l...i...b..r..a..r..y..

Couldn't recall when was the last time I updated my blog in d library..
There are normally down to only two reasons when I did that..
First... I was not at home..
Second.. I was in d library..
lol.. wad crap..

It could only mean one shit when I blog in lib..which is: I m FREAKING FED UP WIF WAD I M DOING RITE NOW... n I wanted to find some time off from it..it was driving me INSANE!!!

u see.. when u spent WHOLE DAY in d lib searching for research journals....reviews....articles...basically all scientific craps on a TOPIC dat u r not even confirmed if it would be ur final thesis proposal... could be so FARKING DAUNTING!!
All my brain juice are being drained out like a lemon being squeezed out of its life.. lol..at least u still get lemon juice for a lemon... u get some outcome versus effort shit..
my outcome...ZERO..
n d first assignment of picking papers for this shit is due tmr.. I started finding journals on Tuesday.. TOOK ME FOREVER...HAPPILY EVER AFTER.. ha...

My brain is juz not fit for shit like dis... academic writing..zzZ intelligent writing...research writing...etc..

I hope miracle happens... dat I will dream of a good topic when I m sleeping tonite... haha...

Went for a cup of coffee juz nw juz to get myself off the comp coz I saw stars n my head starts to hurt..
sat there...phased out...while looking at people eating their dinner happily without even need to worry wad thesis proposal is..LOL...
There r times in ur life.. when u suddenly felt.. Y m I doing dis? Wad m I doing? When is dis going to end?
n those r d times dat I need coffee...
some people chose nicotine...
n some befriended ethanol..
some goes to cocaine..
but nah.. I stay wif caffeine.. LOL.
coz caffeine is cheap n it is legal.. Hahaha...

hope my caffeine consumption doesn't goes up exponentially wif my increasing age... coz they said the older u get..the more stress u will have.. n i think it is very true.. hahaha.... Reality can be a very BIG pain in d ass.

I dun always drink coffee.. but when I get one..dat means heavy shit is coming.. xD

Saw some friends frm badminton session today during lunch.. One of them told me his racquet broke last Friday when he smashed..
DAFUQ..Did u smash d rock? hahaha... how could I hav missed such epic moment?! LOL

Seminar presentation on Insect physio is up next week.. saw some presentations dis week..quite good..n I found it is very different frm Biotech seminar.. For Physio.. u have to do it in really SCIENTIFIC way..u hav to explain all d results in d papers...blah blah blah...n blah blah blah... n I still dun get wad is d use of experimenting on stick insect's locomotion...since we humans hav two legs..it sure doesn't help in health medic application... so do v develop some kind of aid for d stick insect in case one of their legs broke off?
n does other insects' locomotion d same as d stick insect? if not..then y stick insect? Hahaha...

hope I can do well.. lol.. hope my voice doesn't tremble..my hand doesn't shake..n people don't giv me dat look like dey don't understand a shit when I present..hahaha...it really gets on my nerves..

D person beside me nw is typing on his keyboard so hard like d more stimulus he gave to d keyboard..d better his essay writing would be.. n it is VERY annoying..
Can I slap him on d face? Hahahaha.....


Okay.. Ciao! Back to real life.. Escaping is never a brilliant choice..
u must still Face it..Take it..Solve it.. n then Forget it! hahaha....

Hope everyone is having a hard time like me...lol.. it does make me feel better to be honest.. xD HAHAHA.. coz it means v r living in d same world.. n I m not in some shithole or such.. LOL

有点沮丧。可能是压力引起吧。

得找时间松解一下。哈。。。

又是一个偷懒的借口。

一个星期没玩，总觉得哪里不自在。LOL.

无意间察觉，农历新年前的那个礼拜，我有两个term tests & one assig due. Both midterms r 4th year courses..n I still don't get what the hell the class is teaching till nw.. lol

我真的真的完了。。。
真想买鞭炮把自己炸碎。 哈哈
每当打开日历本看下个礼拜有什么，我就想吐。哈哈。
日子过得太快了！唯一没变的就是due dates. 好像计时炸弹这样。。慢慢逼近。lol.

唉。加油加油！
time to execute Operation sleep 3 hours..stay in lib half day routine.. hahaha..
Room back to hotel mode.. only come back sleep nia.. LOL

dis week weather cold like shit... even Polar Bear will shiver in dis cold ass winter..

