybe develop another hobby which requires less money.. Painting? HAHAHAHA.... brush n canvas definitely cost less I m sure.. lolol..

suddenly realized $$$ is freaking so "important"... wif money.. u can travel around the world..go to space..buy new hobbies..fancy cars...n even rocketing ur dead  body to outer space after u r dead. lol.
people always says $$$ cannot buy happiness...yaya...coz those who said it dun have $$$..LOL..
people with billions of dollar said otherwise n prove them wrong.. hahahaha!
u can buy anything (not everything) in dis world wif $$.. except life of course..u can't cheat death wif $$.. but one day it might be possible wif ongoing research trying to extend life to 400 years.. ya those epigenetics crap.. I definitely dun want to live in a world like dat.. wif 400 years rich people n poor people keeps dying.. hahaha.. y did I say only rich people can live till 400 years if those research succeed? coz see... the human genome sequencing was alrd considered a success...but still they can't get it down to $10 per full genome sequenced coz of the technology n shit.. so..only people who r rich may hav access to those crap..hahaha..

see what farking shit I m writing.. should have been working on my two major papers..! lol..
ya..I m still wondering if finish writing those two major papers n getting A+ for them will eventually makes me a billionaire in 50 years time.. hahahaha....

Anyway.. just live ur life.. rich or not.. as long as u r happy n satisfied wif ur life.. nothing else matters.. =)
I m still pretty sure everyone wants to be rich (either by own hardwork or getting famous overnight or by the 1/100000000 chance) lol.. Leave a comment if u opt to be poor.. hahhaha....

Every cloud has a silver lining...silver or no silver..I m happy wif juz rainbows.. x)
(yaya..watever.. I knw it is not a suitable idiom to be in here..LOL..juz a silly quote I came up wif.. perhaps coz of d XL coffee wif four XL proportions of sugar.. crazy rite? haha.. I knw.. I juz keep shortening my life expectancy by inducing myself to get diabetes..)
sugar is the best thing ever created on earth..! of course still second to coffee.. LOLX

Know your limits but never stop trying to exceed them..
I already didn't know where my limits was..
but while I was trying so hard to excel.. I flunked many of them. x(
failure.... zzZ
Need some positivity and a whole new level of determination. haha..

Extension..YEAH!!

prof extended the deadline for d 30 pages report till next week..which of course it will b on d same week as my thesis paper.. great..nw both major papers due on the same final week.. lol... which I haven't start writing any of it yet..coz have been busy wif presentations n presentations.. zzZ

those never ending presentations... 

but ya...shall not leave the writing till last minute.. lol.. 

I juz need to stand for another two weeks.. then I will collapse only after that..hahahaha...who cares about final exams.. HAHAHA.. I never like exams.. I like working on a project.. things that require planning..organizing..n executing.. xD things that take time to perfect them.. haha.. n of coz time is forever a big problem for everyone.. Nw I truly understand.. 24 hours is simply not enuf.. coz i have only 20 since normally d 4 hours I sleep.. LOL

these few days.. while my brain is working frantically to organize ideas..forming sentence structures etc... before every sleep..I juz hav random realization n quotes formed in my brain..HAHAHAHA..... like a sudden quoting of something very random.. 

maybe one day I should ya..compile them all (like someone suggested..LOL) n perhaps publish it if any publisher is kind enough to think they are good quotes.. HAHAHA.. 

but then. I forgot to write them down.. so I didn't remember what came up.. Hahaha....so d next time some random inspiration popped up again..I will quickly write it down..hahaha.... 

maybe some of the quotes will be accused of plagiarism..lol.. I dun care..they r genuinely mine. xD

ok. Ciao! time to continue doing my presentation slides.. lol.. final showdown on Tuesday.. Hooray! then I m done wif presentations for this year. =D felt kinda sad coz I really 'like' presentations after doing almost 5 of them.. hahahhaha.... not a lot..but really enuf for a semester. xD (should had been 6..but I dropped the other course due to time constrain.. HAHAHAHA...n of course it was something stupid about insect excretory system which doesn't spark my enthusiasm at all..lol)

出来混就是会遇到各种形式的人.

especially when that person is a BITCH.. 

OMG.. TOTAL END OF THE WORLD... 

They juz make your world so FARKING DIFFICULT.. 

*sigh... wad to do..No choice.. if it wasn't because of the circumstances... I ALREADY BICTH-SLAPPED that person 1000 times! 

Time to face the real world... outside..there r gonna be more Bitches n Witches. Lol.. 

Be Ready... 

During this point of time..
the USB pendrive is once again more important than my fingers. LOL.

LOL.. was so surprised to see my grade for the biotech essay.. hehehehe... 

now it totally "boast" my confidence to write my thesis paper and my 30 pages report LAST MINUTE.. Lol.. but ya.. still couldn't believe my eyes.. 

Let see wad the prof has to say tomoro.. =D

No doubt.. Last minute work really fits my style.. the King of Procrastination is not merely a title..it is a recognition..HAHAHA... 

last minute work is 40% better than well-prepared work.. (except exams of course..dat was y I never did well in my exams.. T_T ) 

n dat is also the main reason I m resorted to caffeine addiction. xD

Last minute + very sweet coffee = 90% increase in work efficiency.. HAHAHAHA....

I m slowly becoming the next Sherlock Holmes who became a genius after taking drugs.. xD

Hopefully I m only taking caffeine.. lool.. 

