okay. haha... left my blog deserted for more than a month yet only I realized "Ya! I have a blog!" juz a moment ago.
Have a lot in mind to write.. about my 2+ weeks Europe backpacking trip (a.k.a Walk-Around-Europe) LOL... about something of something.. n about anything of everything..
but.. I couldn't find words to start d long grandfather story.
so to cut it short..
"THE WORLD IS A BOOK & THOSE WHO DO NOT TRAVEL READ ONLY ONE PAGE" -Augustine of Hippo.

 "There are no foreign lands. It is the traveler only who is foreign" - Robert Louis Stevenson.

"I have found out that there ain't no surer way to find out whether you like people or hate them than to travel with them" - Mark Twain.

"A journey is best measured in friends, rather than miles" - Tim Cahill.

& gee.. I start to miss Barcelona and Paris already.. LOL..

and another thing.. I finished reading a book by Dan Brown "The Da Vinci Code"!
yaya.. I knew dis book was history.. hahaha..but yes Dan Brown is now on my list of favourite authors. lol. n judging from how he only published another new book in the series after so many years..it is juz all fine I started to read Da Vinci Code.. now I dun have to wait for his new books.. LOL.. ya..kinda make sense. xD

will proudly present some of the photos I humbly taken by my amateur n unpolished photographing skills.. n of course..I think I have some hidden potentials to be a good photographer.. lol.. xP

alrite.. dats all for nw. Ciao!

People keep asking me "so what's next?"
- "To live"

Went for a movie dis week wif housemates.. lol. an animation from DreamWorks (my all time favorite animation producer other than Pixar and Disney..haha) called "The Croods"..

This movie is well beyond my expectations.. I alrd had a very high expectation after I saw the trailer last summer..lol..n it is indeed a very awesome animation wif lots of lessons to learn. haha...if u asked me will I watch for the second time.."Yes! I WOULD!"haha.. one thing I love about animation nowadays is they never stop surprising u.. =D plus dis animation is hilarious as well.. lol.. very creative..unique n original n keeps u wondering who was the genius behind that make it n wrote the script..hahaha....

Never stop stepping out from your comfort zone and explore.. u never knw wad is out there n wad life has to offer if u dun step out for urself..

Never let fear leads u in life.. To live in fear isn't living..it is juz not dying..
Let Hope leads u...never lost hope.. Dun live in the past.. Live in the present n fight for tomorrow.
If u fear that u will fail.. u will forever be a failure..

Never be afraid.. A little fall and stumble will keep u moving forward..

Brain...is always our ultimate tool.. USE it.. unless u dun have one.. LOL..


I know old habits die hard..what keeps u succeed..lived..or survived for many years doesn't mean they will keep u like dat for the years to come.. Adaptation and change is key to excellence n survival in dis world.. =)

Never ask a dog to roll over.. lolol.. coz shit can happen..hahaha.... dun believe me? see 1:41

One thing came across my mind throughout the entire movie was "Love..Hope..Explore..and Discover.. LIVE!"

I also like how they add the little concept of evolution to d animation and also a little twist to it hahaha... since I took anthropology last summer.. gee..it was juz pure joy to see how they played wif it in in d animation.. LOL..
the Croods' character has narrow forehead n big jaw..slightly resembled the transitional ape-lie genus before the homo genus.. n they also sometimes walk on their four limbs..
n the character Guy in d movie has all the feature of a modern human.. xD
those were wad I observed..Hahahaha....
what I have to say about the production of dis animation is juz... PURE AWESOMENESS..GENIUS!


Okay. back to studying. =)
Something big is coming after exams.. WooHoo... Lol...

有时晚上会被自己还没做完的事情吓醒。
看来压力有点过大？？

the infamous potato

so as usual I was having my dinner after planning to stay overnite in d lib today..LOL.. got addicted to staying overnite in d lib.. felt so lonely n boring at home..so y not go study was the first thing that came across my mind in my things-to-do list. Hahahaha....
dun ask me y.. I juz felt so weird for not doing anything these days.. juz wanted to keep myself occupied after the empty feeling of need not to write any paper..lol.

usual dinner..usual place.. but farked up weather.. hahaha...

then there was dis pair of young couple arguing..over potato! Hahahaha....
since I was sitting at the table next to theirs.. wad I knew was.. first they questioned y there was no potato in d soup coz the photo showed potato is supposed to be in there.. then they decided to go ask the boss.. lol.. n the boss said ya.. last year they used to have it but not many customers eat them so they took it out from the soup..
LOL.. what I thought is that it is complete bull.. wad they couldn't say is they wanna save cost.. HAHAHA!
n then I didn't knw what happened after they got the answer frm the boss coz I was too indulged in my food.. I was starving..! Hahaha...

