haha... rested and recharged at home for 2 n a half days... not doing anything at all.. juz slept..ate..watched some movies..laughed a bit.. lol.. not wanting to do nor care about anything...been a complete useless couch potato.. chose to escape frm all d hectic and chaotic mess after d fuq-up midterm on Friday..haha... such nice thing to be a lazy sloth.. gee.. xD complete shut off frm d world...

today.. is the time to bulk up n charge full force forward.. enough rest and recharging.. u had ur sweet time for 2 days ady.. lol.. u still have tonnes of shit to do...ur essay...ur presentation slides..ur 30 pages report..ur thesis paper..ur assignments.. so much things.. n u have less than a week to complete some of them.. ooOOH.. library mode on..12 hours per day till class reopen.. Lol..
T_T such discipline u need to force urself.. especially during a reading week break..n a cold weather + lot of snow outside dat hinder ur mood to go out..lol..

I m having dis wikipedia edit assignment.. which I m so clueless of wad to edit.. coz u see..initially I used dat very particular wiki page to knw n understand d topic.. nw they want me to edit it.. it is like asking me to edit JK Rowling's Harry Potter series on d Quidditch game.. HAHAHA....
Come on.. wikipedia.. dat everyone claims.. is 90.9% accurate n informative.. Lol..

I love the library's two screen PC so much.. coz u can type ur shit on one screen...n hav ur reference stuff on d other one.. 100X more convenient. hahaha..... I m so gonna install another monitor on my PC once I get home next time.. hehehe...

I m nt sure if I m taking things very seriously or very lightly.. sometimes I strained myself too much or mayb I didn't push myself to do anything at all... I juz dunno.. but at d end of d day.. I felt so tired..n then I chose to shut off for a few days...
so I dunno if I m rewarding myself for all the hardwork dat I didn't actually put in at all.. Lol..
but one thing I can be very sure of.. my King of Procrastination attitude juz never change.. LMAO
Procrastinating is like breathing to me.. xD it juz happens without making it happens.. hahaha....

okay.. Ciao! Time to sleep.. need to wake up early later to go to d farking post-office.. zzZ


this song starts to grow inside my brain...hahah...it sticks like a sticky glue..
Bye Bye Bieber.. Justin is back! Hahahaha...

Ciao! =) Have a brilliant week peeps! Hahaha....

the internet was down today in d library.. it was only back at around 5pm..
went to stay in lib straight after lunch..
felt so helpless without internet connection.. LOL. they probably closed it down due to Valentine's..lol.. well.. not very surprising.. it worked.. many people left before the internet was back..lol.. nice trick..very nice.. xD

realized.. when u became too dependent on something but taken it for granted.. then one day when it is gone.. u would know how heavy an impact it has left in ur life.. Hahaha....
modern apes juz cannot live one day without internet...juz like how ancient apes couldn't live a day without their stone tools.. without those..we all feel very uncomfortable..like there is something missing.. xD

ok. time to sleep.. Major exam coming  tmr.. I have or have not prepared well...but I would say..I really put in a lot of effort this time..more than I would normally had..LOL.. okay.. exclude that time when I made a evolutionary tree of all the homo apes.. Hahaha....
I m not always so diligent in something..but when I do..it means some heavy shit is coming.. Hahaha....n yes..REALLY HEAVY SHIT..LIKE VERY HEAVY SHIT...
LIKE ALTHOUGH U HAV THE TEXTBOOK IN FRONT OF U..U PROBABLY STILL WON'T KNOW D ANSWER.. xD
HEAVY SHIT RITE? YES VERY HEAVY..VERY HEAVY..VERY VERY HEAVVVYYYY.. HEAVVEERRYYYY... LOOL... HEAVVEERRRYYYYY...

I am trained to take on any heavy-fuq-up piece of shit since I m 3..lol..n the shit juz get heavier exponentially over the years..
so.. JUZ BRING IT ON! u-piece-of-genomic-junk! Hahaha.....

Overwhelmed by the massive ammount of materials to study..
dafuq.. Genomic transcription..I m so T_T
exam on dis Friday.. prof said exam is gonna be in essay format.. althought it is an open book exam..but everyone knows..obviously the questions won't be any from the notes dat simple..n he stated dat too. so ya..exam gonna be hard I supposed.. even if it is open book..I believe it won't be much time to go through ur notes n then write the answers.. so basically the notes n book are juz gonna be decoration to boast ur morale n confidence that u can do the paper.. LOL
Ahh... STRESS!

the intro to molecular bio course dat u did in ur second year.. after final exam..u automatically deleted it frm ur memory.. n then..it came back to HAUNT u again in ur final year.. wtf.

okay.. continue studying
juz wanna complain a bit n channel my stress out by blogging.. LOL..

p.s. I FUQING HATE ELECTRONIC TEXTBOOK!!! MY EYES GET SO TIRED... T_T

Snake

Happy Chinese New Year!! lol.
No reunion dinner..No firecrackers..Nothing.. juz tonnes of snow.. Spent my new year's eve digesting my 4th year Molecular Bio textbook as my dinner.. hahaha.. so hard to digest till I want to vomit.. xD

