To love a person is never easy..

But for a person to truly love you back is even harder...

(Got this quote in a book I read long time ago.....)

So, for those who had found the person who u think is the right one for you... Appreciate him/her..

=)

Ciao... gotta go do my chemistry formal report... Friday Calculus Test..Chemistry quiz...report due.. aih.... I am having headache now... Guess I gonna take paracetamol.. = = I hate Panadols.. HOLY SHIT..!

Why is the water at here has mud taste...?! FARK!! FARK!!! FARK!!!! I miss my home's water.. T.T

T.T again.. my account still has a balance...they will start charging me interest... T.T aih...SAKIT HATI... T.T My money...why have to pay more?! FARK!!!!!!!!

It is never easy...coz I never told u it is going to be easy... T.T

My head and my heart feels so PAIN..

Ok.. from now on..I will shut down my blog till winter break...since..I can't come out with anything interesting to write...and...finals is approaching... and...initially I thought of deleting my whole blog...but still reluctant to do so..but one day I will... since writing blog...now I think is somehow silly and time-consuming...wtf...

*Log-off...

Finished a film named "Shinjuku Incident", starring Jackie Chan.. What would I say about this movie? Hmm...first of all..not typical Jackie's action packed.. but a lot of message is embedded in this one hour and 46 minutes long show.. xD

If to rate.. I will give it a 8 over 10 =) Really good movie too..

Ok.. normally after I watched a movie, I like to talk about what I learnt..got influenced by ENG 4U.. xD wtf... hahaha...... so if u dun wish to continue reading.. u better press the red cross on the top right corner of ur window.. thank you.. xD

This movie...talks about... *yawn*.. Power and human's desire.. Power makes us change the world... or protect ourselves and people around us..or gaining advantage from that...or.. turn u into a DEMON... =D I guess everyone's knows about all these right?

so, I will tell what made me feel so touched after watching.. is .. To gain whatever we wanted in life ..your dream.. ...we have to work hard and maybe pay our life at the end to achieve it.. most importantly the touching part is.. Brotherhood.. lol.... and how love often makes us stronger... =)

The movie main concept of this movie is an eye for an eye...and what is right is always right...U will never escape from what u had done wrong from the beginning... =)

Actually I still prefer Jackie doing his high kicking and punching and jumping from high walls... this movie is a heavy drama.. only one percent of action genre..and Jackie din fight at all...wtf...

But...I will say..OMG...He is very good in doing drama genre movie too... Awesome... =)

If one day my another favourite Jet Li..do drama genre as well...I will... = = aih.... why this era all go into drama.. = = hahahaha..........

Back to telling my diary..but not many people want to hear..wtf... forget it... hahahaha..... nothing much happened..and I got a little bit of fever now.. = = guess my body want me to go to sleep.. hahahaa......

My blog becomes quite tasteless nowadays..can anyone suggest a few interesting topics that I can blog about...to make my blog more sweet...or more spicy? ..lol...( spice is one part of evolution too....wtf..) ... maybe next time I will tell u guys about chilies... xD

Everything is controlled by ur mind.. what u think, u become... =) I think I am a superman, can I become superman? = = HOLY CRAP~

HOLY CRAP = The ultimate crap of all craps... xD

Sad Song...

Oh baby there's sth that I have to tell u 'bout

Can't hold it in my heart all this pain is breakin' me down
Thought I found my one true love couldn't show u how I feel

I'm asking for one more chance
Didn't know where u stand or what ur feelings demanded from me
I pleaded ur love wouldn't pass

This is the sound of honesty
I gave up my heart I tried to be all I could be
My heart gonna wait forever I'm still holding on to

All of our moments together

Wish u were here with me but
Memories are all I have left
It seems the promises that u made to me were nothing

xD I didn't write this great piece... It is

By: Bi Rain "Love Story"

Finally... Found the english version of this song..hahahaha..... Rain's English not bad wad.. lolx....