无言

有些人的脸皮真的是够厚。
不见人影三个星期。。
回到家。。第一个就是再跟你借smartphone charger..
我哪敢再借你？！ 每天都跟我借这借那。。你如果再不见那么久。。那我不是麻烦。
what the fish.. I lent it to u when u first moved in because u said u left it at ur old place.. then now.. u should have it back alrd after so long..
不借还给我脸色看。=.= 靠！If I were my oldself..u will stay in Credit Valley hospital for d next 3 weeks..
唉。。 好人真是难当。
蛮想当回那种无人敢靠近的坏人。。 哈哈。
真的不喜欢当好人。zzZ

借charger也算了。。 还胆敢要跟我借bus pass.. WHAT THE FISH.. 我不如给你我的student card好了！
无言。。。

I really hate people kept knocking at my door because of shit like dis.. especially when I wanted to rest.. Really wanted to shout.. "FARK OFF!" then kicked him down d stairs.. 但就是不知为什么做不出。如果还是坏人，我应该会毫不犹豫就做了。还会再下楼给他几拳。哈哈. 一个字, 爽！
我的门不是一直给你敲的！CELAKA...

这个现实社会有时会把人变成无情不是没原因的。。就是因为有这种人。

went to lunch wif friends..had a great time...came back happily.. 遇到这种 anak-pantai (translate urself lol).. 真是倒霉。

u sure will say after reading dis.. wad d fish...michael so selfish.. juz lend him la..

haha... 你真的是不懂那种心情。。就是。。好心借东西给人怕他会麻烦，然后过了几天不还！还要你亲自低声下气开口把东西要回！
感觉好像东西是他的，你应该作践自己。zzZZzz..
我就是最不喜欢这种感觉。

n I m glad.. because after all these shit.. I still have not react VIOLENTLY.. Hahaha... maybe d one that should be glad is him..
once again.. my 忍功又受到考验。 of course.. it had failed again last summer... lol.. but ya.. still I managed to not hurt anyone physically yet.. xD

我非圣贤，也没什么佛心。
但请不要再度把我的恶魔面激发出来，它已经沉默蛮久了。哈哈。 相信有亲眼看到或感受过的人，因该十分有感触。
LOLOL!!
n of course.. I would like to take d chance here..to sincerely apologize to those who became "victims" of my "rage" either recently or in d past.. x) I m deeply sorry.. haha.

ya..enuf of all these.. time to start studying... term test coming next week.. =.= .. more presentations.. n more ass due..

I should perhaps.. write on a sticky note wif marker pen.. "FARK OFF! I BITE!" n stick it to my door.. so I can have a peace of mind when studying or rushing my assignments.. all the stress n shit.. I really want to keep my sanity at bay.. lol.

Yonex with Tai-Chi

400th post! =D forgot when I started dis blog which only contains normal..boring..not fascinating stories of my very humble life..HAHAHA.. anyway finally..with much supports from all the fans around the globe..it finally reached its 400th LOL.. n dun expect me to thank u all..coz I did it all by my own.. HAHA...

so as always.. Fridays..  the only day of the very celaka-week dat I look forward to.. coz I get to play my fav sport (u should knw wad is it alrd).. haha...
n wif the help of my new SUPER-YONEX.. I finally had my sweet time in giving some people hard time today.. ooohhlala.. sweet revenge.. Hahaha....  smashes until ur pants drop.. xD
there was dis guy.. quite good in playing.. we had a rally.. n I actually blocked almost all of his smashes today..well..lucky.. n I did give him some hard times too.. lol.. n after around 30 minutes.. he said he is tired..n called for rest.. zzZ dafuq.. 30 minutes..juz warm up leh.. =.= some people juz so kiasu..haha
yeah.. get used to my Yonex liao.. hehehe..... NINJA!!
if cannot bring back to Msia.. or if it broke in the luggage.. I will be so damn sad.. x(
I actually played more sports and exercises here compared to my time in M'sia.. HAHAHA.... every week..regardless if it is raining..snowing..thunderstorm or hurricane..lol coz I realized to have a healthy mind u need to have a healthy body first.. n of course my mind is not dat healthy at all..u can even call it dirty too..haha..

then of course.. after all the hardcore Olympic style session.. was asked to join dis group of ladies in having rally coz they were missing one player for doubles.. LOL... n before dat.. they very cautiously warned me.. they dun play dat hard.. so I performed Tai-Chi lor for the next one hour and a half.. hahaha.... zero muscle usage..n no sweat.. haha...
but ya to be truthful.. they are quite pretty.. even if they didn't warn me I would still use Tai-Chi also..lol (n please dun call me hamsap.. HAHAHA)
haha.. life is good.

after the Tai-Chi performance.. played another hour wif some friends..haha... n they said "Damn..u improved!".. although I said "Really? thanks".. I was "meh..after almost 1+1/2 hour of Tai-Chi..wad u expect.." hahaha....

I dun normally remember names when people I juz met introduced themselves.. Hahaha.... same thing even if u r a pretty lady telling me ur name.. at the end.. the only thing dat I remembered is I told u my name.. lol..
I knw dis is very bad n unkind.. coz after dat..when people said "Hi Michael!" the only thing I replied is "HI! How's ur day".. lame....
gosh.. but I really couldn't remember names.. although people did remember mine after first introduction..lol.
although if u told me ur name again d second time we met.. 50% of d chance is I will remember it..but still..half of the chance is I won't.. xD damn now I sound like an arrogant bastard.. hahaha....
but there are times dat I would probably remember ur name.. is dat when there were people dat I already knew asked u ur name and I "accidentally" heard it..
okay..now I sound like a stalker.. LMAO!!

