Final Finished...Fantasy Over

YEAH!!!

Final finished...fantasy over... now what then...? HAHAHAHA...... Of course have fun while waiting anxiously for results..! HAHAHA...
Did not so well in Calculus today.. so.. er... but then who cares?!..it is over!!.. hahaha..... Only cry when results is out (I heard will be out next monday =.=''').. hahaha....

Can't wait to go GEnting tomorrow.. HooRay!!!

ENG 4U>>??%
PHYSICS>>??%
CALCULUS>>??%

hahaha...... it will be updated soon.. hehehehe........

Can keep my guns safely now.... hahaha..... have been using them very frequent these few days...

Now just have to hope for the best... HAHA.....



LALALALALALALALALALA............. ^^



My right hand feel painful but not if compared to my heart.. hahahaha.......




OMG! I just love Counter Strike.. I live to strike!!! HAHAHA!!!

Tomorrow last paper..

Calculus... 

All the best to everyone.. !!

Done badly in Physics.. hoping now that calculus will not be that bad.. 

Looking forward to the Genting trip on Tuesday.. 

hahaha.... Thanks to those who are organizing it..

After that.. graduation.. BTN.. and >>>> ??

Time really waits for no men.. 

When you felt you have just started..it is actually going to end.. 

Without us realising it until the end.. haha.....

Good Luck to everyone!!!! 

So, today..3:30 pm... officially marks the end of my classes in this one year-ICPU..

I can't describe the feelings.. but I believe many people know what I mean here right..?

One year.. it is way too fast yet some said it is way too long... but what I want to say.. Is..throughout this one year..it changes me..totally changes my personality..(Those victorians definitely will know wat I am saying here...).. I can't say I did very well in this one year but yet neither could I say I did very bad in this one year... I am just doing what I could.. Maybe this is the best I can do.. I am just doing what I always do...Let it be..


Tomorrow finals will be starting.. I hope I can just do my best and nothing else.. Hope I will not leave too many questions blank on the paper... Hope I will get admitted into my choice of university..(Although I am still not sure whether I chose the right one..).. Hope I will pass the 80%... Just hope everything will be smooth for me although I know it won't anymore after today..


Sometimes, hope is really the one you have at the end when you had done your best but there is still no positive outcome... and this nightmare is happening to me right now...


Ok.. finally.. I managed to write something in this post..


I shall forget about everything and sit for the exams this week.. but I know miracles will not happen like last time..

Final exam start tomorrow..

Exhausted...

Cannot!!! Must reload bullets and start fighting!!!

All the Best to everyone.. Wish you all the best of Luck..

Hope everyone can do well in this exam... Including Me.. Haih...

Final Fantasy...

Michael, you cannot give up now..

you still have to face the finals...

Reload your bullets and prepare for war..!!!!!

I can trust no one.. I can only trust myself...

Michael is always_______________.....

HAHAHAHA..... You may fill in the blanks with any adjectives or verbs...




except the word Happy..




and except handsome of course..LOL.... xD





Ok.. a stupid post.. HAHAHA..... just felt like writing sth in my blog.. I will keep writing crap from today and onwards..HAHAHA........to keep my stress level lower a bit..a bit.. I mean just a bit la..

Bullets Shortage..

So, today as usual I brought my AK 47 to campus.. HAHAHA....coz had calculus test..
While I was shooting all the questions..I found out I was running out of bullet..coz never reload last night... Naiz beside me obviously is using sniper..Teh definitely never shoot in his life.. KEng uses taekwando (hand to hand battle..) HAHA..... Fine..so I continue those questions without bullets..and they are killing me.. HAHA..... CAme out with 50% life gone..


Now the remaining 50% use to do CPT slides and physics and calculus.. and... and... and...



I need more BULLETS!!!

HAve to prepare more bullets for Finals.. HAHA.....


Add Bullet..Jia Dan.. LOL...... sounds funny..


HAHAHA...... I have been thinking..If I tell you that I ____ ___.. What will happen? HAHAHA....I can't use AK 47 nor sniper nor M16 nor shotgun in this case.. HAHAHA.....

Left few days more to think...

