L...........o.................L

Chinese New Year is coming ... and...

YEAH!!! more exams.... and more exams.... and more labs .... and more and more assignments... xD tell u geography is very fun... not the lectures..never are the lectures.. but the Assignments are challenging yet fun! u solve them .. u smile whole day.. =D

Dun tell me I m creepy...but ya.. I feel somehow that I m living when I m busy...although nothing that I did is perfect ... hahahaha....but still...busy reminds me that I m living... and not wandering around accomplishing nothing... although sometimes I too wandering doing nothing when I m suppose to be busy.. lol ... xD so happy that I m going to finish a lab report that is suppose to due next week... lol... shit...first time I started a report so early...4 days before the next due date.. hehehehehe...... it is so not me...

what defines Michael? "Oh.. he is a last minute guy... and he does everything last minute... yet surprisingly he had the courage and still finished them on time...but .. pulled through with a poor mark... lol..and he complained, blamed everything about it..but never realized it was his own fault.." that is Michael.. xD

I have always been asking myself.. "What if I did that earlier..will I get a better result?" ..

now I m in the stage of trying and experimenting the "what if..." lol..

wish me luck.. xD hopefully I m the smart person like someone is saying... lol... but nah.. I m not smart.. I m smarter... wtf..overloading self-loving nerd I m.. hahahaha

x( I found out my piano sounds so soft after plugging in the headphones... so.. so weird playing piano with headphones on... wtf... hahhaha.... but nah.. as long as I enjoy the music.. every shit is fine with me.. xD every shit like my chair is lower than the keyboard and I have short legs.. lol

30 seconds to Mars rocks.. even their band names is so cool... =D

YES! looking forward to go home... real rest..summer... =) =) =) =) =)

We can be happy and feeling great the whole day easily...

just by changing our heart and mind... change them and tell them that u r happy.. and feeling great..

or by let say.. the prof cancelled the class? lol....

first one is what I m trying to do... second one will come by as a bonus sometimes ...but it is so rare.. hahahaha

I m always after perfection... but never I work hard for reaching perfection coz I m so farking imperfect and slack...then slowly..I realized it doesn't has to be perfect...coz in that way...it makes things better...a lot better... lol..

but never tell me imperfection is the new perfection... it never will be... coz it simply isn't!

Cheers! It is going to be February.. =) and it is the month of Valentine again... LOL...

Ciao! nerds! ... go back to ur dark world...underground filled with books...facebook...laptops... hahahahaha.....ur life is nothing like mine! coz I m going to my bed and the sexy pillow of mine... lmao... sleep can be so good sometimes.. =D love sleep...

WTF.. the landlady just said..

" THIS HOUSE IS RUN BY MY RULES!!"

BLOODY KUKU BESI.. u need to say it out like that or not... wtf...

everyone knows it.. but u dun have to say it OUT... = = u really just lost my respect for u COMPLETELY .. lol

= = plus after whole three days straight of tiredness... I really feel like = = pointing her this.. t(-.-t)

but nah.. I just said.. yes...yes...yes...I know.. = = wtf..

AahhH.... tomoro got test.. FML... starting this week.. officially screw up.. every week will be busy.. T______________T

but still today someone asked me how are the courses so far?

me answered:" ya.. pretty good...I m damn free nowadays" ... = =

shit.. I never be honest to myself and other people... lol..

but impossible I answerrd her.. "FARK!! I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE SHIT!! ORGANIC CHEMISTRY BLOWS MY MIND..!!!"

god damn .. I couldn't coz was in the library that time.. lol

ok.. Ciao! blogging really can help release a bit of adrenaline enable me to focus for another 5 minutes.. xD

Cheers!

got a high mark in geography assignment.. lol... YEAH! that made my day.. let's keep up the good work.. (and I always do well in courses that are unrelated to my program..aih...if only I can do that well in organic chemistry this time.. Yup.. let's work hard)

Dun tell me that I m being self-centered...

The Sun is so self-centered that it has the whole farking solar system...the planets revolving around it... and sometimes it blast them with solar flares which influence them so badly..! see?

so.. now.. tell me.. is it a good thing to be self-centered?

but one thing... too bad.. I M NOT THE SUN!

yet I can be the moon in the sky that made the tide on earth goes mad... lol

Someone knocked at my door at 23:00+ pm ..

showed me a very nervous look..like tomorrow is the end of the world..

told me .. "I LOST MY KEYS!"

LOL.... but come on dude..

how did u come into the house since it was locked at this hour of the night if u really lost ur keys?

lol... then this dude found his keys in the kitchen...

hahahaha.... I m not trying to show anything here.. but this really made my day.. lol

I can be too cool headed sometimes.. xD

shit.. u just can't help but keep on perasan-ing and shock sendiri eh? hahaha...

Ciao...! have a nice week everyone.. till Chinese New Year then... So long.. Cheers!

Wanted to write a far beyond negative post... ( u know I m very good in stuff like this...)

but.. nah.. forget it...

coz.. it will spoil ur day...and it will probably spoil everyone else's too..

so one question that is worth to be pondered : What is the question again?

it is ok if u don't get it... coz probably u r dumb or something.. but dun get too sad about it.. hahahaha........

so u have insomnia again?

so here it is again..

