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Could you find the something in the nothing? hahaha....

Anyone mind counting how many nothing I have typed? LOL...




Damn wuliao la you Michael.. LOL....

Great and Glad..

Felt great and glad that I finally somehow managed to let it go..

Didn't have it cross over my mind for two days already..

I believe I can.. Thanks for those who helped me to get over it.. that joker..go suck your gold la..LOL.... Beware of my defeating dragon palm..LOL.....

It is pretty easy you know.. just don't let it disrupt you and don't think about it.. let time washes away everything.. hahaha........ Right.. Impossible for it to be in my life..present and future..

Did I tell you Mousehunt in Facebook is really syok..? hahaha..... You catch all type of rats.. Fat and juicy.. LOL......

I hate rats!! I like cats! hahaha.... maybe..dogs? yaya... those small ones(Definitely not Chiwawa! I hate them!).. no big dogs! They look threatening and irritating! Dogs like... This!

Did I tell you being chased by dog was a nighmare!!

Near the end of the Road..

Less than one month.. all of us will reach the finishing line..

It is just... so..fast..

Normally..when it is near the end..we will find many obstacles awaiting us.. Alot of unknowns.. many uncertainties.. But you still have to continue until the end.. there is no turning back..

Sometimes..when you thought you are reaching the end..but there are still a long winding road waiting for you ahead.. Journey of Life.. Phase by phase you have to endure.. Every checkpoints..

One thing I know now is.. no matter what are the surprises, shock, sorrow, grief, and stress I will have before I reach the end of this phase.. I will embrace it.. Everything is fated..although fate can be changed, but at the end..you will have what is destined for you.. That's all.. No matter how hard you are trying to change your destiny.. you will still come back to what is supposed to belong to you.. 

And then you realise the long journey you took is just a dream for you..

(Although the period of time for seven of us to be together is short..this is undeniable but we were arranged to stay together under one roof and meet at A1906.. The memories of staying with you guys are really great and definitely an unforgettable one..

In June we will bid each of us farewell and leave to pursue our own's ambition..but the memories of us staying together and the talk we had till almost 2+ o'clock in the morning will never leave me.. Hope and wish each of us will do fine and well.. All the best to you guys in your future endeavours..) 

Luckily we took these photos right.. hahaha......  "One word make the difference".. 

When Tomorrow Comes...

I, I'm lying oh so quiet by your side
Afraid that you will open up your eyes
Cos when the morning comes you'll say goodbye

And now I see a ray of sunlight on your bed
I try to move the curtain once again
It doesn't really matter anyway -- I know it
It's all over

Cos when tomorrow comes, you'll be gone
Slow down, sunrise
I'm holding on to you all night through
Until tomorrow comes

Hush
Don't let nobody wake my baby
Hush
Oh, let this moment stay forever just for us

No, a garbage can is falling in the street
You're crying and you're talking in your sleep
I take your hand and listen to your breath

So it won't be long before the night is through
Then emptiness and loneliness will rule
And memories are all that's left of you -- I know it
It's all over

Cos when tomorrow comes, you'll be gone
Slow down, sunrise
I'm holding on to you all night through
Until tomorrow comes

Hush
Don't let nobody wake my baby
Hush
Oh, let this moment stay forever just for us

Hush (hush, hush), hush (hush)
I whisper in your ear
Hush (hush, hush), hush (hush)
Just go back to sleep, baby

Cos when tomorrow comes, you'll be gone
Slow down, sunrise
I'm holding on to you all night through
Until tomorrow comes

Cos when tomorrow comes, you'll be gone
Slow down, sunrise
I'm holding on to you all night through
Until tomorrow comes

Hush
Don't let nobody wake my baby
Hush
Oh, let this moment stay forever
Hush
Forever cannot never be enough for us


New album from Michael Learns to Rock---<Eternity>
This is one of the songs from the album which I keep listening to..hahahaha.........
Another great song called Sweetest Surprise..which I like very much as well..
Many more great songs from this album..
If you are a die hard fan of MLTR.. Buy the original album.. LOL....

Poor guy like me.. haha...go download..