(found out caffeine can prevent Parkinson's disease..from a association studies btwn Caffeine n Parkinson prevention hahaha)

Michael.. either ur writing really improves... or the prof marked leniently on d class.. Oopss..syok sendiri again.. Hahaha...

*Happy* 

I dun dare to say now I can speak n write like a pro..but at least it became slightly better.. Thanks to the course. =) 

ya..hopefully my communication skills did improve a bit.. =)

but of course I didn't really write the essay like d day before la.. a lot of research was done before d actual writing plus d stay in library days n nights.. =) but indeed I wrote the conclusion paragraph on the very day it was due.. LOLOL..

Another hard work paid off.. =DDD 

Yippeeyaya.. 

When I think back.. I m left with around 1 month to play badminton in d gym before my access to it expired.. I felt so sad. x( I will REALLY MISS all the people I hav met..those that I had matches with and won..lol. juz joking. but it really feels so good to meet people that share the same favourite sports..where u join them every week..

hahahah... I m really glad I met all these random new people.. the day u first met them..total strangers..then u thick face asked "Can I join u guys?" like asking for their hand to d dance floor..abit afraid they will reject u..LOL.. then slowly..as weeks passed by..everyone became so familiar wif each other..the minute u walked in the gym hall..they waved at u..n we had matches for few hours then we meet again next week..hahahah... sometimes in btwn..new people walked in..then d process starts again.. LOL..n gradually we became a large group of regular customer every Fridays to play badminton..hahaha...
sometimes..those experts will teach u some techniques n skills..which is very good.. haha... free coach. xD
thanks to them.. my smashes improved abit..backhand stroke improved abit..serving improved abit..lol.. but still wif inconsistency..like serving too high Hahahaha....
*sigh..should have started playing badminton like from first year.. wasted the gym facility n tonnes of great opportunities to meet new people.. x( if u asked me after 50 years (maybe less haha) on my deathbed.. what r my greatest regrets.. that would definitely b on d list.. LOL..

Used to hate people that keep smashing (I mean in a pro way..where the shuttle is sharp angled & real pro aim for the sidelines which is very impossible to defend unless u r Luffy frm One Piece where he has elastic arms..lol.. Now I start to walk their path.. Hahaha.... but I use less power..coz I m more for accuracy.. there is compensation btwn power over accuracy.. unless u r Lin Dan.. Hahaha.... OKAY.. I admit my wrist dun have much power.. making d smashes very weak.. today..one person told me.. ur back flick is more powerful than ur forearm stroke.. I was like T_T dafuq.. but also happy la..coz not many people backhand stroke more powerful than forearm stroke.. LOL.. dunno want to be happy or not.. meaning either I m a pro or I m weak.. coz forearm stroke is supposed to be very powerful.. zzZ u won't see players keep using backhand stroke.. Lolol..

got complimented for improved smashes again.. xD ya typical answer "juz got lucky" hahaha... but the truth was.. behind got girls watching... HAHHAHAHAHA.... Ooopps..
won people that I thought is impossible in winning.. but ya it is a doubles match la.. so credits to my pro friend.. hahaha.. *applause*
when they asked for second round..we juz said "nah..lets rest.. we won." lol..
Found out I have low stamina for singles.. LOL.. so sad..aih T_T maybe it is because earlier I played quite long liao.. so that time singles no stamina left.. ya..excuses... hahaha..
defend quite a few smashes today.. hahahaha...hmm.. defense improved.. well I really juz got lucky today.. it is like I m at d spot where the shuttle shot down..so I could hit back lo.. xD y lucky? got a free coffee at Hortons..lol. Come on.. lemme win the $5000 *drool*..
nw I understand y LCW is so into defense.. it is like.. to ur opponent "Nah..ur smashes r weak..see I can defend..Hahaha...IN UR FACE"
the most satisfying one is being able to trick the opponent n then score d point.. LOL..

nw learning how to slice the shuttle.. so it tumbles juz right over the net.. TOTAL IMPOSSIBLE for d opponent  to lift it again.. gosh..the tumbling over of shuttle juz looked like a total pro's work.. hahaha.... u see d disappointment in ur opponent when they rushed to the net n found out it was d work of a pro.. LOL
net kill too.. total exploitation of ur opponent's weakness.. hahaha...

Badminton.. I would call it.. "A game of deception n trickery"..hahaha.... powerful smashes n etc is never enough to win d game if ur opponent is equally good.. u need to fool ur opponent... trolll them.. eg. making them thought u r gonna smash the shuttle but actually u r just giving a dropshot or making them thought u r gonna lift the shuttle but actually u sliced it to make shuttle tumble right over 90 degree down d other side of net Lolol.. the net is there for a reason..

my racquet is abit heavy.. ok..it is heavy for amateur like me.. so I named it "Heavy bitch".. hahaha.... then I found out heavy racquet is for people aiming for very powerful smashes coz it creates the momentum.. =.= that means my wrist action is still nt good enuf to use it yet.. Lol.. it is like a treasure sword that need ur stats to up level first only can equip it.. HAHAHA...
no wonder I played better back in M'sia (pfftt...really bo?) coz my racquets are as light as as d shuttle.. Hahaha....

okay.. enuf of shit liao.. no one is interested in ur badminton day..
go to sleep.. u have tonnes of work waiting for u tomoro..
yippeeyaya


*Found out one of my friends bought two Carlton racquets for $20 each after discout.. original price was $120.. I was like DAFUQ.. I should throw my "Heavy yonex bitch" away.. "Carlton bitch" is lighter than u..*
LOL