"Stop?"

From my last post dated 27 Apr.. it has been wad.. 7 months I stopped blogging?

lol... Shud just changed my blog title. haha... to 'Michael Learns to Stop' 

1. Stop Blogging.. 

ya.. I actually Googled "Do people still read blogs.." Apparently..from a poll..yes..people still read blogs.. but only on blogs teaching people how to do certain stuff...blogs on current issue.. hmm... 

Fact like Michael never writes any intelligent posts and no one will read it is just so saddening..haha....

well.. lol.. maybe next time I shall blog "how to cook".. "how to plant a banana tree".. "how to go dating wif urself".. or mayb on current issue like "Penguins of Madagascar".. HAHA.. or stop blogging entirely. lol.

2. Stop Facebook 

Stop stalking people so much..although I secretly wanted to be a private investigator >.<

3. Stop driving so fast 

nearly died last week in a tragic car accident and Puchong Jaya became my final destination with me leaving behind no legacy..Lol.. I knw.. I wish to die in a bed of roses..not at Puchong Jaya..LOL.. (literally la.. coz roses has thorns..not really pleasant to lie on it..xD but when u r dead..thorns or no thorns doesn't really matter anymore rite? lol)

4. Stop being such a nice & kind person

yes.. I admit I am a nice person..for now.. lol. I dunno y.. but I juz can't get angry with anyone..anything..anyhow..I can't reject people when they ask for my help.. well.. u will b glad if u r my frens now. ( u will be "Wah..Michael..u r an angel LOL) yes..I will help u wif all I could.. I will guide u to my best.. I just couldn't get myself to be a jerk n says "Fuck you" anymore.. hahaha.... although I still write it loudly in my blog. xP

yes. u might be thinking.. "serious? u r dat kind?" haha

"Hell no, I m not dat kind" I will have to deny it u knw..

coz being nice.. well..people use u like for granted.. hahaha... u feel like..what is d point of being so nice to people.. 

ya..welcome to d real world of shit. lol. no one likes a nice person.. xD

next time u ask for my help or advice.. I will say "fuck off..find another person to help u..u piece of shit"

5. Stop getting friendzoned

well.. I dunno how to stop dis.. lol.. but in a positive light, well...my friend list grows..lol.

still..ya... continue to get friendzoned.. even better..getting Bro-zoned. HAHAHA...

I actually went Wikihow on "how to get d hell out from friendzone" LOL.. then within seconds, I ultimately realised (before d page loaded).. NO WONDER LA.. u get friendzoned. HAHAHA... (but I still read it anyway.)

lol. dat is wad u called.. a superb nerd. LOL.

6. Stop stopped playing music..

ya.. I stopped playing music.. but I still download music sheet of d pieces I wanted to play on piano..

I have hundred of music sheet on my pc now.. 

just..I dunno  y.. I just stopped.. haha... maybe no time?

maybe d feel is not there anymore..?

u knw.. to play good music.. u need to have dat feeling.... feeling of love.. of when u miss someone.. of nostalgia..of etc...

well.. I just dun feel anything for now. lol. i m "feel-less" hahaha... 

must find one day to play d keys dat strike chords of happiness again.

7. Stop watching Disney/Pixar/Dreamworks animation.. lol

I enjoy animations so much.. hahaha... everytime there is a new Disney or Pixar animation.. I jump with excitement and eager to watch. haha... movies like "Fast n Furious".."Hercules" .. juz doesn't attract me anymore.. haha... I like "Frozen" so muchhh... xP

oh god.. that is no good.. watching Disney doesn't look man-ly on u.. u knw dat. LOL

8. Stop eating un-healthily

yes.. I bet everyone must stop doing it. hahaha

9. Stop working to late hours..

ya.. saw a phrase online before..something like dis "everytime you ignore ur work-life balance..ignoring ur family n frens.. u must learn dat.. ur organization will find a replacement for you the moment you r gone."

harsh but true.. we are all replace-able.. but for our family.. u r their only ones. =)

10. Stop going to movies alone (...most of d time)

yes. when I tell people.. "oh. I watched dat alone".. 9 out of 10 gives me dat look o_O

well.. d reason is.. I really like watching movies alone.. I love it.. lol..

but ya.. still everytime I walked into dat theatre alone.. I do have dat sad feeling. LOL

dun get me wrong.. I really like going to movies alone. haha... I enjoy being alone..n I do not feel lonely. Hahaha... alone & lonely does not have d same meaning. lol..