Earth Day

Today is Earth Day, so I gotta leave aside my Hamlet(Test tomorrow) which keeps on polluting our mind with the theme of suicide, incestrous, death..blah...blah...blah.... and take some of my sweet time to write something(probably a pretty long one) about loving our Earth, and Mother Nature.

If you do not love our Earth, please don't continue reading, you will be annoyed. haha....

Earth, a place where you were born, grown, die and buried. You keep your things here, your house, your car, your money, your properties and you have your whole family here, on Earth! You get everything from Earth, petrol for your car, water, electricity, food, EVERYTHING!! Name me one thing which you cannot get from Earth but you can get it from Mars!

Even if one day, you really have to move to Mars or some other planets similar to Earth, where will you launch your rocket? Where would you get your fuel for your rocket? from Earth!

One day, when Earth is no longer a decent place for us to live in. Do you think we can live on other planets? Yes, today scientists found a planet which has similar size to Earth, but positioned too close to the Sun. Earth is still the best place for us.

I strongly believe, until the day the entire human race is wiped out (just like in the movie The Day After Tomorrow), we still would not find a planet as good as Earth. Or, Ok, one day, we do found a planet like Earth, do you think you will be able to go there? Live your life like you were on Earth? No Way! How about those animals? They contribute their part to Earth and the human race too. Will you let them die because of global warming?

Global Warming.. A terrible issue.. I believe everyone knows what is GLOBAL WARMING. But did you do something about it? Ya, you know, but did you do something?

In order for the entire human race and the animals..and the plants..and everything around you to get to this stage now.. It requires how many rounds of Evolution and Revolution..

Sometimes, I do wonder, what is the use of high technologies and high knowledge of Sciences where you can't save your ass when the day the Earth stands still? Everyone dies... What? with tonnes of nuclear warheads? with the ability to genetically engineer live stocks? You still have to face your death if you don't start doing something for the Earth now...

Everyone is finding the way to survive..from the day our Mother Nature die.. Scientists are finding alternative planets for us..finding everything.. But.. will it not be too late if one day the severe effect of Global Warming came knocking at your door and kills you? Perhaps it will not be too late.. but isn't it better for us to start protecting and loving our Earth now?



Okok... You may be leaving a comment saying I am not doing something for our Earth too.. and writing bullshits here.. but did you do something?

Let us start doing something good in return for our Earth which has given us everything since the day human race existed...since the day fire was used.. Let us continue carrying the fire and use it wisely...not harming the Earth!

Do I need a title?..

Will I able to let my feelings stop at this point and forever..? I have crushed too deep..It is almost impossible to make it flatten 100% again..

Just stop thinking about it.. then you will be able to forget..
I have to stop torturing myself..

What for keeping the feelings where the oppposite doesn't know about it.. really an idiot lah you Michael..! haha..

Focus on what you have to do now..! That is the key..

Brain knocking...

A lot of things going on in my mind again.. but most of them needed my heart to solve..plus the brain..

I just do not like the feeling of losing something and losing my feelings.. They said you always lose something to gain something.. But I turned up gaining nothing..and losing almost everything.. Just hope I will not face Zero Vector at the end of ICPU program.

Just do not know why I like to think of so many problems.. Why can't I just stay happy all the time and being glad of having problems... Maybe this is the results of having a big brain capacity..keep thinking nonsense.. but to me.. they are not nonsense.. They just came to knock at my brain and said, "Hey! Michael! Think of me!" LOl... and now I am thinking of you... WTH..


OK.. back to work.. KO..

Can I...?

Can I give up now..? No.. the reality tell me that I must not and I shouldn't..

The finishing line now seems so far away from where I am running.. When are all these going to end and how will it end?

I just want back the life where I do not have to worry about my grades and marks..and getting above 80 was not a big issue for me.. What the hell is wrong with me now?
Keep getting low marks.. Sucks in Physics.. WTF?! Physics was not a major problem for me last time..