This is a nice song...yet a sad one if u read through the full lyrics..only part is shown here.. =)

Hmm.... ok.. that's all from me today... Don't want write long long ady and don't wanna put in lame joke anymore.. A lot of people had complained... isshhH wtf..~

When I wrote crap..people complained... when I tried to joke..people complained.. when I express long long .. people complained.. lolx... If I said I want to close my blog...see got any complain or not..? isshhH wtf~

O ya..finally a more "relaxed" weekend.. but still..got LAB REPORTS~!!! T.T

Ok.. Happy Halloween people~ =D Hope u all got sucked by vampires tonight.. xD

ENJOY~~

天气有点冷。。

脑袋也冷了一半。。

心也凉了。。

想的东西也开始少了。。

我不期待什么。。也不指望什么。。

只要你可以过得快乐。。那已经对我是很大的满足了。。

不知怎的。。有些人就是喜欢站在自己的立场上。。很喜欢做作。。

但对这些人又可以怎样呢？对吗。。

因为我有时也会。。所以我根本没资格批评他们。。

只要安好本分。。做好自己。。就可以了。。

我就是那么想。。 =)

Dull post~

Hi~ folks.. it is Thursday again..hahaha.... as I promised..I will update every Thursday.. xD

Although nothing much to write...but still..I will write something..although no one will read my crap post..but I will still write..lol... wtf..

Recently..just received a sad news that a friend of mine from primary school has just passed away due to accident in the U.S.. T.T aih...why did such thing happen to him.. T.T sad...~He is a nice guy..T.T His family must be very devastated rite ... haizz

Life is short..U will never know what will happen tomoro.. so, I guess we should all be thankful that we r still alive today and appreciate what we r having.. =) Help people around us whenever we could...a random act of kindness changes the world.. =) Never hate anyone...

So..nothing much happen this week... just a lot of assignments.. sleep at 4am every day..almost..

I didn't delay my work you know..just I was working at such a farking slow pace..aih... Maybe my brain is more stupid..that's why.. xD

shhH...Don't tell my mum that I sleep at 4am..or else she will tell me again that it is not healthy..hahahaha...... but.. work not done..how can I sleep rite..~ I am not that irresponsible ok..

年轻的时候就是要挨得咯。。 hahaha..... a day only has 24 hours.. u dun have all 24 hours...u only have 12+ hours that can be fully used.. so..what u think.. use them wisely.. sleep is not that important to me nowadays..as I only have half brain..2 hands and 2 eyes..and piles of works.. xD

Do not ask me why others can do faster than you and you do so slow... hahaha..... the answer is ... coz I only have myself.. xD

Hmm~ Trying to tell something cheerful in this post... but I couldn't think of any... or maybe I din have any cheerful things happen around me these days..hahahaha...... so.. just cheer up..~! hahaha....syok sendiri..

I still miss my home...the idea of unable to go home makes me ill-tempered... that's all... =)

Found this stupid joke...

Two peanuts were walking down the street... One was a salted..

(I know this is not funny..but at least smile ok..hahaha.... I dun want people after reading my post at the end frowned and said "another emo post from Michael" xD )

ok..that's all.. want to go sleep for awhile before my class start at 3... =D as I only slept 3 hours this morning .. lolx...

Ciao~ people!

0 degree post

It has been more than one week..I din update my blog.. Good job.. ha ha ha...

The problem is I dun know what to write...completely lost of ideas and inspiration to write..although my past posts are not interesting but they are still good quality crap ok..

and..nowadays.. I dun feel like expressing what's in my mind to anyone anymore..they are all useless piece of shit.. Better keep them to myself.. anyway..who cares about u rite.. =.= plus..everyone has their own piece of shit to care... only u can care for ur own shit... =.=

If u keep on telling and complaining about all the troubles u had..that will only makes u look silly and not mature at all...sometimes its seems like u love to nag..wtf... Time to grow up Michael.. =)

I better start faking myself now..hahahaha...... or maybe I am fake all this while.. who knows rite...

The weather starts cooling... I want them to cool my mind so that I can focus on my studies..that's all... I just want to finish my 4 years of studies with a great degree...go back serve my country..have kids..have a wonderful family and home...make some money..and die at old age..that's all..simple.. hahaha..... life can be simple..but never easy rite.. =)

Ok..gotta prepare for my 2 hours calculus lecture at 3pm..