but the next second.. the guy started shouting to that cute lady "SHE SAID LAST YEAR!" ..
zzZ I was like .. waddamice...they still argue over a potato they couldn't get? xD
n then the lady said something like (without increasing her volume) "No..last year we came also dun have"..
n the guy juz kept increasing his volume n said things like "SHE ALREADY SAID LAST YEAR DIDN'T U HEAR DAT JUZ NOW?"

I was like.. zzZ oh man.. u serious?! juz a potato..u need to shout like dat?
felt like telling that jerk.. "dude.. juz chill man.. for fark sake..it's just a baby potato..."
n then they started to quarrel..n bising bising.. n then that lady juz shut her mouth but that jerk still kept shouting annoying stuff.. =.=
n of course.. they ended in what we called for decades since WW2..  THE COLD WAR.. ~~~
what a supposed to be happy ending dinner turned into nuclear warfare.. =.= waddafish..

gee... =.= zzZ I know.. guys.. we have our ego..our pride..watsoever.. u can show ur ego n pride whenever n wherever u want... in the bedroom...in the house...in the club...among the kings.. but please NOT over the dinner table.. especially when u r dining wif the ladies.. =.= u think it is appropriate to argue over the dinner table? somemore coz of a piece of potato.. zzZ
damn.. didn't u learn table manners? First rule: NO shout shout over the table.. hahah..
u can show ur anger when u r annoyed or when u felt u r being wronged.. v show our stand..that is wad guys do..if not we call u sissy.. BUT please not during dinner..or in d public.. n shouting over some stupid shit like a potato..?! man u serious?! how old r u?
Hahahaha... old folks always say "Eating is beyond the heavens".. even the thundergod can't thunderstrike a person if he/she is eating.. LOL.. ya..something like dat.. no wonder we never saw news like people got thunderstruck when they were eating.. we got news like people got thunderstruck on d field..etc. lolol...

ya.. to be honest.. if u really felt annoyed wif her very persistent stupid claim for that potato.. u could juz kept quiet n pulled a long face.. LOL.. but please DON'T SHOUT AT HER IN D PUBLIC.. zzZ wtf..
I knw some of u might say I m not in d right place to say dis.. coz I used to pull a long face at everyone during dinner n shouted at people.. HAHAHAHA.... but ya..that was a few years ago.. lol.. hopefully I alrd learnt some lesson n also learn something from this dude today.. xD no matter how unhappy u r .. juz please dun shout over the table..haha..

it was really awkward u knw sitting beside them.. eating the same dish.. n they were arguing no potato in their soup.. =.=zzZ while I was eating quietly n murmured.."ya... y no potato?' LOL... I guess the boss felt more awkward coz her customer quarrel over her non-famous potato.. HAHAHAHA.....!
I really m curious what would happen if I told them.. "Yo.. mine has potato! y urs dun have?"

so I guess... wif what happened today.. next week when I visit that place again for my dinner.. Will there be any potato in my soup? LOL...

n then I think... does every relationship turned up to be like dat?
hahaha.... guy got tired wif the girl.. u knw.. for sure during their first few dates.. that guy obviously won't behave like a jerk.. LOL.. but after some years.. ya..he started to get annoyed.. I guess what that girl wants was juz to have more conversations wif dat guy.. Hahaha.... of course she is not that stupid to keep that potato topic going on and on.. lol.. (n I didn't mention.. ya..before the potato storm.. they were eating kinda quietly without any lively conversation...lol..n of course the potato was the most lively one..hahah)
I think everyone needs to learn relationship management... not only for spouse or couple.. but also within family members.. friends..n etc.
hahaha....

n seriously dat guy could had juz came up wif a far better solution than shouting like an idiot.. maybe like saying.. "I want to eat some potato too..lets make potato salad tonite.."
Lol.. of course.. the night will turn out better!...hahaha....as the saying goes "the night is still young".. who knows what some good shit he might be getting on the couch..(if u knw what i mean LOL...)
zzZ I didn't mean anything dirty.. being couch potato! Hahaha.... watching movie together or play some video games can be fun too..! HAHAHAHA!! (ya rite...after few posts of urs..we knw wat u meant..ROFL)


hahaha.... never knew having dinner alone can so much insights.. lol...
okie.. off to study.. Library is my first home recently.. xD
I should make a t-shirt that read:
" I LOVE LIBRARY"

