S.H.I.T

two weeks didn't update blog.. the views for d previous post was the highest after all these years.. lol.. guess everyone kept checking if I updated? LMAO!! (dafuq..stop syok sendiri.. maybe half of d views was by urself..lol)

so.... I guess some of u are dying to know (OHGAWD please.. zzZ) what I have been doing for d past two weeks..well... I wrote a splendid biotech essay.. gave my Final group presentation for biotech seminar..got a perfect grade for dat presentation.. really thanks n credits to my group members for being superbly awesome n dedicated in preparing it during d reading week break.. gee..how we worked like horses.. LOL... essay+presentation.. our presentation grades for all 3 seminars were amazing..hahaha...
an amazing team is hard to get.. felt kinda sad coz the course is over.. x(

been reading d tonnes n tonnes of articles for my thesis paper in a course about cancer..

Coming out wif an outline for ur thesis paper...essay...or watever shit is always so DAMN DIFFICULT.. coz u juz have too much info to d extent u dunno how to group them or arrange them to make them flow..n the tonnes n tonnes of articles with such tonnes of info.. especially something about cancer.. (somemore d topic is already a pretty focused one..yet u found alot more info on it compared to a more general topic..WTF.. so many specific genes kept popping up)
How dafuq to transform a spiderweb-network-like mass of information into a linear flow of ideas..haha...u really need Einstein to do that..
D worst.. I realized..I m so weak in writing.. T_T

Damn... I need SUGAR.. lol. craving for sugar whenever I feel the stress is pushing down..hahaha

Cancer..Easy to get..Hard to write.. hahahaha....

ya..everyone has cancer cells in their body..since they are abnormal growing cells..meaning those cells that stray from the normal cell cycle n replication... therefore there hav to be cancer cells in our body coz there is no way all of our cells are normal.. mistakes r proned to occur during DNA replication..a double strand break.. a genomic stress..or watever shit.. even a normal human can have their limbs broken by accidents..why not our cells? hahahaha....
but if these abnormal cells are well-regulated then there is no harm..meaning those abnormal cells must go to apoptosis (cell death).. n of course Apoptosis alone is OMFG a different universe guarded by MANY genes.. T_T since it means killing a cell.. murdering is of course a felony.. LOL..ok.. lame joke..
then.. Michael the BOLD.. decided to tap into this universe of "cells mob" where every cells make sure some abnormal freak cells got killed.. at d end Mike got so overwhelmed.. he is now facing SHIT.. xD
Lol.. p53 the guardian of genome.. this number is like a FARKING NIGHTMARE nw.. whenever I saw it came out from d search result.. I have d urge to puke.. Hahahaha...
lets go buy lottery..5353.. see if can win 50 million dollar then retire for good.. HAHAHAHA.... they said d probability of winning a lottery is far less than getting struck by lightning.. Lol.. but I heard there was a person who broke the record of getting thunderstrucked 7 times.. LOL... now u speak about probabilities eh.. xD

Believe wad..I Googled "How does cancer kills people?"
talking about a fourth year undergrad in Biotech.. yet he doesn't how one dies from cancer.. lolol.. dafuq..
hahaha.... coz I read so many articles about what is cancer...n all sort of shit on cancer.. but there is no article on..how cancer causes death.. lol..so I try google.. n there was a very good answer to it.. Hmm...
ok.. I admit.. I m stupid.. lol

forgot to mention I have dis other 30 pages report on Parkinson's... OHGAWD.. I totally haven't tap into it yet.. T_T FML... nw I m having dis.. how to write both thesis paper and 30 pages report together with TWO more presentations.. x( really... FML..
If I survived this month.. I ought to publish a book on.. "How to multitask: strategies to write two epic papers simultaneously along with other shits"

*sigh.. when u r having group members that r not too keen on working on d presentation materials..then u knw.. u r farked for good.. lol.. ya..who can blame them.. it is about cancer.. I spent two days reading.. still..I m not sure if I got everything yet.. T_T

I miss d days where I dun have to worry about unfinished work.. T_T
guess growing up... unfinished work means U R ELIMINATED FROM THE RACE..
no one wants to get eliminated from a life race.. lol..
u can be the last person to cross the finishing line..
but don't be the one who decided to give up...

Jay Chou's latest album is ok..quite good.. hahaha... been replaying the songs for hours... xD


okay.. Ciao!
T_T if I say I m not stress.. I m definitely cheating myself.. lol.. so that I can handle the upcoming stress since I m having none now n I m prepared..
in fact.. I already felt Mt. Everest down to my bones nw.. LOL..
to be honest.. I have no clue how to write a thesis proposal on cancer..to propose an experiment on furthering knowledge on d subject..lol.. I m really not that intelligent to write something like dat.. gee.. T_T

alrite.. Ciao! Good Luck to anyone out there who is having the same shit...
n to those who r only waiting to graduate.. HAVE FUN n ENJOY ur final month of ur student's life.. hahahaha.... coz once u step into d working world.. all shit will come crashing on you..those shit so strong they make a shithole so big dat no matter how u run from this side to d other side..u r still in d same shithole..hahaha....its vastness is enuf for us to stay for another 50 years.. if u r lucky..the shit so much..that the shithole got full so quick then u r lucky to jump out after 20 years.. LOLOL...
shit and shithole theorem.. hahaha....