Think I still can't stop from writing something on blog although no one bother to read... lol..

4am in the morning... let me tell you normally what u will feel at this time of the night..

First thing first.. u feeeel damn kanasai hungry...

second... your ears expand.. and u can listen to all the silentness in the house..

third.. ur brain starts to clean itself and u feel very alert.. (well..for me..)

u feel all kinds.. happy...peace..at ease...lonely... etc..

very last thing that u won't feel.. is Sleepiness... LoL...wtf

normally sleepiness creep in only after the sun rise.. xD

so.. yup.. it is new year again.. today .. last day of year 2010.. and it felt like the last time I wished someone Happy New Year 2010 was like...yesterday? hahahaha... "time flies" (147 times I said this..) so.. just tell me...how more longer will we all be on earth? another 30 years? 40 years? lol... that too if u are lucky.. xD and the earth doesn't explode on its own.. = = Hooyah! Supernova..

2012.. this number used to be a huge discussion... but now...it kinda cooled down... guess all the people realized it doesn't really matter..doesn't it?

4am now... and it is 4 degree Celsius outside with light rain showers.. and I m still awake..reading.. yayaya...finally a day where I spent reading.. xD

New Year's Resolution? Hmm... mine is 1200 x 800? lol...saw this from someone in facebook.. Very creative I should say.. xD

Saw Polar Bears in Toronto Zoo yesterday... they are not as white as u thought... hahahaha..... and it is kinda sad to see.. even the ice in the zoo is melting away...so..what u can tell for the ice in the North pole? Wonder what will these polar bears tell their polar friends after they get back to their home... lol...

We keep animals in cage at the zoo and we pay just to see them... ever wonder... actually we are the ones that are keeping ourselves in our own comfort zone.. why don't we go to the harsh weather of Africa to see the lions... the brutal cold of North pole to see the Polar bears? lol... everywhere we travel.. we seek for places that we are comfortable of... place with shelters...with food...and of course with shopping... = = hahahaha

DJ Earworm's United States of Pop 2010 mashed up is just way too awesome... sum of all songs in 2010.. how nice.. =)

Ok.. that is all I guess... lol...

Cheers to all fellow nerds that always online facebooking...drama-ing.. lol...

Happy New Year 2011 to all of you... and.. HAVE A GREAT YEAR just like how u had it in 2010..(if u had a great one in 2010..LOL).. if u had not give urself a great year... then make your 2011 an unforgettable one (in a good way) ... LOL

CIAO!!

It is time to forsake Blogging...

to forsake Facebook..

Forsake PPStream.. lol...

To forsake all time wasting shit..

coz.. Now.. I HAVE MY PIANO KEYBOARD...!!!!

LoL...

It is more meaningful wasting time on playing songs than doing all those shit that I will be forsaking..

HOORAY..!!! lol...

Maybe this is the last time u will see me updating my blog.. =)

and facebook as well..

so.. SO LONG FOLKS.. xD

till the day u see me update again.. =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! =D

Beneath the silver moon,

I m standing in the street,

watching the snow falls...

Beyond the silver moon,

I saw a cloud with silver lining,

but there is no sun shining at the edge,

Should I be on cloud nine?

But the silver moon,

so far away,

so out at space,

only the silver moon sees me...

=)

Suddenly thought of writing these words down..making sentence that has no sense...maybe there are some sense in it... just like what I feel now... =D

nice night with friends...nice snow...nice lights...nice snowy roads...

everything is nice....when it snows..

all the darkness engulfed by the innocent white.. =)

what seems far is sometimes near to get...

but what's near within reach is always the furthest...

We can close our eyes to the things we don't want to see... but we can't close our heart to the things we don't want to feel...

You have to have a darkness.. for the dawn to come.. -Harrison Ford.

The only true wisdom is in knowing u know nothing.. - Socrates.

Feeling sucks... really bad mood... damn....

so helpless inside...

like floating at the middle of Caribbean sea..

with no lands seen at the horizon...

no lighthouse giving beams of hope...

my compass doesn't point North..

am floating.. waiting to sink..

though the night skies are beautiful...

crescent moon and bright stars at these winter nights..

cold chilling winds caressing my face..

but these perfections looks far..very far..

coz I am at the middle of Caribbean sea..

praying upon the stars that I will not drown..

keep cheating myself that everything will be fine...

Can I once ... just once be honest to myself?

I always believe strongly in myself... but now... I just feel sucks... really sucks...