Ciao!

of legs and badminton

Spicy hotpot + 2 rice & warm shower after an intense and fun badminton session is FANTABULOUS! LOL... it would be in the heavens if there is beer.. xD

Made three new friends today...2 ladies and a guy..never saw them before in all the badminton sessions.. hahaha.... Y did I decide to mention them in this post out of so many people that I had met? coz one of d girls has LONG SLENDER legs.. *drools* LMAO! WTF..Y DID I SOUND LIKE A PERVERT HERE? HAHAHAHA....n I forgot her name...but I remembered the name of d other two..Oliver and Amy.. zzZ T_T Y did I forget her name.? Maybe coz I got captivated by dat pair of beautiful legs and wasn't actually listening..wtf..u farking pervert! lol... n it was her that asked for the name in the beginning..n yet I didn't remember hers.. hahahaha.... (Nearly applied facial cleanser to my hair juz now trying to recall..xD now u knw y I m facing hair loss problem..lol..)
n I m dead serious about could not recalling her name.. hahahaha.... (u thought I was kidding..weren't u? lol)

after a few sets of match n of course I performed some decent smashes but wasn't very powerful.. (even I was surprised I could smash alrd).. she wanted to switch racquet coz wanna try different types of racquet..  Weird rite? I never met anyone who wanted to switch their racquet wif one that they r not used to.. Lol.. n of course I m more than happy to switch n also warn her that mine is heavier.. hahaha....
I got a lighter racquet. hahaha.... hers is the Nanospeed series frm Yonex n is built for speed.. but its string n grip was modified so it is balance in both speed n power.. my racquet is heavy coz it is built for power only n very slow for wrist action n speed unless u r a professional.. hahahah.... (obviously I m not a professional player)..
y did I bought my racquet n not the Nanospeed one? Duh... coz the Nanospeed is EXPENSIVE..hahaha
n also I secretly wished I m a professional player.. LMAO!

Guess wad.. DAMN.. using her racquet.. I can't even follow my shuttle trajectory once I smashed it..n my reaction time got faster too.. coz it is so light..my wrist action got stronger..it felt like a caged bird got freed.. LOL..my wrist juz liberate so much power n the shuttle went wif the speed of sound.. compared to the shuttle smashed using my racquet (clear trajectory).. Hahahaha.... this is probably due to my long term practising using the heavy racquet.. so it has d advantage when I use a lighter one since my wrist is trained to a heavier weight..lol..
SWEET.. never knew it is that advantageous to play with a heavy racquet.. it juz makes ur wrist stronger.. =D
I was so freaking surprised when I couldn't follow the shuttle after smashing..of coz both thrilled n excited.. This is how it felt to be like Lee CW occasionally.. LOL.. wif every smash that ur opponent can't defend.. u r juz like "FARK YEAH!!"

then after a few unbeatable smashes.. her partner asked her to switch back to hers..zzZ coz they were on the same opponent team..  LOL... gee...
I SHALL GET A LIGHTER RACQUET ONCE I GET BACK TO M'SIA.. xD

I think I mentioned this in my every badminton posts involving meeting some girls.. LOL.. yes..I find girls with beautiful legs who play sports attractive.. HAHAHA.... gee..u r hopeless..u farking pervert..
but one thing I have to admit..lol..girls with long slender beautiful legs are normally tall.. (yes u get wad I mean here..Hahahaha.... I m short..) xD
n most people will say "aiya..height doesn't matter la..it is the height of d soul that matters..coz it is the character of that person whom u gonna live with" .. LOL..ya..u bet.. hahaha...

okay..enuf of all the drooling over beautiful legs... it would juz b ruining my image.. LOL.. (zzZ u alrd ruined it at the beginning of the post) Lolol...

so ya.. I wanted to take in photography as a new hobby..(if u followed my previous post).. photography not as in taking photos of friends gathering..events or watsoever.. it is more like serious photography which involves some serious photographing.. LOL..photos that I can use to enter competitions.. what did I juz say?
ya.. I wanna take some good photographs n perhaps one day.. I can write something from my photos about anything of everything.. lol.. yes..I found out I do like writing too.. not really writing.. but talk crap.. hahaha

gee... I juz found out I start to have liking in many things... including beautiful legs.. xD

ok.. very long post ady..wif nothing of much importance but crap..lol..
n of course.. u guys knw I was juz joking rite about those beautiful legs.. LOLOL.. (yayaya...u r juz "joking"..Hahahaha...)

beautiful day..beautiful life..beautiful legs..