I shall blog on thursdays...since i am having 3 hours break.. Lets make it twice a month k, my die hard fans? lolx...( perasan again ).. Too bad lor..I am always perasan.. xD

Every thought of yours is a real thing-a force.. what u think..u become.. Force, F=ma

F=motivation x attitude

I dun have attitude and..I have some motivation...

but my force is still 0.. so is what I thought a real thing too? xD

Why Sex?

I know...I know... I update my post again anyway..

HAHAHAHA...... But didn't u get curious of the title??

It was actually my Biology lecture today...on Sexual Selection..and we watched a film on Why Sex?

Cool huh? Biology is fun! and it somehow explains something in someway.... xD

We learnt an amount of things from that film..really cool stuff.. =D

Actually asexual organism can produce more offspring than sexual individuals.. so why isn't sex completely be eliminated?... The existence of sex is a paradox.

The answer is sexual reproduction produce more varieties in individual and it has advantages over asexual reproduction because deleterious alleles or mutation can be reduced from generation over generation.. This involves Purifying and Changing environment hypothesis.. (HAHAHA....I know it is getting boring rite? Apasal all Biology stuff..)

So.. from the film.. THere was a really interesting fact..

The Songbirds.. The male songbirds may be feeding the youngs that aren't his...hahaha...coz his wife cheated on him .. xD

Researchers found out that female songbirds will mate with neighbouring male songbirds which are healthy and physically fit to pass on those good genes to her youngs.. And she will find another male songbird who is capable of care for her youngs and find food for her and the youngs.. (Damn Celaka rite.... Animal kingdom also has such thing...)

This is the fundamental asymmetry of sex..where "Eggs are expensive, but sperms are cheap"

--A female fitness is limited by the resources needed to produce more gametes or eggs but not the ability to find a mate..

--A male's fitness is limited by the number of females they can mate with..

(HAHAHAHAHA........)

Female may choose male on the basis of

-Physical characteristics that signal male genetic quality

-Resources/parental care provided by males.

(HAhahaha.... I wonder if this applied to humans too....)

Why are female choosey?

-Because resources are limited..and they want the good genes to pass only to their young.. And..this leads to competition in male...

So, from the film again... The closest relative to human, chimpanzee and bonobo..

the fun thing about bonobo is .. they have all those sexual behaviours of humans.. gay..lesbian..lolx... those who watch the film will understand..xD

I will explain a bit here.. When Bonobo come upon a new feeding ground or food source, the increased excitement will usually leads to communal sexual activity. All these male to male genital behaviour or female to female genital behaviour are for decreasing tension and peaceful feeding so that not more fighting occur over fighting for mates. This allow them to feed peacefully.. lolx.. see.. what a peaceful animal they are.. =.=

Whereas chimpanzee always fight.. they are violent animals..

Chimpanzee violent..bonobo peaceful but gay.. Doesn't it somehow assembles human beings.. xD

lolx.. there were actually lots of stuff from the film but I just couldn't write down everything here..(I know..it's kinda long ady..)

Last most interesting fact..

Why we assume something as beautiful..nice..masculine.. is we have it from our ancestors.. According to the film, when our ancestors were finding mates..they find those with good genes to pass down to their youngs..

Although we are not thinking of that and doing that in this modern days..but our subconscious somehow still doing it..

Woman want masculine guy for a short term relationship...while a softer looking guy for long term relationship..(hahaha..according to the film..)

All are part from the evolution..

