Should I reward myself if I am able to graduate dis June? lol.. I wish I could...
A camera.. a DSLR I mean..Lol. to start developing my newfound hobby... yes..photography.. hahaha...
I like to take photographs of buildings...scenery..n etc.. ya..especially Burst Shots of moving objects n such..LOL..juz love the sound of shutter.. Fascinating... xD
T_T dat camera is like $500.. fml..
aih... better forget it.. unless I won a lottery or lucky draw.. lol.
maybe develop another hobby which requires less money.. Painting? HAHAHAHA.... brush n canvas definitely cost less I m sure.. lolol..

suddenly realized $$$ is freaking so "important"... wif money.. u can travel around the world..go to space..buy new hobbies..fancy cars...n even rocketing ur dead  body to outer space after u r dead. lol.
people always says $$$ cannot buy happiness...yaya...coz those who said it dun have $$$..LOL..
people with billions of dollar said otherwise n prove them wrong.. hahahaha!
u can buy anything (not everything) in dis world wif $$.. except life of course..u can't cheat death wif $$.. but one day it might be possible wif ongoing research trying to extend life to 400 years.. ya those epigenetics crap.. I definitely dun want to live in a world like dat.. wif 400 years rich people n poor people keeps dying.. hahaha.. y did I say only rich people can live till 400 years if those research succeed? coz see... the human genome sequencing was alrd considered a success...but still they can't get it down to $10 per full genome sequenced coz of the technology n shit.. so..only people who r rich may hav access to those crap..hahaha..

see what farking shit I m writing.. should have been working on my two major papers..! lol..
ya..I m still wondering if finish writing those two major papers n getting A+ for them will eventually makes me a billionaire in 50 years time.. hahahaha....

Anyway.. just live ur life.. rich or not.. as long as u r happy n satisfied wif ur life.. nothing else matters.. =)
I m still pretty sure everyone wants to be rich (either by own hardwork or getting famous overnight or by the 1/100000000 chance) lol.. Leave a comment if u opt to be poor.. hahhaha....

Every cloud has a silver lining...silver or no silver..I m happy wif juz rainbows.. x)
(yaya..watever.. I knw it is not a suitable idiom to be in here..LOL..juz a silly quote I came up wif.. perhaps coz of d XL coffee wif four XL proportions of sugar.. crazy rite? haha.. I knw.. I juz keep shortening my life expectancy by inducing myself to get diabetes..)
sugar is the best thing ever created on earth..! of course still second to coffee.. LOLX

Know your limits but never stop trying to exceed them..
I already didn't know where my limits was..
but while I was trying so hard to excel.. I flunked many of them. x(
failure.... zzZ
Need some positivity and a whole new level of determination. haha..

Extension..YEAH!!

prof extended the deadline for d 30 pages report till next week..which of course it will b on d same week as my thesis paper.. great..nw both major papers due on the same final week.. lol... which I haven't start writing any of it yet..coz have been busy wif presentations n presentations.. zzZ

those never ending presentations... 

but ya...shall not leave the writing till last minute.. lol.. 

I juz need to stand for another two weeks.. then I will collapse only after that..hahahaha...who cares about final exams.. HAHAHA.. I never like exams.. I like working on a project.. things that require planning..organizing..n executing.. xD things that take time to perfect them.. haha.. n of coz time is forever a big problem for everyone.. Nw I truly understand.. 24 hours is simply not enuf.. coz i have only 20 since normally d 4 hours I sleep.. LOL

these few days.. while my brain is working frantically to organize ideas..forming sentence structures etc... before every sleep..I juz hav random realization n quotes formed in my brain..HAHAHAHA..... like a sudden quoting of something very random.. 

maybe one day I should ya..compile them all (like someone suggested..LOL) n perhaps publish it if any publisher is kind enough to think they are good quotes.. HAHAHA.. 

but then. I forgot to write them down.. so I didn't remember what came up.. Hahaha....so d next time some random inspiration popped up again..I will quickly write it down..hahaha.... 

maybe some of the quotes will be accused of plagiarism..lol.. I dun care..they r genuinely mine. xD

ok. Ciao! time to continue doing my presentation slides.. lol.. final showdown on Tuesday.. Hooray! then I m done wif presentations for this year. =D felt kinda sad coz I really 'like' presentations after doing almost 5 of them.. hahahhaha.... not a lot..but really enuf for a semester. xD (should had been 6..but I dropped the other course due to time constrain.. HAHAHAHA...n of course it was something stupid about insect excretory system which doesn't spark my enthusiasm at all..lol)

出来混就是会遇到各种形式的人.

especially when that person is a BITCH.. 

OMG.. TOTAL END OF THE WORLD... 

They juz make your world so FARKING DIFFICULT.. 