Chatted online wif my mom as usual like every weekend.. hahah.... miss her so much.. lol..her CNY is filled wif so many events...to d extent dat I got a bit jealous..hahahaha.. n she is gonna cook for d upcoming dinner wif all my aunties n uncles.. T_T I WANT TO EAT leh.. haha...
never mind.. next year can eat liao.. Can't wait.. LOL.. if I can graduate dis year.. hahah

D public safety in M'sia is so farking BAD!! she almost got robbed n probably killed by two men wif parang.. T_T!! luckily someone saved her! Couldn't  imagine the consequences if no one saved her. T_T gosh..I m worrying sick for her daily traveling.. I m so gonna learn karate..taekwando..n ninja skills.. damn...need to protect the people u love in a country like dat.. wtf..wherever u go..u might get robbed or killed.. news like dat juz happens everyday now.. Come on! wad are the police doing?!?!! citizens hav to protect themselves wherever they go.. carry whatever dat is legal to protect urself.. gosh..

Okay. gotta sleep nw.. hav to wake up at 7am later for volunteering.. hahah.... I juz never change ain't I? xD either I sleep early n wake up at 4 or I sleep late like dis n wake up early.. but they are all juz sleep 3 to 4 hours basically..haha..
New year.. hav to change dis habit..so my biological clock won't mess up.. getting old.. can't afford to sleep dat little.. xD

Ok people.. Happy New Year! Wish u all the best of everything in d year of snake! stay happy...most importantly..stay safe.. =)

of random and randomer...

it's good to have something u look forward to every week.. for me..it is the badminton session evry friday..dats basically wad keeps me "alive".. lol..
library is like my second home if I m in school..  after class..library.. after lunch..library.. before dinner..library.. if they have beds in library.. I would probably sleep in for d night.. HAHAH...
y u no go home? basically there is nothing at home u see..LOL.. how come I make it sounds like so pathetic.. hahaha... library.. y u no install beds?!

CNY coming up... Next year..can finally celebrate it wif family..

so tired of all d presentations.. I used to be shit-in-my-pants nervous when I heard d word "presentation".. now.. "Yeah! Hooray..! but fuq..not againnn..I juz had one last week"..after overcoming d fear n shit.. became kinda addicted to presenting n excited when mine is coming up... but not when something not of my interest..like INSECT PHYSIO.. Hahaha.... I juz dun get the kind of enthusiasm wif insect like how I had it in mushrooms.. dats y u dun see me blog any shit about insects..(except now.lol.) n for it..I gave up (dropped) d course.. felt kinda sad..but nah.. enough shit is enough.. hahahaha... all d malpighian tubules n compound eyes shit.. boorrringgg..zzZ
I never like dropping any courses dat I hav taken coz giving up easily is juz not my style.. xD (although I like procrastinating..hahah..).... except dis insect n a philosophy course coz both r juz stupid.. wad is d use of knowing how cockroach urinate n how to analyse a symbolic sentence?..hahaha. although knowing how cockroach urinate can come up as an interesting conversation topic dat will leave people be both mesmerized n thinking u r a nerd. HAHA

Once borrowed a book about fighting fear.. but left it on d shelf untouched n then returned it.. maybe was too afraid to know my own fear n too ignorant to want to overcome them..lol. I dunno y I did that..maybe due to no time to read it..(always first class excuse..haha).. not a sci fi book perhaps..etc.
but knowing ur fear n learn to overcome them is always a good thing.. haha.

saw some frens posted a photo of a book they bought. "How to read a book".. lol. Really?! but I would like to read it..to read how I read it..LOL. dat would be interesting.
ah...when was d last time I read a book leisurely? haha... best hobby on earth..reading.

saw this quote dat people shared in fb. "Doing what u like is freedom..Liking what u do is happiness"..
wad do u think? is it a good quote? hahaha.....

Okay.. can't think of wad to write anymore..maybe there are more..but I prefer not to write it here..HAHAHA... dis post is like completely random..n juz to waste my time n escape frm studying some shit on genomic transcription regulation n crap...
oh..Mendel..Y U FOUND GENETIC?! hahaha....although Genetics doesn't has anything to do wif molecular bio..well ok.. it has.. but I juz couldn't think of anyone who call themselves father of molecular bio (okay after googled.. it is Linus Pauling who discovered sickle cell anemia) LOL..so Mendel..u r d first one dat came into my mind to blame..HAHAHA..
y u have so much free time to experiment on peas..? y u no choose something harder than peas..like apples..to observe the traits..?! y?! y?! y?! x1000.. hahaha... if u didn't do all that.. who d fuq will go plant peas n then found genetics.. Lolol..

alrite.. enough crap.. Time to start studying...then..outline for essay..presentation..literature for written report on Parkinson's..outline for thesis project..essay draft..assignments.. oh fuq..the list goes on FOREVER.. Study week break will be d most FAQTASTIC week ever! Lol.. xD Can't wait..

Operation 4 hours..
Day 1: 11pm-3am. *SUCCEED*

lol. although dis operation has been going on for a long time... but today is d official first day of operation.. hopefully Op 4 hours can last till d term ends. hehehe....

Fuq.. get back to work!