Bee..Freedom..Nectar..

Having difficulties sleeping these days..and also ultimate difficulties to sleep more than 3 hours.. I dunno the reasons for that.. maybe I will start to grow long canine teeth...and drink blood. hahaha.... the other day I cut my finger while opening a goddamn can of tuna... I know it was wrong but the first thing I done was i started to suck on my deep wound bleeding finger.. LOL... n I found that my blood actually tastes GOOD.. FML.. xD mayb diabetes..(but it doesn't taste sweet..) HAHAHA...it tastes like rusty iron (yes..u get me..the heme group and Fe2+ shit) or mayb just the taste of the can zzZ... did I tell u i have a another liking - chewing metal?  hahaha....

Did some Awesome-boring-to-death courses this summer... Developmental Biology..and some Organizational Behaviour shit.. hahahaha.... got the OB assignment today..due in one month... x( I dunno what to do since I m not a business...or commerce...or economics..or ya..I m just an average nerdy science students.. (sorry to those science students out there...yes! i m stereotyping.. LOL)
Provide consultation to an organization to improve its employee engagement to the organization.. hahahaha....that sounds like deep shit.. xD if u prefer to do it individually, u need 5-7 pages.. if u prefer to do it in group..u hav to write 8-10 pages..only one assignment needed to be handed in as a group. HAHAHA.... I already experienced group assignment last time and we did really well.. so.. mayb.. group? xD
but the rule is.. If u r in a group.. u cannot choose to do individually after that... u are MARRIED to everyone..HAHAHA.... that sounds like graveyard for the free soul..

I will put up a banner tomoro before the class... "WHO WANTS TO JOIN MICHAEL?" Hopefully everyone in the class sign up and the whole class only needs to hand in one assignment as a whole... hehehehehe..... that will be LEGEND! xD Yeap! I will try to get everyone sign up as a LARGE group...coz it is a greater deal rite? the lecturer only needs to mark one assignment...and the students only need to hand in one assignment as a class.. Win-Win situation.. xDDDD

Saw a bee in the bathroom yesterday... then saw it again this morning... it tried to get out from the window but too bad there is a net.. so.. I quickly closed the window... hopefully it won't starve to death at the space between longing for its freedom..with the summer breeze and the flowers blooming with sweet nectar.. T__T but I dun want to get stung.. I got stung by a celaka honey bee ten years ago and got a high fever n nearly died at a young age..ROFL..
= = this one is 2 times larger than the honey bee dat dare to sting me last 10 years.. Mayb it is a hornet or a drone bee (male). LOL.. u can call me evil...cruel... inhuman..chicken..sissy..shit-fag..coz letting a hornet starve to death.. but if I died coz stung by a hornet during shower... it will be so embarrassing...a disgrace to my name.. LMAO! hahahaha..!!
Btw..hornet doesn't feed on blood..it will starve to death anyway since our house only has dog shit and no honey...I just speed up its death.. Don't blame me T___T I m so sorry to its Queen waiting back in the nest.. but just get over it..n find urself a new masculine male hornet.. LOL!! No divorce needs to be filed coz this stupid hornet didn't get to bring home nectar since he flew into a house full of dogs..

Lol! As a matter of fact.. if it really is a drone bee (male).. then I have killed the innocent.. xD coz drone bee doesn't has stinger and is not aggressive.. only the female worker bees have stinger since it is part of their reproductive design.. but judging from its size..it is surely either a drone bee..or a wasp (include hornet)..or other species of bees that has larger body size than honey bees..like bumble bee and etc..
LOL! but still .. chances cannot be taken as it involves my life. xD yayayaya... I admit I juz chicken out and decided to protect myself.. T___T

Okay.. I made half of my blog involving bees and my repentance in starving it.. x(
I am so want to take Forensic Entomology or Insect Physiology... coz one thing.. I really have passion in bugs and insects.. LOL! if u dun believe me.. I spent my time reading books about bugs and insects when I was young since they have this thin monthly magazines for children with pictures of insects n their facts.. xD I juz snatched them from my cousins and read all of them.. lol...
but then.. I chicken out when I saw a bee in the bathroom.. FML..

Alrite.. I will check the window again tomoro.. if it really is dead.. T__T then I will bury it.. if it happened to escape .. then it is all good rite.. If it is still crawling..? Then I will leave it there.. HAHA... mayb there is a tiny hole or opening in the net.. T__T if not.. how did it get in at the first place? (Stop cheating urself Michael..u know it.. the bee came in through the door.. T__T )


WOAH! you really bloody could write so much crap... with only bee stories and ur summer courses.. u already wrote a 1.5 pages long essay..without double spacing.. zzZ !

