Just wrote a long post.. but then I erased them.. and decided to write this..

"The house is so quite now.. if u want to get a feel of how being in the milky way like.. Come here.. silent and suffocating with emptiness.. LOL..."

All my friends had flown back to their home... (well of coz on an airplane..not like they have wings)..

We didn't sleep whole night yesterday..and their flight is like in the morning.. crazy shit rite? lol.. I don't recall what we did too.. but it was funny and crap.. xD well..I will only be seeing them again after 4 months.. o__O hahahaha....finally. Just kidding.. xD

so three days straight of being a complete excellent couch potato.. hahaha... if they have an exam for couch potato.. I will be getting an A+ .. sleep..wake up..eat..play Pokemon..sleep again..eat..watch movie..sleep..eat Pokemon.. lol..

ya.. u get me right.. We are playing Pokemon Black.. wtf.. MICHAEL! WHY R U DOING WHAT A 4 YEAR OLD KID DOING?!

hahahaha.... xD

saw a kid playing Pokemon on a Nintendo 3DS yesterday at my voluntary work.. lol.. and I feel like telling him.. "hey kid..u r not leveling up.. don't go for the gym leader.." hahahaha....wtf..

thinking of packing.. I go all OMG..AGAIN?! packing..every year I had been packing.. kanasai..

ok.. that's it for now.. lol..dun really have anything to update..

For the friends staying back in Canada: Have a fun time.. Enjoy the summer! and prepared to get heated to craziness..! and see u all after 4 months..

For friends back home: LOL.. see you when I see you..

For myself: Prepared to get heated to craziness as well... Dun enjoy the holidays..Feel them! and bring an umbrella everytime u r out..coz UV rays are not good for the skin.. xD

Ciao!

Summer is finally here..AGAIN!

I m just too tired of doing exams two days straight...

and I can say I pretty much screwed both papers.. x(

anyhow.. LOL.. they are still better than last term where I had two papers in a day for three days consecutively..

so... that is it for now.. I just need to write something ... (back to study)..wtf..

and..

some people.. they just like to take advantage of your weakness and disadvantages..

never mind... it is ok..

as long as you take advantage of your own strength... coz that is what u left..

but the problem is.. I still don't know where my strength lies..

may one day.. I find my strength.. and kick those bastards ass..

lol.. just wait for the one day... I will seek for my strength...

Being positive.. x)

Well... walking back home alone at 10:30pm..

strong wind... deserted quiet-like-graveyard neighborhood..

finally I get to know what it means by..:

"Close ur eyes and feel the world.."

lol....

it is just this deep down sad feeling...again.. hahahaha......

seeing the spring night sky so beautiful... yet... it is silent like the universe..

I miss home.. =)

went out to the universe...

visited the stars...

they said.. it is written there somewhere

among the stars and moons,

a million miles away.

but their lights are fading...

so beautiful yet so dark..

and then .. I realized..

I already lost...

my way back to ..

the very starting point...

where everything started..

heard this very sentimental and emo song...

and guess what...

it made me sad again.....

just a song... at first I woke up feeling great..but after this song...

why are you everywhere? can't get u out from my head...

It is already written in the stars million miles away...

Why do I always fall into something that I already knew it is impossible at first... but yet..I let myself fell deeply into it..

maybe I m just being too passionate?

anyway.. it is still great to find this feeling back again...

it had been missing for a long time...this sentimental feeling...

so thick and deep... that it's ready to engulf the whole universe with its heavy presence...