HA____....

What another busy and stressful week I will have.. BEFORE FINALS T.T...
Eng 4U CPT presentation Friday..
Physics unit homework ALL.. Friday..
Calculus portfolio.. Friday.. (I didn't remember I have any organised file.. F**K)
Calculus unit test..last one.. tomorrow.. (I dun understand anything in this chapter..F**K)

Gotta start doing presentation slides now..



Why everything in my life just never ends? Another wave gone.. another wave on its way.. oO Ya.. by the way.. F**K Enistein and everyone related to him..! I just couldn't understand anything in this unit.. Damn..

So now, you know how F**KING stress I am..
Final Finals is next week on 27th.. F**K...!!!!!


Anyone get in my way this week.. I WILL RIP HIS JAW.. DRAIN HIS BLOOD DRY.. KICK HIS ASS.. PUNCH HIS FACE.. UPPER CUT HIM..!! I will DO ANYTHING to MAKE HIM REGRET HE MESS WITH ME!!



I AM NOT BLOODY JOKING NOW!!!

ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SoMEwhere in Time...

Why am I still thinking of..... of... 

I know..soMewhere in Time.. I still have to forget about______...

Let me just wait for the some time...

Great Wisdom.. I beg for you to teach me what to decide... If not.. I will go ask Time.. LOL....

It's Not my time... 

"I looked ahead to all the plans that I made

and the dreams that I had.

I'm in a world that tries to take them away.

Cause all this time

I've just been too blind to understand

what should matter to me..

This life we live, it's not what we have..

It's what we believe in.."  

I am trusting no one.. going to Love no one.. because I am _______..

Haih..typing weird post again.. Is it because of the hot weather? HAHAHA...... 

Indescribable..

My Physics lecturer-Mr. Allan... Isn't he cute? HAHAHA...

Group photo with Mr. Allan.. He looks great..

Mr. Tan.. His laugh is great! 

Look at the way Mr. Tan stand... HAHA.. Cool right?

Today... until now.. HAHAHA.... I still have this happy feelings and feeling great... LOL... Rube Goldberg machine again.. 

The intense feeling waiting for the flash of the camera.. the laughters shared.. follow the progress from the first till the final step.. (Still remembered our inital discussion about the end product? HAHAHA.... and finally it turns out to be this great..).. uncountable trials and failures (all those screams...)..Success.. All these will be kept in my mind and my heart.. I will bring them along in my journey of life...

Thank you all for making my journey in ICPU a memorable one... 

IT HAD DEFINITELY BEEN A VERY GREAT AND UNFORGETABLE EXPERIENCE FOR ME... 

To Mathew, Nian Yi, Wen Fei and Chook Teng..:

Hope that you all will have the best in life and your dreams come true... 

Good Luck and Wish You All the Very Best in our finals and your future endeavours..

ICPU is coming to an end now..hope that our friendships doesn't fade away after ICPU..(especially to MAt..HAHAHA...)

No matter what problems you faced in life.. doesn't care whether it seems impossible to be solved or the problems are holding you back.. Just remember, there are always many ways and steps to solve a problem.. just like a Rube Goldberg machine.. Simple Solution, but Complicated Steps.. Sometimes in life, a simple solution can be found but to solve is complicated...

Life just have to get better at the end..  Doesn't it? 

Rube Goldberg project.. definitely something to be remembered and worth remembering.. 

It was a success today..and everyone from the C²TM² group is feeling great... LOL.... 

Time really passes..doesn't it? After next week...and the week after that...we will graduate..after the short period of time living together (I mean in the same building la..) and studying together.. When everyone starts to get closer, yet will get further soon after...

Never mind.. hope all of our friendships will continue after ICPU..not end after ICPU.. Right? My Frens? HAHAHA...... 

我感到很矛盾，

但，望着您的背影，我的心中终于有了个答案。。 

3667 Bullets Fired...

People used around two months to fire the 3000++ bullets and I what?! used 2 nights and 1 day to fire 3667 of 0.5mm Armour Piercing (AP) bullets? OMG!! Just hope half of them will hit the 3+ on CPT target... I never ever dream of it hitting the bull's eye (4+)... because half of my gun barrel had been sawed off.. Hope David will not vomit blood after being hit by my AP bullet.. haha....
I tell you.. Machine gun is indeed the best in last minute if you want rapid fire but accuracy very low..
Sniper rifle have to start using one month before.. I only learnt this last night.. LOL....