Okay.. Ciao! Time to get back to the dark before the sun rises.. xD
Make sure u freaking read everything I wrote..if not.. I will bite you when u r not aware.. HAHAHAHA..... *evil laugh*

P.S. Damn... it is already 5am.. T_T still got 2 hours Bio lectures tomoro on Fertilization.. "sounds like fun"

Been thinking quite a lot these days.. guess when u start to age..u start to think all random unnecessary stuff.. hahaha.... Can't believe I m reaching 25 in "n" years (soon enough) and still I have no accomplishments yet.. LOL... saw a very good quote.. Do or Die is an old concept.. Do before Die is d new concept.. hahaha....

Am always interested in Greek history and shit like that... i juz dunno.. guess I m a down-to-shit-boring person xD I was searching for the song in King 2 Hearts (ya u heard me...korean drama LOL) "Ride of the Valkyries" (by Wagner a Romantic era composer..if I m not wrong) hehehehe.... and came across this History channel video on Youtube about The Battle of Thermopylae... best known as Last Stand of the 300.. hahaha.... Amazed at how Youtube always has unrelated videos linked together.. = =

Familiar of the word 300? yayaya... they made the movie of muscular men slashing in blood bath..
the video talks about the battle... I m amused by how 300 (actually a few thousands) is against thousands and thousands even millions (actual number is not known..but the Persians were estimated at a number of 300,000) of Persians armies.. anyway the significance of that battle is that it shows Greece as a whole, unified because Athens and Sparta at that time are two separated countries.. they came together in fending off the Persians at the Thermopylae Pass.. The Pass itself is a good military strategy too.. (actually there was combination of Navy and Land tactics and Navy defend played a very important part too but people just remember the 300 brave soldiers after that) lol...
Gosh.. I sound like a complete nerd here..
Sorry for a post on history.. hahahahaha......

U will probably ask me.. then why didn't u take Greek or Roman history courses in Summer?
Interested in ancient Greek and Roman mythology very much too..
Lol.. Hmm.. coz I dun want to kill my passion... enough said.. HAHAHA....

Addicted to Hard Rock songs again these days... too stress? lol...
Been listening AC/DC today whole day...and felt like I gonna burn the house down! coz it is so FARKING HOT (summer is near)!! THUNDERSTRUCK!! LOL!! xD
I listened to their songs and studied Bio today... Damn! I studied way trillion times better than in the library.. HAHAHAHA....FML...


Alrite... guess nothing to write anymore.. what another dull post again.. x(
Oh ya... hahhahaha.....

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! =)

"Korlywood"

Believe it or not... I STUDIED right after lectures today.. HAHAHAHA..... okay.. well..i know.. I should be doing that coz I m a student.. nothing surprising.. lol..
but for a student that does everything last minute for the past 15 years.. it is SHOCKING! xD

Maybe I have nothing better to do so I study lor...
Hopefully I can keep up the spirit till next year.. xD


Hmm... don't know whether should write this here or not...
but.. anyway.. ok.. Not gonna tell it.. hahahaha.....
Although it is not my business since I have never met that person.. but after hearing that story.. = = I felt a little taken back.. haha... another "sad case" again.. haha...
Hmm... okay.. haha..
I have a little confidence that I m somehow a better person... LOL!!!
but can't deny.. I do have low self-esteem.. HAHAHA....

Been catching up with few korean dramas lately... WHAT THE SHIT?! Did u juz wrote korean dramaS??
hahaha.... ya.. Korean dramas!
Don't ask me why... I really don't know what the shit happened to me.. but I juz got hooked like others.. xD

Recently read a book called The Addicted Brain during my short break.. they listed a few addiction like INTERNET OVERUSE.. Drugs.. Alcohol.. and many more.. and the ways to cure d addiction..
They left out one.. Korean drama and idol groups.. ROFL!!!
I m certain there is no cure for it.. xD We have Hollywood.. Bollywood.. i think soon we shall have Korlywood.. hehehe!! (if u asked me why not Kollywood..hahaha...Ya..I googled it..and it means tamil cinema..hahahaha.... so..well.. we need another new word..) xD or maybe there is already a term for korean cinema.. Hmm..well.. if there is..I m so sorry.. do let me know.. xD


Alrite.. This is another boring yet absolutely-worth-ur-time post.. I m deeply sorry if u probably wasted 5 minutes of your life reading this piece of crap.. xD
But I can be damn sure... this 5 minutes made up for ur another 50 years (maybe more..maybe less xP )..coz it is worth it.. HAHAHA.....