I guess this is what they called fate changing.. where you can't always have and keep what you are good in your life... To all my friends in VI 5 Coklat 2007.."Now I realise the feelings of keep getting low marks.. It is sucks..and I am sorry if I ever offended you guys.. Now I feel sorry for myself.."

Suck it up Michael.. THe world is changing... and you are changing..

Stop complaining and continue your work..You useless piece of shit.. You are not working hard enough..
I shall stand hold and see how everything will end for me..


Do not mess with me this week and these 48 days.. or.. you shall face and pay for your own consequences.. I do not want to hurt anyone.. and do not be afraid of me.. I will not hurt you if you don't hurt me first.. You know the rules.. Don't you?

Don't Read..

If one day the entire human race were asked to move to Mars, what will you bring along with you?

Mobile phone? hehehe.... Mars telecommunication system will be different..
Credit cards? haha... Useless as well..Banking system may be different..
Money..? haha... same.. Useless..
Your laptop?.. haha.... Your laptop will not stay on your laps when you are at Mars..

Imagine.. If one day we really have to move to Mars.. Will the human race survive? If not.. why are scientists still finding planets which we can live in..? It is pointless.. Until the moment you develope Mars like Earth.. We are already dead...

I don't know what you will bring with you.. but for me.. I have Nothing to bring...
What we are doing on Earth can only be done on Earth.. You can't do it somewhere else.

Someone...

I know the title sounds weird... hahaha.....

But didn't you notice..

When you are feeling down or depressed.. there must be someone who cares to ask how are you and what is happening.. and that is nice..and I really appreciate that but I am not ready to tell you why am I behaving like that..

When the only morning which you are feeling great after a rare 7 hours of sleep.. there must be someone holding a Milo cup eating his biscuits at the living room waiting to spoil your mood.. and that person I should say is a JERK!! or should I say a F***er!! You should see his LANSI face!!

Never mind.. Luckily I don't keep hatred long..because of hypertension.. hahaha.....
If not.. accord to my attitude 2 years back.. that F***er would definitely now lying on one of the white clean General Hospital bed.. LOL... jkjk..

When you are feeling happy.. there must be someone who is there to notice the changes in you..
Not like those F***ers.. just waiting to spoil your mood on a happy day..

Today is a great day because the Jerk sitting beside me in Calculus class was absent.. I wonder why.. Is Nobel Price ceremony today? hahaha.........

I am just feeling great today..WooHoo!!! Did I take any ecstasy pills yesterday night? hahaha....

Gotta keep this feelings to myself all day long and forever.. That will be great..

W...H...

What is happening to me..?
(I do not know what..)

Who causes this crap..?
(You-Know-Who)

When did it start?
(It started when the clock was ticking...the seconds ticked away.. the minutes ticked away and the hours ticked away...)

Where is it happening..?
(It happens at nowhere.. but somewhere..)

Why the hell does it happen to me..?
(Because hell is on Earth..)

How it happens?
(How the F... do I know?)

haha...... just crapping.. nothing better to do today.. Actually has a lot of things waiting... but what the hell should I do first..?
Why should I do all those damn things?
When can I sleep for as long as I want..?

How can I make my life better?

5 Wive's (W's) can make your life miserable.. hahaha.... Don't ask me How...

Nothing.. Just Crap,,

A friend is not a true friend if he/she is jealous of what you have now.. 

You can sense and know it when they are jealous.. And at that moment I realise.. There is no true friend in this world.. The only brother I consider a true buddy is Daniel See.. (hahaha.... Dan..I don't know whether you consider me as your bro but I ady taken you as my brother..haha... Wish you all the best in your endeavour.. Good luck with your Tag Heuer project..)

When there are a bunch of people competiting to achieve the same goal.. Don't take anybody as your true friend whom you can trust..they may turn out to be your greatest foe..because they understand you the most..(Walao Eh.. sounds scary..) hahaha..... A piece of advice from Michael.. 

Plus, sometimes you thought someone is your best friend but he never take you as his best friend.. That is really sucks.. and I hate to be treated that way... haha.... WTH.

Basically I am just crapping here.. Your definition of best friend and mine may be different.. This is what I thought.. LOL... Already I told you nothing is absolute.. One day you may be at the top.. someday you may be at the bottom..