Why must I do work last minute? Did I procrastinate? As far as I knew.. I never procrastinate..
Haih...



Ok... making decision is hard.. especially those determining your future..
When you do not have any choices to make, you feel jealous of others having more choices than you.. However in the end, when choices came to you, you don't know what to do..
Irony rite? YAya.. Life is Irony.. since the first day you were born, you know that you will go to the grave one day.. HAHAHA...... From cradle to the grave... the only matter is when is it? so, appreciate every moment you are on earth..


Finals is coming. .--> graduation (if everything is going smooth and well..) --> separation with friends again.. (how many friends you want to make in life?) --> shivering in the aeroplane wondering why you have to fly over the pacific ocean --> new life, University..--> 4 years later --> working life --> marry (maybe..who knows?) --> have kids (walao..)--> getting old --> leave the earth...
LOL..... Walao.. [why so irony?).. haha... merely for fun.. sometimes what you planned and think can work doesn't actually work that way and turn out that way.. That is life..

Lamb..

hahaha..... After a tiring and stressful day, sometimes I would like to give myself a treat..before continue again on the work.. treat like..an awesome meal..LOL.... Sometimes la ok.. not always.. wallet will bleed! most economic one will be sleeping..HAHA....or camping and travelling..(this one not immediately la..have to plan and have it during holidays..) If immediately, how syok it is?! just throw away everything..and go into green jungle..away from the hectic concrete jungle.. HAHAHA.... then everyone will ask where the hell is Michael? ... [Perasan gila.. =.=''']

so, just now I decided to go have lamb chop..LOL....Garlic lamb.. HAHAHA...since last nite no dinner, tonite go for a nice dinner lor.. HAHAHA... the taste was great..!

Sometimes, we really have to treat ourselves better..haha.... I feel great now.. hopefully can stay awake until tomorrow morning...

Ok.. CPT.. continue..

Notice why I put up so many post in one day..? LOL..... just to stimulate my brain cells!!

Hahaha..... Now I love Cormac McCarthy!! =D

Reading his masterpiece.. The Road again for the second time just makes me want to cry.. The love between the father and son in such harsh condition is very touching..

Highly recommended to all my friends..

Ok.. Ciao! Continue CPT.. HOping for the best..that is what drives me to continue writing..

My whole brain is thinking about HOPE now...

Regresa A Mi

No me abandonas asi
hablando sola de ti
Ven y devuelveme al fin
la sonrisa que se fue

=)

Continue...!

If I have walked so far on this road to reach where I am now, Why can't I just continue walking and see where does the road leads me to..?
Don't ever give up..let somebody or something else let you down! But you yourself don't ever give up on yourself...

Since I had kept it for so long..why don't I just continue keeping it and let no one knows about it..? Not today, not tomorrow nor in the future..
Sometimes I did regret I told someone almost everything about myself..not like I felt better after telling.. I had rather kept it to myself although it is hurting, but like everyone says, let time heals it.. hahaha......but I prefer to lock myself in the music world...

Since I knew it is almost impossible, then just continue taking it as impossible and let it go.. I am not Ethan Hunt..hahaha....

May my heart be strong..

Our existence on this planet is equal parts fulfilling and completely senseless, only the little hope of us can keep us going...but will the little hope of yours defeat you? Think about it...

Hope for the right thing...



F**K..! writing blog..the ideas are like flowing current... once shifted to the words document, ideas are blocked everyway... F**K you CPT!! I hate Cormac McCarthy!! Why must you write a book like this?! No Country for Old Men! Thesis...Thesis...T.T

But the movie is nice..haha...

Why must I be cruel to myself?! Just do it!




And.. These few days..damn.. I had spent like..50 ringgit on meals.WTF?! Only 3 days! Why all charged me so expensive? Do I look like damn f**king rich? DAMN!!
Who ever eat economic rice until 7 ringgit?! Damn! not like I take abalone and shark fin..they also dun have la! F!