错过了，就是一辈子。

哈哈 听说 Love Rain 好看，看了第一集，

唉，心里真是纠结啊， 有点感伤。 哈哈。 

Where is the Summer scent?

So.. today's exam was way too horrible.. lol..lets forget about it.. the great thing is.. Final exams are over! and summer courses are waiting.. LMAO!

Let see.. I have around two weeks of break.. so.. WHAT TO DO? xD 

A good friend of mine came up with Mexico..! hahaha.... a very brilliant idea..but he said too expensive wor.. hahaha... wad do u think? lol. 

Truly play my Nintendo 3DS for real today right after my last paper and of course after a long lunch with the gang.. LOL!! ... (The 3 dollar zzZ event..hahaha...what else can I say? there are a variety of people in this whole wide world all with different type of personalities...the people u met..teach u something..lol... by the way..first time saw a guy wearing jeans but doesn't trust his pockets! LOL!) 

Back to the Nintendo 3 Dull Shit.. LOL! .. played mario kart on it.. it is of course truly childish over the moon type of childish game but then.. but then.. I just couldn't put it down.. hahaha... it is so addicting.. all the bananas and throwing fire balls..n with a soda jet kart driven by a tortoise and surpassing the jerk that sent u spinning  .. hahahaha...

Sorry.. I m already an adult but I like childish games.. so bear with me.. HAHAHA... xD I m even thinking of spending near $40 to get the new pokemon game.. T__T what really happened to me? hahaha..... 

My room looks like a dog's den now.. even a dog can keep it cleaner than me i think.. lol.. I used to clean my room once a week.. but then..slowly..I gave up..coz I realize.. air really contains dust.. hahahaha.... it is simple science.. xD 

Well.. it is actually coz it was exam week and I was lazy to clean my room.. = = wad an excuse... u haven't clean ur room for a month already.. lolol... 

Someone in the house is going to Paintball tomorrow.. hahahaha....not me.. I want to SHOOT n KICK some ass too!! Don't know why I m the one feeling all excited.. = = hahaha..

I heard there is no sniper position in Paintball.. xDD Y?! I don't like Rambo style..hahaha.. for those that doesn't know who is Rambo..I m so sorry..u dun belong to Earth.. HAHAHA.... 

Okay.. time to sleep.. time to get some REAL rest... hahaha.... 

Btw.. forgot the real topic of this post.. Where is the Summer scent? haha...

I always talk about everything....but never the real topic.. HAHAHA.... 

In conclusion all crap but no core substance.. xD

(Someone told me juz nw: "I shall really resist talking to you"..)

Dunno whether I should laugh at this or not.. xD 

I like Immunology and Microbio.. but when it comes to study for an exam..Come on man..! Really.. Immunology is some crazy heavy shit.. LOL!
T_T Study hard...Studying hard..Studied hard..--> Die hard!!! THIS IS SPARTA!!!!! hahahaha......
Conquered Virology in two days and a half.. well... Immunology..still conquering..after two days..with blood and tears.. hahahaha....
then later conquer Molecular bio..
and later conquer human cell biology..
eh..no.. conquer Instrumental Chemistry first.. hahaha...that is one hell of a crazy shit too..
see... this is somehow my study plan.. LOL.. yes.. a plan...lol....!!


The Victorian spirit! We never know how to give up..! LOL!
tell me is it a good thing or a bad thing...?


Back to sharpening my sword.. hehehe.....
All the Best to those that are fighting a war next week.. =) Kill those paper or be killed..

Let's Talk about

Hahaha.... long time no update. Hmm... dunno what to write.. anyway..

Let's talk about global warming.. (Aiyo..wtf.. why global warming again? why u no give up on this topic? Everyone already knew this..they found cute mummified ancient penguin in the ice cap..then the polar bears took off their furs naked with the penguins and went on some mob rite.. rite?! talk about other stuff la..) okok..

Let's talk about stem cell research.. (= = so boring..) who say boring? my prof spent an hour talking about this shit n now I doubt whether I still know what is stem cell.. lol..
Hmm.. Let's talk about molecular biology (F***!... Can don't talk about how screw u did in academic or not?!) T___T ok.. cannot complain here.. x(

Let's talk about the new anime I watch.. Fairy Tail and One Piece. (OMG! Stop being so childish.. grow up Michael! People now watch How I Met Your Mother.. or something like Vampire's Diary.. who still watch CARTOON??) sorry lo.. I didn't get to watch much cartoon when I was a kid.. =(
Ok. Let's talk about other stuff.. Did I tell you I m going for Chickadee feeding tomoro organised by the environmental club? something like a nature walk.. hehehe... I m so excited.. must remember to bring camera.. blah blah blah.. (Aiyo.. stop it la.. no one is interested what the hell u r doing tomoro..) ok lor.. = =

Let's tell everyone my cousin did well in his SPM..haha... (Duh.. obviously everyone does better than you when it comes to studying..) T__T ya..i know..

