Should just throw away my laptop...

coz.. I Farking should finish 2 subchapters of Biological Science..but my itchy hands just kept logging into facebook...downloading songs..playing games! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!! ... Why can't I just control myself...

I think starting from next Tuesday.. I should farking start my nine o'clock plan ady... coz library closes at 12 midnite... but quiteness makes me sleep.. =.=

I just farking give too many farking reasons... should just do it!! Yeah~! If others can do it...why not me?!

(Because I m not them =.=) See? I farking give reasons again... =.=

Again.. I farking wasting my time to blogging!

aih... Uni life is not that easy and relaxing... should buck up myself..!

O ya.. n I had changed my blogger time format..so it is not in farking KL time ady.. and u will see how often I farking update my blog...

sorry for so many fark words.. I am just farking pissed off with myself... =.=

And ya.. Blame those farking laptop inventors for all this farking words.. they ruin my life with laptops... xD Blame farking facebook too...they eat away my precious time..

=)

Just finished two dramas.. 仙剑奇侠传1 and 仙剑奇侠传3 。 Total of 72 episodes.. LOL... xD

anyway.. I will not regret that I neglected some of my work for them..hahaha.....(actually is all)..

coz.. these two movies really touching and taught me alot.. =) plus bonus..nice songs..too.. so..*two thumbs up* !

One thing that I have learnt... 活在当下。 that is the most important.. =) Appreciate what u have right now... although they will be gone one day..but cherish them and you never will be regret for the rest of your life.. =)

Don't know why every time after I watched nice movies..I will be like very sentimental and affected deeply by them.. =.= maybe it is me being too emo... =.=

Ok.. gotta do my work now... Will live my life properly..hahahaha.......... coz.. 当人不简单。

',"RAIN,'",'

Yeah!! Today rain... after almost 3 weeks I arrived at Toronto..

Don't know why..I damn suka raining .. coz it gives me sweet memories and experiences..

Walk under the rain..damn syok...

I like raining... especially when it cools the temperature around..and refreshing..

Kiss The Rain.... =)

I like when water falls around me.. =.= ok.. ciao..

无名烦恼

Hmm... have been a few days didn't learn blogging ady... almost forgot I have a blog..

so... a really great week.. I love to be busy.. so my mind will not be wandered off my body...

Signed up for a few clubs during the club week.. Hopefully I will have time and motivation to go for meetings.. n meet new people..

Hmm... actually have nothing to blog about... =.=

Just feel very anxious nowadays.. 很烦。。 maybe shall go back to learn my Meditation.. it really helps sometimes.... a way to temporarily put down everything and go into quietness and tranquility...

sometimes just can't control myself well.... aih... somemore now can't go home... never mind .. time really flies like no other people's business... I have been in Toronto like around 3 weeks ++ .. but nothing much changed.... =.= Just turned thinner..can see my ribcage now.. T.T wtf..

I really hope something will change in me.. I mean change towards goodness... =.=

So, I guess what I have to do now is focus on my studies..so not to disappoint those who have put their hope in me... =) Nothing else really matters now... the only matters now is studies.. It is still a long journey... =)

Only 3 weeks gone from the four years.. xD

People said..with education..you will survive.. Is that true? With higher education..you have better job..bigger money... with all these .. again.. comes great responsibility....

I guess the most important is... Play your role well... that's all what it takes..

and WHY THE F... is the clock on my desk always ticks so fast?! I just hope time can fly a little bit slower... just a little bit.. to let me slow down and see things clearer...then only continue running.. =)

As long as I can remember...someone once told me that uni life will be easier.. just make it to university then u are all set...

I guess..that was just to make me continue my journey to university... so now I will still hold on to this..and I will be all set for life... =)

the stage after university is life right? xD

Now have to do everything by myself.. no more other people to help me with my undone business... It is just you that can help yourself..I guess that is the most true sentence I have ever heard...

Ok.. gotta go study my Biological science.. Evolution.. I just hope I can evolve into a genius... let natural selection select the genius traits from my gene... (maybe there is no genius trait =.= wtf).. hahahahaha...

O .. just wondering how I will play like a monkey in beach volleyball this Sunday... must be like a monkey one laa..I so short.. T.T ...

Ok.. Ciao...

独

独行的旅游或出去走走是多么的自由和快活。

虽然失踪了但只要对陌生人问路一下便可又继续路程。。还搭了顺风车。

一个人走在路上是多么的清静。脑袋也开阔了些。思想的东西也慢慢的多了。

加拿大的星期日是多么的安静。我就是喜欢这般的宁静。

不晓得两个人的旅游会是怎样。但我知道的是，失踪了肯定会吵架。xD

心静自在。我喜欢这四个字。=)

U...

Yesterday..Uni Maths prof showed some really cold thing.. =.= but quite funny too.. xD

It is like this.. A to Z.. make them into numbers.. A=1, B=2 and so on.. Z=26

so apparently.. he showed us.. HARDWORKING.. plus all the alphabets is 96%

KNOWLEDGE is 98%..

ATTITUDE make 100%.. =)

But the best part is BULLSHIT makes 103%

ASSKICKING makes 108%..

