It takes a long time to finally know a person's true color..

but it takes even longer to finally realize the true game that person is playing..

haha... just like a good poker game..

It's all about hiding yourself and trying to be another person..

which is hard and slowly eating away yourself..

so be yourself my friends.. =) hahaha..... again.. who are u? really...

Watched the movie Infernal Affairs 1 and 3 again yesterday...although I know I should be studying..lol..

but Come On! Everyone needs a break...just only I took a really long one.. xDD

I really love this movie.. IT IS EPIC..

although it is a very heavy and deep..saddening..depressing..dark..type of movie..haha

but u know Michael likes this kinda dark and negative sort of stuff..lol..

It triggers ur thinking and question basically EVERYTHING.. haha

Okay.. Ciao!

Anyone had this experience...?

hahaha... u r having a really sweet dream..but then u woke up.. n u tried to sleep back hoping to continue the dream from where u woke up? lol.. xP coz I tried it like so many times but everytime it failed.. so.. SLEEP WELL everyone..! haha

anyway.. woke up feeling all fresh again.. had a kinda bad confusing down frustrating depressing day.. but sleep made it all good again eh.. haha... finally I found my sleep cycle.. if I sleep at 10-11pm.. I can wake up between 2-4am without alarm clock.. if I sleep after 3am.. I will wake up over 12pm the next day.. lmao...

Had this thought the moment I woke up juz now.. haha.. ( why is michael having so many weird thoughts..? he should be thinking about studies and academic stuff!)

People are chasing after different path they found important in their life.. some after steady happy one.. some after excitement.. some after wealth..some after love.. some after world peace..some after family harmony..some after friendship... all sort of things..I can't list it all here because there are over billions of human population on earth..n everyone may have a different one they are after for.. some just want food on their table for the day.. =(

However.. I believe.. deep inside everyone.. we know swelling within us..we have this kind of enormous strength..this power..this potential energy..this vision..hope and faith that we CAN achieve much Greater things..magnificent things from what we having now.. Things that can change other people's life.. saving thousands of lives..changing the world.. and even changing own life.. haha...

but not many realize..found and know their inner potential... some historical great people and even those in our current era found theirs.. u know who they are...u learn about them...heard them in the news..read about them.. lol..

anyway.. I dunno what I m crapping here... but it does seem like a long decent entry.. hahaha....

therefore.. let us end it with a poem which I believe everyone came across with during highschool?? xD

The Road Not Taken

U think I will post it here dont' you? lol... nah.. if u r free.. go read it up again..

It is a very good one.. not sure if it fits into this entry..but then...who cares..! I like it best! It is my favourite...considering the fact I still remember this particular poem among so many others.. LMAO.. it has various interpretations..but as u knw.. we take in the positive ones! hahaha..

Every decision...is a difference made.. x)

People don't stand at the fork of the road forever...

what I wanted to say is.. sometimes.. just follow what ur heart tells u.. =)

although some may argue that no..u have to use ur brain or whatsoever.. let me tell u.. u can live without a brain..coz anyway I m brainless and I m still living.. but u can't live without a heart.. hahaha.... no one goes around saying I m heartless then everyone laughs it off.. xD

haha.. no worries..it is not that serious.. although there will be differences.. but..= = at the end.. WE WILL ALL STILL BE THE SAME.. (if u get what I mean.. LOL..)

No one escapes life.. hahaha.... (not even a bacteria!)

Damn it Michael.. u end ur post entry with such negativity again! lol...

Ciao! folks..

P.S. If u see lines or stars floating in front of ur eyes or ur screen after u closed this window.. u probably need some sleep.. xD HAHAHA..

Sometimes..

when the results are not as what u wanted..expected..worked hard for..

Be cool..

Like a boss..

Coz nothing comes easier than death..

since u r not dead yet..

so all things will be hard..

it is the same for everyone..

Work harder!

Although u feel this may be not for u..u r not good in this.. u can't do this..u r good at other things..

then stop thinking like that..

Coz u r already in this...!

Why not u conquer it and be good in it!

so u will be good at this and the other things as well.. =)

Things don't always happen in the way u wanted them to be.. coz if it is .. then u r not really living.. =)

Don't be a loser..be a Victorian..

Remember what u learnt back in those days?

Although u lost... lost it in the Victorian way.. =D

Get up!

n continue like a boss..

continue to work harder..n achieve the greater..

I found cooking fun and great help to reduce stress.. LOL...

Damn.. Am I a female or wad.. xDD HAHAHAHAHA...

live is evil..

spell it backward and I will show ya..

I hate myself..

I m such a failure..

So Bad

People seldom remember ur good deeds...

but if u do many good things...

still people won't appreciate.. lol..

however.. if u did one bad thing...

it lasts forever.. everyone remembers..

People hates u..

so I have decided..

I gonna be EVIL!! HAHAHA

No no.. I m good.. xDDDD

I don't even have the heart to squeeze an ant...

Okay.. I do kick the dog..! LOL

Why does everything has to be so hard?

They say life is not that difficult..

coz u walk in empty handed..n u walk out empty handed..

I will laugh it out for this moment

juz hav to suck it all up..

level up the courage..

n continue walking yo..