*sigh... wad to do..No choice.. if it wasn't because of the circumstances... I ALREADY BICTH-SLAPPED that person 1000 times! 

Time to face the real world... outside..there r gonna be more Bitches n Witches. Lol.. 

Be Ready... 

During this point of time..
the USB pendrive is once again more important than my fingers. LOL.

LOL.. was so surprised to see my grade for the biotech essay.. hehehehe... 

now it totally "boast" my confidence to write my thesis paper and my 30 pages report LAST MINUTE.. Lol.. but ya.. still couldn't believe my eyes.. 

Let see wad the prof has to say tomoro.. =D

No doubt.. Last minute work really fits my style.. the King of Procrastination is not merely a title..it is a recognition..HAHAHA... 

last minute work is 40% better than well-prepared work.. (except exams of course..dat was y I never did well in my exams.. T_T ) 

n dat is also the main reason I m resorted to caffeine addiction. xD

Last minute + very sweet coffee = 90% increase in work efficiency.. HAHAHAHA....

I m slowly becoming the next Sherlock Holmes who became a genius after taking drugs.. xD

Hopefully I m only taking caffeine.. lool.. 

(found out caffeine can prevent Parkinson's disease..from a association studies btwn Caffeine n Parkinson prevention hahaha)

Michael.. either ur writing really improves... or the prof marked leniently on d class.. Oopss..syok sendiri again.. Hahaha...

*Happy* 

I dun dare to say now I can speak n write like a pro..but at least it became slightly better.. Thanks to the course. =) 

ya..hopefully my communication skills did improve a bit.. =)

but of course I didn't really write the essay like d day before la.. a lot of research was done before d actual writing plus d stay in library days n nights.. =) but indeed I wrote the conclusion paragraph on the very day it was due.. LOLOL..

Another hard work paid off.. =DDD 

Yippeeyaya.. 

When I think back.. I m left with around 1 month to play badminton in d gym before my access to it expired.. I felt so sad. x( I will REALLY MISS all the people I hav met..those that I had matches with and won..lol. juz joking. but it really feels so good to meet people that share the same favourite sports..where u join them every week..

hahahah... I m really glad I met all these random new people.. the day u first met them..total strangers..then u thick face asked "Can I join u guys?" like asking for their hand to d dance floor..abit afraid they will reject u..LOL.. then slowly..as weeks passed by..everyone became so familiar wif each other..the minute u walked in the gym hall..they waved at u..n we had matches for few hours then we meet again next week..hahahah... sometimes in btwn..new people walked in..then d process starts again.. LOL..n gradually we became a large group of regular customer every Fridays to play badminton..hahaha...
sometimes..those experts will teach u some techniques n skills..which is very good.. haha... free coach. xD
thanks to them.. my smashes improved abit..backhand stroke improved abit..serving improved abit..lol.. but still wif inconsistency..like serving too high Hahahaha....
*sigh..should have started playing badminton like from first year.. wasted the gym facility n tonnes of great opportunities to meet new people.. x( if u asked me after 50 years (maybe less haha) on my deathbed.. what r my greatest regrets.. that would definitely b on d list.. LOL..

Used to hate people that keep smashing (I mean in a pro way..where the shuttle is sharp angled & real pro aim for the sidelines which is very impossible to defend unless u r Luffy frm One Piece where he has elastic arms..lol.. Now I start to walk their path.. Hahaha.... but I use less power..coz I m more for accuracy.. there is compensation btwn power over accuracy.. unless u r Lin Dan.. Hahaha.... OKAY.. I admit my wrist dun have much power.. making d smashes very weak.. today..one person told me.. ur back flick is more powerful than ur forearm stroke.. I was like T_T dafuq.. but also happy la..coz not many people backhand stroke more powerful than forearm stroke.. LOL.. dunno want to be happy or not.. meaning either I m a pro or I m weak.. coz forearm stroke is supposed to be very powerful.. zzZ u won't see players keep using backhand stroke.. Lolol..

got complimented for improved smashes again.. xD ya typical answer "juz got lucky" hahaha... but the truth was.. behind got girls watching... HAHHAHAHAHA.... Ooopps..
won people that I thought is impossible in winning.. but ya it is a doubles match la.. so credits to my pro friend.. hahaha.. *applause*
when they asked for second round..we juz said "nah..lets rest.. we won." lol..
Found out I have low stamina for singles.. LOL.. so sad..aih T_T maybe it is because earlier I played quite long liao.. so that time singles no stamina left.. ya..excuses... hahaha..
defend quite a few smashes today.. hahahaha...hmm.. defense improved.. well I really juz got lucky today.. it is like I m at d spot where the shuttle shot down..so I could hit back lo.. xD y lucky? got a free coffee at Hortons..lol. Come on.. lemme win the $5000 *drool*..
nw I understand y LCW is so into defense.. it is like.. to ur opponent "Nah..ur smashes r weak..see I can defend..Hahaha...IN UR FACE"
the most satisfying one is being able to trick the opponent n then score d point.. LOL..