Sorry if I got the numbers wrong.. =.= but it is meant this way..

therefore.. Bullshitting will be enough.. xD

HAHAHAHA.......

I have something to write.... but dunno how to write... dunno how to put it into words..

I just want to say.. I Miss U...

I guess this feeling will be lifted off after quite some times rite?

U really made some heavy impact to my life.. aih...

How come when the night is quiet then I will think of this kind of thing.. =.=

Ok.. ciao.. gotta sleep ady.. thnking of u make me tired.. =.=

Remember The Titans...

Ok... today I am going to write something different.. no more about what the fark I felt.. Who cares rite? lolx..

So, yesterday I watched my all-time favourite movie again..instead of studying Calculus which has quiz next week..=.= the movie is.. "Remember The Titans" .. movie from year 2000.. really nice movie.. awesome plot .. it made me shed tears again at the end of the movie.. Dunno why..I dun understand football at all..but the movie is just damn touching.. Unity and teamwork is the main theme..and the actors definitely are great! This movie is based on true story.. so..if you feel free and dun feel like studying.. go youtube or watsoever download..watch it!

(Highly recommend to VIRCS to make the members understand unity and victory.. =D )

Let's us see .. what I was facing today.. This morning..I was lost in finding classroom... Mississauga campus is not big but has alot of rooms..hahaha..... and the room I was finding is 1161.. so..came around this guy from Nigeria..he smiled to me and I smiled to him.. so..I asked him where is Room 1161? then.. he just pointed out the way..he is a first year too so..sama-sama dunno also laa.. xD AHHAHA..... finally I found.. celaka that room number printed on the door has 1 missing at the end..no wonder couldn't find.. =.=

and again.. during break..went to library.. met him again when I was going to leave.. and he asked whether I remembered him or not.. I was like huh? hahaha...... damn paiseh laa..lupa dia pulak after like 4 hours.. so this time we made friend.. took his cellphone number while we were walking to class...he is doing computer science but planning to shift to life science..coz at the end he thought Biology is still his favourite.. =)

He doesn't know where is Malaysia..hahaha..... never mind..=.= I told him it is terhempit between Thailand and Singapore..hahaha..... so..made a new friend from foreign land today.. feel happy.. (again..about what I felt..) ...

Sometimes.. I just couldn't get it.. how come a person from a foreign land can be so friendly to another person from another piece of land..with different culture..different background? instead..the people from their own land are not friendly and don't take good care of one another.. hahaha......... good question rite?

So.. I guess.. I have to make wider networking with people from all walks of life...all walks of land..hahaha.....the best is I have some friends from every continent in the world.. Today, I met one..from Africa.. =)

Met some new friends too in tutorial class..great people.. hahaha...... I guess sometimes..humans still live in a pack rite..lolx... If so, I prefer wolf..they can hunt and work alone..at the same time can live in a community...and cunning as well...and I do think sometimes they do looked cool.. xD

OMG.. didn't realise..I had written so long... but who cares right? hahaaha... My blog I suka lah..

ok..so next thing I am going to write is.... HAHAHAHA.... just joking.. gotta ciao ady..

Last note.. : Canada is a really diverse country..great diversity.. You can meet people from all walks of life..all people from all continent..and I think that is great..

The next thing I will do..is to join some clubs and play some sports.. Maybe that was why I was once happy in Victoria Institution..coz I have VIRCS.. My brothers..

I think I am still a person who likes meeting new people..living in a group..working on great stuff as a team... maybe that's my true self.. or maybe it is not.. I will tell you when I found.. =D

or..maybe it had been a really long time since I last tasted victory.. =.= sounds weird..

I guess I am still a person who enjoys victory with a team... Victory along with a team still make me happy.. and make me smile everytime I was thinking of my brothers in VIRCS.. =)

therefore.. "Remember The Titans" made such a heavy impact on me even though I watched it first and second time.. =)

"Remember The Victorians" sounds better rite? =D

Here I end my 740 words long post.. xD

Milk...

Ok.. so first day of class ended like that.. tomoro..second day.. then so on and so forth..for 8 months..

so.. nothing to brag about and nothing to crap about..

just more things to worry now.. =)

But I will leave those to worry tomorrow.. U see..u all dun hav to worry but I have to coz u guys dun have the problem I have... =) Only me understand ok..

Sometimes .. I just hope I can sleep for whole day without need to wake up in the morning and think what I should do today..

but .. I have responsibilities.. and only me to do it all...

hope I can escape it all.. but responsibilities are responsibilities... now living on foreign land.. I just have to bear it all rite? I think this is just the process of growing up.. guy to man.. =.=

I have heavy sense of responsibilities I think.. I just wanted to have all my things done perfectly and completely.. =) and now.. I am learning to do everything perfect and wholesome.. =)

ya.. forget.. did i tell u i have addiction to milk nowadays? haha... maybe that reminds me of those days when I was still a child and have everyone by my side.. =)

Time to sleep now.. I miss M'sia...where I have everyone..

OK? KO?