Insomnia again... fml.. I haven't sleep properly for almost one week.. Dang..

they said if u sleep late.. u die young..? ur hair bald? memory deteriorating? stupid? dumb? looks blur? dull? brain not alert? speech hindered? low IQ? low EQ? the list goes on.....blah blah blah..

yup.. my hair is balding..wtf.. my memory is always deteriorating..I forgot what I studied..where I put my keys.. yes..I m stupid..dumb..looks completely a nerd..no brain..cannot speak well.. ya low IQ..extremely no EQ.. and blah...blah...blah..

so now.. we left the die young part eh..? LOL...

so .. if u have all of the above... it makes u not a human anymore.. it makes u look like a .. a... shit...beast.. lol...

so.. if u are a beast.. u have to die young for the benefits of mankind.. ROFL..

they also said.. u can count sheep if u cannot sleep.. but I see no sheep on my ceilings..on my walls..on the door.. Next time.. I m so gonna draw flocks and flocks of sheep in my children's bedroom.. so they can count them if they cannot sleep.. LOL... so.. we can leave out the bedtime story part.. xD

they also said..meditate helps u to sleep... = = when I sit there and close my eyes.. it's just I m sitting trying to sleep instead of lying.. LOL... so.. = = it is the same .. only u r sitting instead of lying..

they said drink milk helps too.. but.. after I found out what is in milk nowadays.. I stopped drinking.. u don't want to know what is it.. hahahaha

they once said.. thinking about happy memories help u to sleep well and dream well... but when I start thinking... I want to think more... then I found out there are no more.. so..it ended up.. IT IS SO FREAKING PATHETIC.. T__T

someone told me that reading can make me sleep... so..yup..when I start reading...I can't concentrate on the page...there it goes my mind wandering around... and ended up..I move to the bed again.. LOL

then some said listening to songs... ya.. I opened up my list of music... = = there are no relaxing music.. 50% alternate rock.. 30% Pop .. 20% R&B.. 10% Techno.. lol..

What I said best is that .. Wait for the sunrise... and wait for the Melatonin hormone secreted by pineal gland to kick in... then I will sleep.. x) location: no other than lecture hall... hahahaha.....

but surprisingly.. the one week...where I had insomnia every night.. I didn't sleep a bit in lecture hall.. but I stare blankly.. my ears are listening with my eyes stare point blank.. hehehehe... point blank I stare.. O__O

So.. yup.. Ciao! folkers..

So there it goes..

class commenced yesterday.. =D

new term.. new year... hopefully a whole new sheet of results.. xD

yup.. geography .. after so long... I still love it... Ended studying geography like 6 years ago? lol.. so..yes.. now.. I still know deep inside I enjoy learning about the place we live in..

Earth is all we have... if we dun love Earth and learn everything about Earth.. who is gonna do it? hahahaha

the geo prof shows alot of enthusiasm in teaching... =D and in the Blackboard portal.. he says please do not print the notes..save the environment... if u want to print.. print it with six pages in one page.. LOL... 6 pages in one page? yea... xD it is better off if u might as well dun print it.. and if u use the laptop to read it.. u spent electricity.. that is harming the earth too.. xD so which one? ahahahaha

self experienced that time tells everything...

ya...finally I had figured it out... x)

went for a movie ... =) a good message.. : dun think yourself as being little... coz.. little can achieve big.. so..yup.. be little..but be big in heart.. =) No one is being small in this world...

ps: the light bulb in my room burnt again.. = = just changed it like a month ago.. fml..that means I have to buy a new one, climb up and change it again... u see... DUN buy "MADE IN CHINA" product.. but one thing.. all ten light bulbs u checked.. all 10 of them are "MADE IN CHINA" ...

= = wtf... is it the light bulb or coz of the pin or the whole farking switch? the new light bulb reads it can be used up to 2000 hours.. LOL... one month.. 31 days..24 hours..hold on.. I didn't on for 24 hours.. = = ok let it be 24..easier to count.. so total is 744 hours only.. 2000 hours .. u can use for 3 MONTHS!!! and that is if and only if u on it for whole day and night...

okok.. enough of complaining.. go get a new light bulb and change it.. xD

Ciao folks! have a great academic term.. =D

when u speak nicely to people.. they get angry...wtf..

do u want me to shout at u to do something that u supposed to do like 2 weeks ago?

ya.. maybe I m not being nice still...

I think changing back to my previous self is better..

at least... no one dares to talk to me.. and I don't need to ask anyone to do anything...

[sigh] when u try to be nice... u get shit..

when u being not nice.. u get shit too...

so..please teach me what to do...

and.. if it was me 2 years ago... U ALREADY FARKING GOT A CHAIR IN UR FACE! THE CHAIR WAS JUST RIGHT BESIDE ME..

U should be damn glad that I changed quite a bit... = = kanasai.. still show ur penis face to me when u were being asked to do something u supposed to do...somemore being so rude..

me shouting shut up to u was already being very modest.. = =

Everyone has their responsibility ... and one of them is.. PLEASE CLEAN UP AFTER URSELF..

at least.. if u were lazy.. ok fine.. but NOT TILL SOMETHING GROW FUNGUS! ...

staying with someone that is not hygienic is damn farking a problem.. = = this not ur home where u have ur mom to clean for u... NOW U R A GOD DAMN 21 YEAR GROWN MAN... U SUPPOSE TO CLEAN UP AFTER URSELF.. and AT LEAST BE CONSIDERATE OF OTHER PEOPLE ... WE STILL NEED TO USE THE KITCHEN COOKING TOOLS..

hahaha.... ok..enough.. so how is your first day of the new year? lol.. as u can see.. I had a pretty nasty one..

hope u guys had a nice and great one.. HAPPY NEW YEAR again.. =D

WHY M I ALWAYS BEING THE BAD PERSON OF THE HOUSE... = = OTHERS BEHAVE LIKE THEY DON'T STAY HERE... damn frust... = =