nw learning how to slice the shuttle.. so it tumbles juz right over the net.. TOTAL IMPOSSIBLE for d opponent  to lift it again.. gosh..the tumbling over of shuttle juz looked like a total pro's work.. hahaha.... u see d disappointment in ur opponent when they rushed to the net n found out it was d work of a pro.. LOL
net kill too.. total exploitation of ur opponent's weakness.. hahaha...

Badminton.. I would call it.. "A game of deception n trickery"..hahaha.... powerful smashes n etc is never enough to win d game if ur opponent is equally good.. u need to fool ur opponent... trolll them.. eg. making them thought u r gonna smash the shuttle but actually u r just giving a dropshot or making them thought u r gonna lift the shuttle but actually u sliced it to make shuttle tumble right over 90 degree down d other side of net Lolol.. the net is there for a reason..

my racquet is abit heavy.. ok..it is heavy for amateur like me.. so I named it "Heavy bitch".. hahaha.... then I found out heavy racquet is for people aiming for very powerful smashes coz it creates the momentum.. =.= that means my wrist action is still nt good enuf to use it yet.. Lol.. it is like a treasure sword that need ur stats to up level first only can equip it.. HAHAHA...
no wonder I played better back in M'sia (pfftt...really bo?) coz my racquets are as light as as d shuttle.. Hahaha....

okay.. enuf of shit liao.. no one is interested in ur badminton day..
go to sleep.. u have tonnes of work waiting for u tomoro..
yippeeyaya


*Found out one of my friends bought two Carlton racquets for $20 each after discout.. original price was $120.. I was like DAFUQ.. I should throw my "Heavy yonex bitch" away.. "Carlton bitch" is lighter than u..*
LOL

hahahaha.... Caffeine.. lots of caffeine really makes me feel happy during this depressing week.. HAAPPPPYYYYY....! YEEEaaahhH!

Google is wonderful.. hahah... coz u can google wad type of drinks contains very high content of caffeine..
dafuq.. y m I behaving like a "drug addict".. lol. took a high dose of caffeine dis morning.. felt so damn excited after 2 hours.. heart pumped like it gonna jump out from d thoracic cavity...left hand started shaking (not the right hand..weird..hahaha).. brain became fully alert.. Hahaha.... on top of d world.. fuq..I m so screwed.. xD
how did I resorted to such caffeine-fueled style of working.. T_T

FMAB

Fullmetal Alchemist has always been my most favorite anime out of so many others that I have watched.. no need to mention how legendary it is..lol..nothing can beat it.. First.. a great storyline..! a storyline that resonate with some historical facts.. perfect ending..very well-made..touching n of course..AWESOME soundtracks hahaha...
there were two versions made.. one in 2003.. n another in 2009.. only a little bit of difference between them..
Didn't get to finish the 2003 one. but I juz finished the 2009 one (Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood) after watching one or two episodes each day due to my very "busy" schedule..lol.. okok..I admit sometimes I watched more than dat.. LOL

The ending was so GOOD..n ya.. a happy n perfect ending.. =)

A quote near the ending:

"A lesson without pain is meaningless.
That's because you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return.
But, once you have understood the pain and overcome it,
you will gain a heart that is stronger than everything else.
Yes. A Fullmetal heart."
-Edward Elric, the fullmetal alchemist.

Lol.. I hav always been a fan of good endings.. Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood is a show that definitely strives for perfection. You can look all you want for flaws but you won't find them easily.. lol.. dunnid to mention how good the story is...characters..soundtracks..etc. ahaha... It's juz unique and original.. =D definitely not some "popular" anime (One piece? shit.. Naruto? shitter..lol..Bleach..ughh..SHITTEST) can catch up on..

Okay.. finished a very good anime.. now is time to produce some very good work.. Hahahaha....
Ciao!

S.H.I.T

two weeks didn't update blog.. the views for d previous post was the highest after all these years.. lol.. guess everyone kept checking if I updated? LMAO!! (dafuq..stop syok sendiri.. maybe half of d views was by urself..lol)

so.... I guess some of u are dying to know (OHGAWD please.. zzZ) what I have been doing for d past two weeks..well... I wrote a splendid biotech essay.. gave my Final group presentation for biotech seminar..got a perfect grade for dat presentation.. really thanks n credits to my group members for being superbly awesome n dedicated in preparing it during d reading week break.. gee..how we worked like horses.. LOL... essay+presentation.. our presentation grades for all 3 seminars were amazing..hahaha...
an amazing team is hard to get.. felt kinda sad coz the course is over.. x(

been reading d tonnes n tonnes of articles for my thesis paper in a course about cancer..