"Roadblock"

Getting sick in ur final year..final term..final week..before two major papers due is like a BIG pain in d ass..
didn't do much of the work for two days..ohmyholymice..
swallow so much Panadol I dunno if my kidney can handle them like how I assumed they could..hahaha...
started to feel a bit fever-ish during last weekends..then ya..I had a fever..haha.. y? I didn't knw.. maybe my body systems protest my constant putting them under pressure n tension..
so one word.. I m WEAK.. not really as strong as I thought I was.. x( tiny bit of stress n I got fever..zzZ

lesson: I won't pressure n stress myself too much frm now on.. papers done on time or not... A+ or not (Got an A+ for the previous essay is more than enuf to prove to myself that I have the potentials haha).. I DUN FARKING GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. I will juz do it n if can finish them then I m happy enuf..
Dun want to get severe sickness before I graduate...or after I graduate..or before I can even get a taste of wad life has to offer.. hahaha.... Health is certainly more damn important than a piece of degree paper.. so people.. take good care of urself.. =)

After resting for two days.. today I resume my back to library mode... (ya rite..u said u dun want to pressure urself..haha... but still have to do the work rite?)
Hopped on the bus...bus crowded like canned sardine.. then I started to feel dizzy..my vision was blurred I only saw white lights n couldn't see anything in front. eyes felt like high pressured fluid pushing frm inside..sign of insufficient O2 to the brain?.. so I quickly got down at the next stop to get some cooling fresh air before I really collapsed in d bus.. gosh... n indeed felt a bit better.. got on another bus afterwards n headed to library like usual. xD (ya my heart juz never knw when to give up..ain't I haha)

I think the biggest problem with myself is.. I really want to prove not to anyone but to myself (of course there is always that comparing in between) that I have the potential n I really can do something n excel in something..to prove to myself that I m worth of something.. haha.. I never like keep losing to myself.. a bit of improvement on my own progress I would get really happy.. haha.. so I guess in the process of trying to get that little bit of improvement so to be happy..I really tense myself too hard...
n now I realized.. if u pushing urself too hard in the process..it is like forcing a piece of machine to overwork n overproduce..eventually u will break down..then u will be eliminated coz u broke down. Good maintenance is wad keeping a machine work for years..haha..
Breaking through ur limits is not achieved only by pushing urself hard... it has to be done with many more other circumstances like chances..opportunities..help from others...good people u met..good resources n etc..
Success comes with of course hardwork n effort..but u still need the right opportunities to shine...the right resources..the right time..n so on u name it.. hahah...

okay.. enuf crap for today.. one fever let me realize quite a little bit of things.. =)
indeed we all learn slowly through things like dis..

A few roadblocks down the road slow u down..but u will have the time to reflect for a little if u were indeed speeding too fast n ignored ur own n others' safety.. making urself dangerous..unreachable..selfish to others.. then there comes the roadblock..u stopped..paid the fine for speeding.. u learnt ur lesson.. n then u went on full throttle again down the road with the right pace as well as the safety and well-being of others and ur own in ur mind and heart.. a long and exciting journey well ahead till u reach the next roadblock again.. see where u went wrong n u learn..the process goes in cycle.. Part of life =) learning..

(of course..never cheat or bribe at the roadblocks..lol..coz anyhow u will never able to cheat death..when it is time the grim reaper comes knocking at ur window to confirm ur identity..dun be shocked by its large n magnificent sickle..that juz has to be ur final roadblock and ur last fine..price: ur life.. LOL.. hopefully when that time comes..u have much memories n r already happy..satisfied..grateful with ur life that u r willing to give it up.. =D )

ah..life.. always full of the unexpectable and the expectable.. =)

Should I reward myself if I am able to graduate dis June? lol.. I wish I could...
A camera.. a DSLR I mean..Lol. to start developing my newfound hobby... yes..photography.. hahaha...
I like to take photographs of buildings...scenery..n etc.. ya..especially Burst Shots of moving objects n such..LOL..juz love the sound of shutter.. Fascinating... xD
T_T dat camera is like $500.. fml..
aih... better forget it.. unless I won a lottery or lucky draw.. lol.
maybe develop another hobby which requires less money.. Painting? HAHAHAHA.... brush n canvas definitely cost less I m sure.. lolol..