So..why sex? hahahaha.....according to the film, is we feel good about it .. and we feel good parenting our young too... All are part from the human evolution... =) Most of the time when we feel good about most of the things..is that it is in our gene and it is from our ancestors.. xD

Why sex in the animal kingdom? By sexual selection, it is necessary for their youngs to survive and reproduce more offsprings with the variation of inherited traits.. =)

We, humans..anyhow..is to reproduce and make sure the species of humans continuing on earth and keep on living..same goes to other animals too.. =) so, we have to love our earth..coz she is what we have for all species to live in.. =)

Actually I want to watch the last part of the film again as they approaching the conclusion..coz I am still not quite clear about it... xD

Overall..I wrote this post is for mere sharing of my lecture with my frens..no offense intended.. =) It is just all Biology.. Maybe I got parts of it wrong.. but I will revise my lecture again..and perhaps write a long new post again.. LOLX... xD

NOW I'm SURE I LOVE BIOLOGY... and starting to anticipate my exploration into Biotechnology..coz it is all about genetics also rite? xD

Plus, from yesterday's seminar..I started to understand.. Medicine isn't everything.. =)

Ok.. gotta prepare for my Maths lecture at 4 o'clock.. Bye!

(I know this post is long...but if u had FINISHed reading from start to the end.. U would at least got something from what I had learnt today rite? )

No Title... =.=

Ok.. just 20 minutes before 2 o'clock in the morning ( my sleep time).. I am so wanting to write something .. hahaaha

so today.. I found out that studying alone..in my single room...without any music and movie..is so "Nice".. almost fall asleep.. =.= and so this time..I need Chocolate and Peanut Butter! Hahahaha.... (I ate 4 breads with peanut butter almost 1cm thick.. xD)

so.. basically had studied Biological Science "whole day" ( with some facebooking...and other stuff..).. I managed to cover nothing! LOL...~ U see.. I just somehow felt that I didn't study anything..coz I am still trying to figure out what is Natural Selection..Gene Flow and Genetic Drift.. =.= .. and of coz.. What is Evolution? and so many stuff.. keep on backtracking when I studied.. aih....

Actually..I must admit that the guy.. Charles Darwin..is just a mere genius.. It must had taken a lot of his brain's grey matter to figure out what causes Evolution...and the Natural Selection.. 这样都给他想到。。真的是炸到 = = !!

So.. probably next week will be no post from me...coz will be pretty busy... and I know..I know.. My blog is getting dull nowadays rite.. =.= with so many FARK words in the previous previous post.. =.= plus..everyone said I am just talking crap... so.. T.T sad laa.. how can everyone said I talked crap..=.= Everyone.. T.T

Never mind..a week without post from Michael's blog is nothing rite...since his blog only contains crap.. =.= HAHAHAHA.....

O ya.. talking about evolution.. This funny question came out..I saw it somewhere in a TV show last time..

Why do men need nipples? LOLX...

You can go google searched..and u will get alot of scientific explanation...hahahaha..... but one thing I am pretty sure is..

It is an indicator that the weather is COLD and you may want to wear a sweater outdoor.. lolx...

Ok.. time to sleep.. Adious..!

Hope I will not dream of Isopods .. They are big..damn.. and I am so gonna play with them tomoro.. HAHAHAHA..... I will try to squeeze one and see its juice burst out...wtf.... HAHAHA!

MorningzzZ everyone.. =)

I feel that I have felt something.....

but it just gone....

and I will never find them back again...

Maybe one day... I will find them back again... maybe... =)

Once gone...forever gone...

Just another stupid post.. Forget it.. I do wish I can forget it... =)

Should just throw away my laptop...

coz.. I Farking should finish 2 subchapters of Biological Science..but my itchy hands just kept logging into facebook...downloading songs..playing games! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!! ... Why can't I just control myself...

I think starting from next Tuesday.. I should farking start my nine o'clock plan ady... coz library closes at 12 midnite... but quiteness makes me sleep.. =.=

I just farking give too many farking reasons... should just do it!! Yeah~! If others can do it...why not me?!

(Because I m not them =.=) See? I farking give reasons again... =.=

Again.. I farking wasting my time to blogging!

aih... Uni life is not that easy and relaxing... should buck up myself..!

O ya.. n I had changed my blogger time format..so it is not in farking KL time ady.. and u will see how often I farking update my blog...

sorry for so many fark words.. I am just farking pissed off with myself... =.=

And ya.. Blame those farking laptop inventors for all this farking words.. they ruin my life with laptops... xD Blame farking facebook too...they eat away my precious time..