Coming out wif an outline for ur thesis paper...essay...or watever shit is always so DAMN DIFFICULT.. coz u juz have too much info to d extent u dunno how to group them or arrange them to make them flow..n the tonnes n tonnes of articles with such tonnes of info.. especially something about cancer.. (somemore d topic is already a pretty focused one..yet u found alot more info on it compared to a more general topic..WTF.. so many specific genes kept popping up)
How dafuq to transform a spiderweb-network-like mass of information into a linear flow of ideas..haha...u really need Einstein to do that..
D worst.. I realized..I m so weak in writing.. T_T

Damn... I need SUGAR.. lol. craving for sugar whenever I feel the stress is pushing down..hahaha

Cancer..Easy to get..Hard to write.. hahahaha....

ya..everyone has cancer cells in their body..since they are abnormal growing cells..meaning those cells that stray from the normal cell cycle n replication... therefore there hav to be cancer cells in our body coz there is no way all of our cells are normal.. mistakes r proned to occur during DNA replication..a double strand break.. a genomic stress..or watever shit.. even a normal human can have their limbs broken by accidents..why not our cells? hahahaha....
but if these abnormal cells are well-regulated then there is no harm..meaning those abnormal cells must go to apoptosis (cell death).. n of course Apoptosis alone is OMFG a different universe guarded by MANY genes.. T_T since it means killing a cell.. murdering is of course a felony.. LOL..ok.. lame joke..
then.. Michael the BOLD.. decided to tap into this universe of "cells mob" where every cells make sure some abnormal freak cells got killed.. at d end Mike got so overwhelmed.. he is now facing SHIT.. xD
Lol.. p53 the guardian of genome.. this number is like a FARKING NIGHTMARE nw.. whenever I saw it came out from d search result.. I have d urge to puke.. Hahahaha...
lets go buy lottery..5353.. see if can win 50 million dollar then retire for good.. HAHAHAHA.... they said d probability of winning a lottery is far less than getting struck by lightning.. Lol.. but I heard there was a person who broke the record of getting thunderstrucked 7 times.. LOL... now u speak about probabilities eh.. xD

Believe wad..I Googled "How does cancer kills people?"
talking about a fourth year undergrad in Biotech.. yet he doesn't how one dies from cancer.. lolol.. dafuq..
hahaha.... coz I read so many articles about what is cancer...n all sort of shit on cancer.. but there is no article on..how cancer causes death.. lol..so I try google.. n there was a very good answer to it.. Hmm...
ok.. I admit.. I m stupid.. lol

forgot to mention I have dis other 30 pages report on Parkinson's... OHGAWD.. I totally haven't tap into it yet.. T_T FML... nw I m having dis.. how to write both thesis paper and 30 pages report together with TWO more presentations.. x( really... FML..
If I survived this month.. I ought to publish a book on.. "How to multitask: strategies to write two epic papers simultaneously along with other shits"

*sigh.. when u r having group members that r not too keen on working on d presentation materials..then u knw.. u r farked for good.. lol.. ya..who can blame them.. it is about cancer.. I spent two days reading.. still..I m not sure if I got everything yet.. T_T

I miss d days where I dun have to worry about unfinished work.. T_T
guess growing up... unfinished work means U R ELIMINATED FROM THE RACE..
no one wants to get eliminated from a life race.. lol..
u can be the last person to cross the finishing line..
but don't be the one who decided to give up...

Jay Chou's latest album is ok..quite good.. hahaha... been replaying the songs for hours... xD


okay.. Ciao!
T_T if I say I m not stress.. I m definitely cheating myself.. lol.. so that I can handle the upcoming stress since I m having none now n I m prepared..
in fact.. I already felt Mt. Everest down to my bones nw.. LOL..
to be honest.. I have no clue how to write a thesis proposal on cancer..to propose an experiment on furthering knowledge on d subject..lol.. I m really not that intelligent to write something like dat.. gee.. T_T

alrite.. Ciao! Good Luck to anyone out there who is having the same shit...
n to those who r only waiting to graduate.. HAVE FUN n ENJOY ur final month of ur student's life.. hahahaha.... coz once u step into d working world.. all shit will come crashing on you..those shit so strong they make a shithole so big dat no matter how u run from this side to d other side..u r still in d same shithole..hahaha....its vastness is enuf for us to stay for another 50 years.. if u r lucky..the shit so much..that the shithole got full so quick then u r lucky to jump out after 20 years.. LOLOL...
shit and shithole theorem.. hahaha....