Got sick on foreign land is totally FML sort of thing..

first...u r sick..

second..u r sick..

third.. u r sick...

and... u r the only self that can care about urself..

no one even ask r u ok..

see...the world is cruel...no one gives a damn thing .. so why should I give a damn from now on?

How can I got sick now? FML... this week still got exams..

"I sailed across the Sun... Made it to the milky way.. Just to see the stars all faded.."

(made a whole big round..at the end..it makes no difference at all..how disappointing it was)

how funny it is when u planned to take a nap...

but ended up watching two movies in a row for 3 hours.. = = wtf

yeah! finally reading week is here... ok..it should be changed to study break.. lol.. but there are 3 papers waving at me right after next week.. x( fml.. (they are waving goodbye...fail)

was looking forward to the ski trip at blue mountain during break..

but now.. T__T I don't really want to go.. want to read my organic chemistry..(michael..dun bullshit here..the whole universe knows that u will never do that..lol) and be a couch potato.. hide in the room...hide away from the sun..the street...the people...the cars...the sound...the trees..the leaves..the dogs..water on the road..the world..

lol... ya..right deep inside..I want to live underground...

(strongly believe that underworld exists... no. it is not hell although hell is true too) .. lol..

despite that.. I m sort of an outgoing person.. (another bullshit) lol..I can be anything I want when I just change my mind.. LMAO.. I can be crazy if I want to be.. (at least I made friends ok..) I just have this duo personality.. hehehe... simple saying.. I don't know who I am..

see.. yesterday I just went for a jeopardy chemistry quiz... lol...

won a prize.. (actually everyone got a prize) ..

and.. ya.. chemistry quiz.. u didn't see it wrong..

I went for a chemistry quiz...

not biology.. it is chemistry... LMAO

ya.. it was fun.. playing games with a bunch of nerds.. LOL.. (better none of them see this..)

signing up for guitar workshop by music club.. lol...doubt that I will have time for it..

but.. they haven't reply my email.. wtf.. if u organized a workshop..people email u .. u reply! not after two days..no answer..

wonder if they have board meeting in the way we had last time.. Hmm... lol.. remember the pialas? lmao..

and I found that my room looks like a rat nest.. x( I used to be a very clean person.. now I m becoming like Adly.. fml.. (if u don't know who he is..don't bother to find out) lol

Step up 3D is really awesome...

"some famous guy said.. to travel is better than to arrive.. it is actually what happens along the way that counts..the stumble..the fall..the friendships..it is a journey..not a destination.."

lol.. best quote..

ok..I will leave it here... ending with a nice quote.. not some other crap.. xD

so.. Ciao! have a nice week..!

If u felt that u r alone sometimes... lol.. it is ok..

find a boat and head to ur own island... (swimming can be dangerous..)

and make ur own paradise... xD

(if only a piece of island doesn't come with a high price..I will get one..)

lol... never mind... I will still get myself one after 30 years... hehehehe....

or find one that is not on the map... yeah..!

He is a PIRATE!! xD

by the way...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

and my life is screwed with organic chemistry... coz chemistry has no love in it... BIO has...it is about life...and life means love... life love life love life love life love... love life?

fark u chemistry... LOL...ur name even spells MISERY!! (can u find misery among the word chemistry? if u couldn't... too bad... ur brain is distorted.. lol...)

everyone else says there is chemistry in love... is it? HAHAHAHA

P.S. Green teddies look gross... xD

when people are keeping something from u...

and not telling u something...

that means they didn't want u to know anyway..

so... there is no need to ask them ...

coz if they want u to know.. they will tell u..

and secondly .. it just means u r not trustworthy...

found out the second one simply just hurts ..if u r the type that tried so hard keeping promises and not to break any promise... how frustrating at the end...u found no one trust u anyway..

it gets worse with people that are close to u...

enough said... lol...

niteZzz people...

trusting people doesn't mean they will trust u with the same way... =)

don't say I didn't warn u... lol

After listening to Michael Jackson's songs...

have this sudden sentimental feeling...

his vocal.. so strong and powerful..

if u watched his videos..

moonwalk.. how gracefully he glide...

beyond human capability... defying law of physics moves..

and.. he is gone..

Believe me... There will never have second MJ existing after him..

no one can dance like him...and sing like him...

He is ... a legend.. a true legend.. =)

no second person can far reach his fame.. not even wat Justin Bieber..and others.. lol..

Want to know why I feel like crying...?

coz.. a pop king like him... every person at any corner of the world..knows about him..his songs..and of coz all the news...

and he died..just like that...

so tell me...

How short can life be?

if u watched the journey of MJ .. from how young he sang and dance to now.. u will get what I mean..

lol.. I know it is somehow weird and random to post this... but... hahahaha...... yup.. just a sudden feeling to share..

for the first time in my life..

I felt like.. shouting.. "FARK!!" during a BIOLOGY exam.. Not a CHEMISTRY..

lol... OMG.. Genetics... 50 minutes.. so damn hard..!

those who did the paper.. u know how hard it was...

dun let me see the word "pedigree" again..

NOT EVEN THE ONE THAT COMES WITH DOG FOOD..! lol.. and what alien from mars.. female gametes undergoes meiosis 1..mitosis then mitosis.. and male gametes what didn't undergo meiosis.. blah..blah..blah..then how many chromosomes are there...and what gametes fused then how many.. over 8 sentences long..wtf.. THIS IS A 50 MINUTES EXAM!!

The guy beside me was burying his head on the paper during genetic test today.. and the lady beside me.. looked like she gonna cry... the guy behind was sharpening his pencil every 5 minutes..like he was preparing to stab himself.. lol...

I ... still strongly believe.. that at least I can get half of the paper right.. hopefully... just dun let me die so badly..

Coz.. I was MEANT TO DIE FOR ORGANIC CHEMISTRY.. NOT GENETICS..

so.. PLEASE... lol

LoL --> used to be laugh out loud.. now.. it is.. Lost Of Laughter.. x(

the worst thing was.. they put a timer at the big screen... so.. it reminds u.. how near u r to the dead end.. = = do u think it is appropriate to make students nervous and confused both at the same time during such exams? lol

if u took 2 minutes to read 22 questions each (forget the understanding questions part).. u already had 44 minutes gone.. and u have only less than 10 minutes left to figure out the "simple" probability maths... lol..

even if u r a super genius.. u still can't finish it on time.. so ya.. there it goes..

and I m just a below average student..

they expect their students.. to..

read the question.. BAM! know the correct answer..

read the question... Bam! know the correct answer...

in split seconds..

me...

read the question.. aim... Bam! tembak.. bullet missed.. hit the wrong one..

lol

I definitely can feel the pressure...

Yup.. Atmospheric pressure... a lot of atmospheric pressure...!!

P.S. shortest blog post ever... lol.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AGAIN EVERYONE!