Three weeks this blog was abandoned...still I didn't care to update...because why care to update? it is not worth to update...

now I updated.. Cheers.. wtf

Missed out completing something last week...

Why are there so many things missing in my life..?

and why am I missing so many things in life? ...

Sometimes..when u sit and have ur earphones plugged into ur ears..

U will be having ur own world at that moment..

and many things came knocking at ur head...

and ur farking brain want to stop working at that instant..

but it just can't ....

An arrow and a bow..under tension..can shoot very far and perhaps hit its target...

Can a person under tension ... go very far and eventually hits their own goal or target?

Answer will be known only at the ending ...

When I read a book..I always want to know the ending..and skip to read the ending first...

but in life..it is impossible to do that...

I know I m being annoying sometimes... many people told me that too...

I shall consider revert back to the self indulging me like last time..

maybe it would be better to talk less...to care about other people less..to joke less...to be around other people less...

because u never know when..how and who u annoyed or irritated...

Wanting to know a person better...care about a person..will only make u felt being further from him/her.. not being closer.. eventually..the gap grew so farking far... a black hole was made and everything becomes suck into it...

But.. everything has its own balance.. good and bad comes together.. nothing can get too good..and nothing can get too bad... if u found the good from the bad..or the bad out of the good..then u found the essence of life..

Sometimes.. although u knew all the tips of life..how to make life better...and all the essence... but still... u did not move an inch from what u had... Just like u ate a sweet..but u did not smile like how u smiled when u was a kid back then... Isn't it funny...how we changed? Your needs for every decade is so different?

Dun worry..I m fine.. I just wrote crap here... Just saying this although I knew no one bother anyway.. When u have problems or questions or doubt or sadness...80% of the people don't care..and 20% of them are glad u have it..

So..I m only writing all these to make the 20% of people happy reading..

(It is always right not to care about other people so much... although I couldn't do that..I still care about others..but who cares about u? (only our mom cares about us... =)

xD continue read Physics.. and CALCULUS...