Just felt like cursing now..sorry for a vulgar post..haha... promise I will not do it again lor..

Shoot'em All!!!

Guns I used for every subject...

Malaysian Studies- AK47
Just now final exam for this LAN.. LOL....MCQ I tembak all!! WooHoo..! Syok!! Don't mention matching..all down!
AK47 is a good gun..cheap yet powerful..M16 is expensive..

Physics-Shotgun
Every quiz and test.. sure 1 shot..see how many kena.. haha..... shotgun is good because a lot of formulas, have to shoot once, see how many kena tembak..LOL...save cost..

Calculus-Sniper Rifle!
AHHA! This one needs accuracy and must be very precise.. have to aim properly before fire..
If not..HEHEHE... you will see grenades thrown by Ms. Foo in the direction of Me..

ENG 4U=CPT.. Plan to use machine gun.. but very heavy man.. haih....
IsHH!! This one! CPT! Wasted alot of time and money and energy to carry that machine gun.. very heavy lor.. Hope..can get good score..4++ for accuracy..
Did I tell you this gun seldom needs reload..? LOL....


Ok.. continue firing machine gun.. Ciao!

现实永远是残酷的

但我们往往都在逃避现实，不肯接受不如意的事情。

每次都在欺骗自己说这个不是现实。

有多少人愿意去接受现实？

愿意去了解对自己没可能的事情， 去知道，去谅解？

愿意放下？

我会尽量去接受因为所有都被掌控在因缘之下。

Happy Mother's Day..

Mom, Happy Mother's Day!

To every mother in this world..Happy Mother's Day too to you all..!

THE BEST SOLUTION TO A HEART PROBLEM FOR ME..IS IGNORANCE..
Just ignore it and I will not get "heart attack" so often..

BLACK & WHITE.. WHICH IS MORE COLOURFUL..?

I know the answer..haha....

I will let music mend my imperfect soul...
hahaha..... Does it make sense?? =p

THE GREATEST DISTANCE IS THE DISTANCE BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE...

(Wahahahaha.... I didn't make up this..Read it from a movie called The Fountain..Ding was watching yesternight,and I just came to saw this fantastic quote..LOL...Love this quote a lot..)

MY HEART IS NUMB... I FELT NOTHING...

Fun Questions..

So these be the rules:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!

3. Press skip forward for the answer to the next question.

4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1: How are you feeling today?

"Relax (Take It Easy) by Mika" 

hahaha..... true, relax.. I should take everything easy..

2: Will you get far in life?

"Move On by Rain"

I will keep moving on.. hahaha.... 

3: How do your friends see you?
"Be With You by Akon"

OMG!! Don't always be with me.. i want to be alone sometimes.. LOL... 

4: Will you get married?

"Balloons by DBSK"

Erm..Balloons? ya..wedding must have balloons..hahaha... WTH..

5: What is your best friends theme song?

"The Sun by Maroon 5"

haha... yes..as if that joker is the sun..haha... but my brothers are erm..somewhere near the sun.. hahaha... Hope they got burnt..hahaha....[evil]

6: What is the story of your life?

"Beautiful by Akon"

haha.... It better be beautiful.. hahaha..... 

7: What was high school like?

"Big Spender by Adrienne Bailon"

hahaha..... Did I spend alot during high school? hahaha...I think ya..? mana ada?!

8: How can you get ahead in life?

"Free Way by Rain"

hahaha.... free way..I will follow my own way..

9: What’s the best thing about your friends?

"My Interpretation by Mika"

haha... this one I definitely did not cheat..it is all up to my interpretation.. haha...the best thing for them is they are my friend..LOL....Perasan gila! 

10: What’s in store this weekend?

"How to Save A Life by The Fray"

Erm.. I dun quite get this question.. I will save a life whenever and however i can..

11: Describe your grandparents?

"Smooth Criminal by Michael Jackson"

WTF?! LOL.... hahahaha.... Smooth Criminal? OMG.. Better don't let my parent read this.. she will kill me..hahaha....because they are her parents and I am calling them Smooth Criminals..LOL... 