(okay..I shall stop explaining.. if not.. 10 out of 10 people will all give me dat look) lol.

Hahaha... I opened my blog..wif no intention of writing anything.. but in a spur of wanting to crap something.. I came out wif so many nonsense. LOL.

okie..shud crap-off here.. not sure if anyone still opens their blog n read others blog in this era of time. hahaha...

but well.. I enjoy writing shit after sooooooo looooong... Hahaha... =D

it feels like after a looong constipation.. u go to shit every shit out. LOLOL.. omfg.. 

btw.. Interstellar is really goood..! I love every bits of it.. definitely my top favourite movie in 2014. 

I should have studied Physics as my major n got jobless for a long time like how I did with Biotech...lol..I hope there is a movie on biotech..like how dey did wif Interstellar.. mayb dey shud name it dat time as InterGenes. HAHAHA... okay.. super lame.... no wonder u did not become a movie director. xP

Last published 26 Sept 2013.
I think it must be a mistake.. lol. how could I had abandoned my blog for so long..
but well. time never lies. haha.

I noticed.. the older u get.. the less u write.. haha...
frens with blog.. few years back..they would write a long grand-mother-story of what they ate for lunch.. now.. they updated with juz two sentences..a photo + a selfie.. =.= can u believe it.
some even forgot about blogging. (dat includes me)

well.. guess.. we all have now.. more important things to do in life.. (*ahem ahem*)

I m starting to forget:
1) how to write a piece of blog that will make people laugh (ya..like u ever wrote one.)
2) how to hold a dslr
3) how to play the piano
4) how watching movie in the theatre feels like..
5) how eating sushi wif a group of frens feels like.
6) how to read a book.
7) how sitting under a tree feels like..
8) how sitting on a rock waiting for bus while the snow falls n touches ur face feels like..
9) how to walk home late at night with a scout knife in ur pocket.
10) how to laugh heartily.

The reality is like a rapid current..once u dive in..it will bring u with it..lost in the flow..lost in time.
unless u found something strong like a beautiful rock along the way to hold on to, muster your strength to get back on land...
stop, rest, and witness how others got sweep away.
but at the back of ur head. u know. dat current will bring you somewhere.. somewhere further..n u will have to get back in.
so, at d end. u gather enough courage n dive in again. u realize. d next pit stop. will be somewhere down d stream. u dunno where it will be..when will u find it. but u knw..it will be there. then again. u got lost in time.
Among the cold n darkness, u just need to stay strong..n the next daybreak will be here.. by then u will be able to find dat next rock. =)


I noticed. I do not often apologize. I do not know why. maybe I forgot to say dat word..or maybe I do not like abusing the value of "sorry" too often. it is kind of a heavy word.. or maybe I juz dun have my moral n integrity..
when I know where my mistake is. I will fix it.
when u point out where my mistake is..I will ask how can I fix it..n then I will fix it.
when I know I m wrong dis time. I won't repeat it next time.
u can call me arrogant..n all sort of things..
I juz dun like saying n also hearing the word "sorry"..
coz it is like an excuse to cover ur ignorance..
or just an ignorance to put in an excuse.
juz simple as dat.
I knw..a lot of  things cannot be fixed.. then for those..I will apologize.
coz remorse and shame comes from the heart..not verbally.
I guess.. dat is how I value d word "sorry"..
I do not know if dis is right n acceptable.. but well..
as I say. I m not really good in my moral.

I prefer living life by my principles..as long as it is right by the law.
haha.. if u get hurt emotionally..then well..I dun see how u got hurt..so I dun really care.
coz emotion changes every single second. u can be unhappy, furious, angry  from top to toe of wad I did now. but d next day u should be fine. haha.. n yes. u should be fine coz u will knw life is too short for shit like me. LOL.

coz sometimes.. gosh.. it is juz so FARKING HARD to please everyone.. n life is juz too farking short for dat. lol.

You Live Everyday! but You Only Die Once. so Yes. Sorry. Died trying too hard to please everyone is definitely not on my list and will not be on my list. I m not a clown. hahaha.
(yes. please have a lot of respect for clowns..I mean real clowns..not the clown u use "u clown" to scold people with..coz I guess deep inside.. they have died many times to please the crowd. haha)