Then.. I think no one is interested dat I m trying to learn a new piano song rite? (Yes.. no one cares..u r no Richard Clayderman or Yiruma..)
And I guess no one wants to hear that final exam is coming soon and I already feel the stress rite? (ya.. who cares..everyone is stress..)
Then sure no one cares that summer is coming and my room got no air conditioning rite? (of course.. u r from tropical country..just bear with it..) = = well this sounds familiar..hahaha... forgot which bitch told me that..
I bet no one also care that I m excited to play tennis or squash dis summer but still not sure others want to play or not. (ya.. I bet $100 u can't even hold a racquet well and hit like a girl..haha) I bet another $100 that I can hold it right and smash it in ur face! just like how a butterfly fly and something about bee sting.. =P
Did I tell you Girls' Generation is coming to M'sia tomoro? or in M'sia time..it is already over or wad.. heard dis from my friend a.k.a 4 years housemate.. haha.. (anyway.. too bad lor.. u r not there.. so just shut up..)  =(
Do you know that the formal night next weekend needs to wear a mask..? it is a masquerade.. I m thinking of getting a phantom mask.. (= = dun need la..u dun hav to wear mask also can.. forgot people used to call u Erik back in Form 2?..lol.) ya..and I forgot what was the reason already.. xDD
Did I tell you.. everyone is playing dis solitaire game in facebook.. but when I was just excited to start.. after seeing their INSANE score..I gave up..haha (sure la.. u sucks in game like this!) ok..I do admit. haha

and do you know.. after all this while.. I realise.. I don't have a life.. haha.. ( It is okay.. we all knew that since ur very first post in 2009..LOL)
Okay.. zzZ





there it goes.. la la la.. my new post.. damn kanasai sienzz rite.. I bet at this point (if u ever reach this sentence) u r half thinking wtf is this.. I just wasted my time like this reading this moron writing idiotic (not idiomatic)  things... WELL! Fine! I tell u... I spent an hour trying to produce dis good piece to entertain u all.. and u should be grateful! Hmmph! lol.. (weyh..Michael.. can u dun be so perasan?..and btw.. this is nowhere near a good piece..) = = u go read someone named XXXXX's blog la.. that person wrote blog almost everyday but still got 0 comments in every post..

At least I dun write everyday...but I know my fans still love me rite?.. LOL!!
Because when I write.. I write with such style and flow that u can't resist.. LOL!
(OMFG.. Over the top perasan-ness..! )


Ciao! Folk-ers! xD

I believe most people knows and questioned themselves before what do they want in life? what is life? how do u want ur life to be? and all sort of things regarding their future..
but today.. I jump to a conclusion.. haha... before u think any of those matter.. firstly.. ARE YOU HAVING A LIFE? xD

had lunch at KFC today..actually I had two lunch..lol.. farking YES! I can really eat..! one foot long subway + KFC.. lunch can never be better.. hahaha.... I rather die of heart attack than cancer.. LMAO!
KFC can also means = Kitchen for Friends`Conversations.. hahaha.... okay.. i know kinda lame.. = =

I found out.. I am slowly losing my humorous side.. or..is it..I never really had a humorous side..I m boring..never been entertaining in a group.. I have so many flaw traits..just to name a few can already fill up a highway advertisement board.. lol.. xD yes..I m forever a nerd! hahaha

currently so addicted to a song called The Ballad of Mona Lisa.. a rock song.. ya..I m really into rock these days..

ya..btw..before we all forget.. 14 Feb is around the corner.. LOL.. a day where all the roses and thorns end up in the garbage at the end of the week.. Roses wilt and Thorns thrown.. why u just want the rose but not its thorn? does it mean because we just want and only look for the beautiful side but banish the pricky and hurting side that comes along?
haha...when u love..love the whole! (hold on..this doesn't sound right...LOL!)



Alrite.. So long FOLKERS! Ciao!

What is the true meaning behind all these? Meaningful or Meaningless?

I m still seeking the answer... 

everyone is moving forward..
I m still staying behind..
it is okay..
I still believe.. one day..I will catch up. =)