12: How’s your life going?

"Goodnight Goodnight by Maroon 5"

Ya.. Goodnight.. I always wanting to sleep.. 

13: What song will they play at your funeral?

"What I've Done by Linkin Park"

haha... WTF?! Better don't play that song! What I have done to die..? hahaha...

14: How does the world see you?

"Inside Your Heaven by Bo Bice"

Is it? hahaha... Inside my heaven.. Not hell? haha.. Hell is on Earth..

15: Will you have a happy life?

"Numb by Linkin Park"

hahaha..... Absolutely..I am numb..What is meant by happy life? is it being together with you? hahaha....

16: What do your friends really think of you?

"Do I Make You Proud by Taylor Hicks"

hahaha..... Friends! Do I make you guys proud..? hahaha...WTH?!

17: Do people really lust after you?

"Give You Hell by The All-American Rejects"

WALAO A.. This one really kick me in the ass.. hahaha...don't give me hell..LOL...

18: How can I make myself happy?

"Home by Michael Buble"

Ya.. correct..!! Home.. I believe home makes everyone happy..

19: What should I do with my life?

"Apologize by Timbaland"

Ya.. I need to apologize to many people.. the name list goes on..never end.. 

20: Will you ever have children?

"Closer by Ne-Yo"

Closer to what? haha... Or should I say..Who? LOL...hahaha.... WTH.. 

Overall very fun playing with those questions.. If free.. please have a go..you will laugh like mad.. hahahaha.....

Joke.. A Theory on Hell

Found this joke on the Internet.. Thought of sharing.. hahaha..... (A long one)

The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term:

"Is Hell exothermic [gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Support your answer with a proof."

Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools off when it expands and heats up when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following:

First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So, we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that all people and all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially. Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand as souls are added. This gives two possibilities. 

1) If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.

2) Of course, if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.

 

And thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic.

 

The student got the only A.

This is only a joke.. Didn't mean to offend anyone.. 

Cheating...

You can cheat your mind but you can never cheat your heart...

Or.. you can cheat your heart but you can never cheat your mind...

Or.. perhaps.. you can cheat on both...

Which is which I don't know...

But I am pretty sure I am cheating on both... 

Some said the mind is your soul.. 

If I am cheating on my mind..then I am cheating my soul..right?

Anyway.. I will continue cheating on both mind and heart as long as the people around me and you feel happy... 

Cheating is great but don't get caught... Sometimes it is tiring... Overall it is fun... 

Is lying=cheating?

Bad yet not so bad...

Had a bad yet not so bad day today... Felt an urge to write it down...

First, not enough sleep.. now fell sick.. headache..dizzy..and a bit fever..WTH..

then..hot weather today..even worse the headache and dizziness..

worst..dekstop monitor was pulling my leg.. after on the CPU..screen still black and empty..haih... (I did on the switch ok..)
took almost 2 hours fixing..changing cables.. on and off..check connections..all stuff.. then..still cannot.. went to have a can of shandy..LOL.... after that continue doing all those stupid stuff all over again..
I realised the worst scenario of a computer problem is not infected by virus..not hard disc problem.. nothing major can be compared to a monitor screen blackout..
Imagine! your cpu is normal but nothing appear.. you know it is not spoil but yet it has nothing!
If for system broke down, you know it is spoil and need to be fix.. but this.. you dunno whether it is spoil or not.. Damn it!!

Felt like smashing the monitor down the staircase! and the weather is freaking hot..!

PANG!! just at the moment I wanted to give up, pack all the cables..(I even open up the cpu and clean the interior part! thought something jammed..).. planning to go for shower.. Why not give it the last try and see whether it is ok or not.. *%$#*%$#*$%&($#.. after I press the on button at the CPU.. The DELL! icon appear on the screen followed by windows vista.. then password..

DAMN IT... I didn't even know how it became ok.. If next time this stupid *%$#@& monitor blackout again.. What should I do?!! DARN!!


I will sit back and relax.. wait for the DELL! icon to appear again on the screen...

I hate monitor..!