suddenly realized $$$ is freaking so "important"... wif money.. u can travel around the world..go to space..buy new hobbies..fancy cars...n even rocketing ur dead  body to outer space after u r dead. lol.
people always says $$$ cannot buy happiness...yaya...coz those who said it dun have $$$..LOL..
people with billions of dollar said otherwise n prove them wrong.. hahahaha!
u can buy anything (not everything) in dis world wif $$.. except life of course..u can't cheat death wif $$.. but one day it might be possible wif ongoing research trying to extend life to 400 years.. ya those epigenetics crap.. I definitely dun want to live in a world like dat.. wif 400 years rich people n poor people keeps dying.. hahaha.. y did I say only rich people can live till 400 years if those research succeed? coz see... the human genome sequencing was alrd considered a success...but still they can't get it down to $10 per full genome sequenced coz of the technology n shit.. so..only people who r rich may hav access to those crap..hahaha..

see what farking shit I m writing.. should have been working on my two major papers..! lol..
ya..I m still wondering if finish writing those two major papers n getting A+ for them will eventually makes me a billionaire in 50 years time.. hahahaha....

Anyway.. just live ur life.. rich or not.. as long as u r happy n satisfied wif ur life.. nothing else matters.. =)
I m still pretty sure everyone wants to be rich (either by own hardwork or getting famous overnight or by the 1/100000000 chance) lol.. Leave a comment if u opt to be poor.. hahhaha....

Every cloud has a silver lining...silver or no silver..I m happy wif juz rainbows.. x)
(yaya..watever.. I knw it is not a suitable idiom to be in here..LOL..juz a silly quote I came up wif.. perhaps coz of d XL coffee wif four XL proportions of sugar.. crazy rite? haha.. I knw.. I juz keep shortening my life expectancy by inducing myself to get diabetes..)
sugar is the best thing ever created on earth..! of course still second to coffee.. LOLX

Know your limits but never stop trying to exceed them..
I already didn't know where my limits was..
but while I was trying so hard to excel.. I flunked many of them. x(
failure.... zzZ
Need some positivity and a whole new level of determination. haha..

Extension..YEAH!!

prof extended the deadline for d 30 pages report till next week..which of course it will b on d same week as my thesis paper.. great..nw both major papers due on the same final week.. lol... which I haven't start writing any of it yet..coz have been busy wif presentations n presentations.. zzZ

those never ending presentations... 

but ya...shall not leave the writing till last minute.. lol.. 

I juz need to stand for another two weeks.. then I will collapse only after that..hahahaha...who cares about final exams.. HAHAHA.. I never like exams.. I like working on a project.. things that require planning..organizing..n executing.. xD things that take time to perfect them.. haha.. n of coz time is forever a big problem for everyone.. Nw I truly understand.. 24 hours is simply not enuf.. coz i have only 20 since normally d 4 hours I sleep.. LOL

these few days.. while my brain is working frantically to organize ideas..forming sentence structures etc... before every sleep..I juz hav random realization n quotes formed in my brain..HAHAHAHA..... like a sudden quoting of something very random.. 

maybe one day I should ya..compile them all (like someone suggested..LOL) n perhaps publish it if any publisher is kind enough to think they are good quotes.. HAHAHA.. 

but then. I forgot to write them down.. so I didn't remember what came up.. Hahaha....so d next time some random inspiration popped up again..I will quickly write it down..hahaha.... 

maybe some of the quotes will be accused of plagiarism..lol.. I dun care..they r genuinely mine. xD

ok. Ciao! time to continue doing my presentation slides.. lol.. final showdown on Tuesday.. Hooray! then I m done wif presentations for this year. =D felt kinda sad coz I really 'like' presentations after doing almost 5 of them.. hahahhaha.... not a lot..but really enuf for a semester. xD (should had been 6..but I dropped the other course due to time constrain.. HAHAHAHA...n of course it was something stupid about insect excretory system which doesn't spark my enthusiasm at all..lol)

出来混就是会遇到各种形式的人.

especially when that person is a BITCH.. 

OMG.. TOTAL END OF THE WORLD... 

They juz make your world so FARKING DIFFICULT.. 

*sigh... wad to do..No choice.. if it wasn't because of the circumstances... I ALREADY BICTH-SLAPPED that person 1000 times! 

Time to face the real world... outside..there r gonna be more Bitches n Witches. Lol.. 

Be Ready...