Don't ever leave a comment here telling me I am wrong.. I am always right to myself.. LOL... WTH

So true..

OMG.. I found this quiz in one of my friend's blog..

Go try it.. It turns out to be very accurate for me..

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Here are my results..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

(Yes.. I am damn straightforward.. haha...All my frens knew it.. Ya..I will listen to both parties when comes to solving a problem.. Don't try to con me..hahaha......)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

(Yes.. to me.. Look is not that important.. I like person with brain and understanding.. not pretty but got no brains and not understanding at all..)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

(Yes.. without knowing her well enough will be a damn suffer for me..)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

(hahaha.... Is it? I may choose someone who understands me well enough..)

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

(Erm.. Education is important for me because with that..a handsome job may come..sometimes I really do hope I can make big money in the future..)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that you'll be set for life.

(YES! I am a practical person.. I like doing hands on work.. I don't like staying in the office all day long.. That's why after long consideration, I took up biotech.. haha.... lots of practical work... and a regular job for me is for secure living.. so, I guess I will have alternate jobs in the future.. LOL...)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

(YES! My previous post..hahaha..... YUP! Don't give up!)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

(Yes.. It is true..)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(hahaha.... Yes. I have a problem now which my heart needs to solve.. LOL..)

After doing this quiz.. i felt relieved because this is my trueself.. hahaha....

So, people, go try it if u have time.. it just took a few minutes to complete..

ANOTHER SIDE of ME...

I really want the feelings back..

where the things I can do couldn't be done by anyone else no matter how hard they have tried..

The things where others failed in doing.. I succeeded in doing it..

I like victory..I love Victory.. I triumphed over victory.. I embrace victory..

Everyone do not want to lose.. but I am different.. I cannot accept that I failed.. I cannot accept failure.. If you beat and defeated me.. be careful.. I may be smiling in front of you..but I may be planning for your downfall at your back.. hahaha.....WTH.. 

But, I know I will never find back those feelings again... because at here, i am quite a failure.. 

Victory.. to me is to achieve what I want..but now the situation doesn't seem like it..

Once again, I will never give up until I get what I want.. This is me.. I may be emo in front of you guys but again.. I had said I cannot accept failure where everyone can do it and I just couldn't..

I am greedy, I am never satisfied with what I have.. I always wanted more..  but I just couldn't get what I want!! I am never satisfied!! I know this is wrong.. but this is my trueself.. and now you know it..

I will never smile happily and truly until I get what I want.. until I sense the happiness brought by victory..

I had been portraying my wrongself for so long and I am sick of it.. From now on, I will portray my trueself.. and you will not want to see it.. The one who will never be satisfied and always wanted to win, to achieve higher than what he has got now.. The one who treated his friends like he is superior over them.. The one who will never respect his friends.. Always scolding them foul words.. The one who is always jealous and have no morality.. 

If you think I am a good friend to mix with.. think again.. you may be wrong.. I can be very bad..

Don't believe me? Ask my brothers.. and they will tell you.. Who Michael really was last time..

My smile and laugh from now on may not be a true one.. I know it will be hateful but PLEASE DO NOT BLAME ME...! I am really desperate to taste the sweetness of Victory and have my future path carved nicely beyond me.. 

Do not ask me why if you saw me crying at any corner one day... because if I really cry that means I already failed and there is no hope left for me anymore...

 

I shall be STRONG.. 

Now I realise friends cannot be trusted fully because they are all better than me and beats me in everything...I am still no better than them!!! I am just a speck of dust.. I shall beat them in everything in return now.. Hope I can! 

Starting from next Monday's unit test!..

I am seriously tired of losing.. 

When you gain something, you lose something..You will never get both ends meet..(Only happens to me.. I do not know why..Is this my destiny and fate?)  

If it is success that I am gaining and friends whom I am losing.. I will not care much because friends may not be forever but success is eternal, forever and you bring it to your grave! 

I do not mind losing my best friend on my way to achieve my goal! 

As I said, no friends or foes are absolute!