Tomorrow class starts ..

hopefully.. everything will be fine ..

coz.. shit already happens to my timetable.. =.=

haih... never a moment peaceful in my life.. lolx.. xD

missing alot of things... thinking a lot of things.. pondering over alot of stuff..

sometimes.. I just want to know.. Is this all right? Am I being cruel to myself..?

ok.. gotta go wash clothes now.. kanasai la.. miss my home's mashing machine alot.. this machine here... =.= I miss sun bathed shirt..lol... not shirts dried by dryer.. =.=

k.. didn't write very long ok.. emo again.. =.=

ok..means zero killed during war last time..

so wat is ko? kill zero? hahaha...... funny..=.=

FIRST

First post using my first laptop..

guess I had alot of first time..

so.. still trying to cope with this kanasai laptop.. have to familiar with the keys.. last time pc keyboard was bigger.. I miss my Dell at home.. although it is kanasai..but still cute n nice ok.. my first dekstop pc.. lolx

now considering .. shall I get my first music keyboard? since I ady had my first piano..

hmm... guess I will have many first times in this city called Toronto n in this maple leaf country called Canada.. Am I prepared? hahaha........... but a good one ok..not a negative one..

I m trying to keep a clean mind now.. xD

So.. about one week in Toronto Mississauga ady.. many things left undone yet.. and many things waiting to be done..

I am wondering.. Am I organized enough to make my own life??

sometimes I just dunno what the fark I am doing .. =.=

Sometimes.. I feel I am spiritless.. like a wandering body without its mind.. You can't live with a body without mind..

Where is my mind.. ?

Havta find back my spirit .. to keep me motivated and keep going again... =)

I need something to keep me motivated.. wondering what made me come to this stage..must had something that motivated me rite? dun tell me it is merely fate.. or maybe it was..

So.. despite all that .. just have to motivate myself now.. I really dunno what motivated me last time.. Since my direction changed..I lost my motivation.. T.T

the first thing now.. find back my direction.. U knw wat is my new direction now rite? Biotechnology.. I will excel in this field and make tonnes of biodegradable money in the future.. Muahahaha.... xD

Hope I will not get into my emo state next week.. pray hard.. I really dun like it when emotion take control of my lost mind.. since my mind is lost.. emotion replacing it.. but I really dun want this to happen.. Is it coz of Biology..body own reaction?? hahaha....

Sometimes..many people said I am emo.. or..quiet.. or not so socialable.. but one thing I can tell you.. You do not really understands me.. lolx.. I take time to mix around.. coz my firewall is too strong.. =.=

No la.. will make new friends when class start.. if not.. what is the f**king point to study oversea if u do not have friends with blonde hair..and friends with red hair.. n so on?

By the way.. I had promised myself a thing.. and you know me.. I do keep to my promises.. A promise is to be kept.. so .. I will DO It! .. Yes!

one more strange thing.. I do not really want to tell.. but after I reached Toronto.. I really lost my interest in something.. ( dun want to make it clear..) .. but I think I will just focus on my study.. HAHAHAHA......... lolx... xD beauty doesn't move my heart.. =.= hahhaa...

Only heart can move a heart.. rite? =)

YEAH!!

YEAH!! I like this .. aha~aha~..
Great! My second post in canada. =D

This post is special coz it is my first post in UTM's library!!
Hooray! Shall start my nine o'clock plan soon.. but too bad lo..the library only opens till 5pm.. but tuesday and thursday..till 9!! hahaha.....

ok.. so.. I am sitting here.. typing my blog while others in the library are doing err..research paper? or something related to academic.. I felt I am so "sia sui" now..

Never mind..never mind.. I will have my go in the library typing papers..researching..and a lot more one day.. and after that one day..there will be alot more to come.. HAHAHA....

So..I will take my sweet time now typing my blog.. xD

There is a pretty girl looking at me now .. hahaha... her eyes are blue.. xD maybe wondering why this person is typing blog? lolx...

okok.... so this library has three floors.. Awesome rite? hahhaha..... I really has addiction towards any library..and have the urge to stay here all day long.. but I am not a dull boy ok.. I enjoy outdoors too... hahaha.....

Sorry to all my die hard fans.. (perasan again.. =.=) .. I can't post any photos for you guy's pleasure view coz I dun have a laptop..and it is kinda hard.. but I believe my words make all post great to read rite? hahaha.....doesn't have to be photos painting thousands words.. I can write thousand words... lolx....

Actually I had captured plenty of photos... will post them in facebook one day..

And one thing.. I am pulled towards photography.. like the feeling of holding camera and taking nice shots.. Maybe shall considered to take it as my new hobby..
We..humans..must try new things rite? If not.. life will be damn f***king bored.. xD
but don't the new things ever be bad things.. =)

Ok.. shall go now.. going to borrow some books perhaps.. hahahaha..... and go out today to search for lappy.. with biotech family.. "Beloved"Mat is waiting at home now.. =.= not forgetting Philip.. =D

O Ya.. Here I wish all those who is coming to Canada..and who have reached Canada.. wish you guys have a wonderful life journey in Canada.. Explore yourself and absorb what is good to find your true self.. =) and .. by the way.. All the best in yr academics and social networking..! =)


Ciao for now.. so long.. =D

Again.. It is simple but never easy.. =)