After all the Tai-chi performance for almost half of the session.. I felt like I didn't exercise at all.. so I went to jog 2.5 miles..lift some weights..did 3 THREE! chin ups (I could do only once last time..Haha..really "menyiasuikan")..n 3x10 on d sit-up gear.. well... at d end.. I went to eat ALOT..plus 2 McD burgers at 9pm..
hahaha... now all that healthy lifestyle I juz called is total BULLSHIT.. 9pm u ate two bowls of rice n two burgers is FARKING ridiculously unhealthy no matter how it sounds.. xD haha... well..I juz wanted to stay fit..not muscle building coz my very humble face doesn't fit bulky frame n I know it..Hahaha....it will only makes me look shorter for the fact that I m already shorter than short.. hahah...

so if next time u ask.. "How come u eat so much but still didn't get fat..?" I will surely reply u.. "I believe there are worms in my stomach..dey absorb wad I ate.." Lol..coz I really couldn't understand y.. it still remains a mystery even for myself.. HAHAH... maybe my metabolic rate is higher than normal human..since I m short.. the surface-to-volume ratio is high.. okay crap.. LOL..

CIAO! Have a nice weekend folks..
fml.. starting next week... all the months would be fully EXCITING like FARKING EXCITING... coz I will have two to three shit due almost every week..not forgetting term tests too.. ooOOOH.. if I dun go for sports or at least smash some balls.. it would be hard to keep my own sanity.. xD LOL...

Work hard..play hard.. DIE HARD!

was reading this book called "Bad Science" by Ben Goldacre.. In one of d chapters d author mentioned about d emails he received frm children ecstatic with delight at d stupidity of their teachers, one of d emails was: I'd like to submit to Bad Science my teacher who gave us a handout which says that "Water is best absorbed by the body when provided in frequent small amounts". What I want to know is this. If I drink too much in one go, will it leak out of my arsehold instead?

lol..n I couldn't stop laughing after reading that... xD

ya... industry of pseudoscience... haha.. laughable but it is very destructive..

This book "Bad Science" is mind-blowing n really good one to read if u have some free time on ur hands.. =) Glad it is one of my course textbooks..lol.. If it weren't for d course..I wouldn't have came across such great book.. after halfway through it...it already changed my view on certain things..

too bad have to rush to finish it before Thursday coz dis in-class assignment.. x( n I dun have tmr to continue reading.. lol.. have to finish it by morning.. 150 more pages to go.. hahaha.... but I will re-read it next time when I m totally free..with this sweet nice evening of coffee n books.. lol.

One does not normally finish a 237 pages book in one night... unless one has super power...or has juz finished a 400g M&M peanut chocolate while reading.. HAHAHA...
I m sure I do not have super power..but I m farking sure I will have diabetes before 60.. xD

Ciao! *continue reading... T_T eyes feel heavy... tomoro has to work on presentation slides.. x(
Assignments...seminars...presentation...term tests..due dates are all over the calendar... every week I have this something due... fml.
Who says final year is a relaxing year.. I will show him TWO middle fingers! o0o  o0o LOL.

广结善缘

助人为快乐之本

have been added to my list of principles..hahaha.. 

Felt so great and happy today... if u ask me why..I do not know the reasons.. I can only tell what happened today dat made me feel dat way..hahaha....

woke up in the morning..feeling all hyped up..n refreshed..perhaps due to d enough sleep dat I got..lol.. 10 hours.. n i have a midterm next tuesday.. fml.. 

then went to dis 4th year Bio class...which is 5 hours long..wif an hour break in btwn..n the prof sounds like a nice person =) but d most important factor is dat I knew more or less 1/3 of d class...those dat were in d same labs wif me in previous years.. or taken d same course wif me.. or those in d same seminar course.. or in d same presentation group..etc.. =D n my TA for microbiology lab last year is taking dis course too.. LOL..

n then went to d gym for BADMINTON session.. played 4 hours.. 5-9pm. zzZ but ya in d middle was a long bench waiting.. haha... coz once u stopped playing n went to rest on d bench..u won't get to play for quite a long time..coz today the court was full..n the bench was full.. zzZ but d female ratio increased..lolol.. we were all happy..coz at last we dunnid  to watch so many "Olympic" style playing anymore..at least their presence spices up things for a bit..haha..  n almost all of them looked stunning too.. xD HAHAHA.... quite unbelievable rite.. lol.. 

Met those who came to play last term n became acquainted with.. Chatted wif them for quite long..haha... some of them were in their fourth year too..n the topics we talked about was ya future plans.. the touched feeling u have coz u know after 3 months.. we won't be able to have a match together again.. *sigh.. 

it is amazing how the people whom u only meet once per week..could move u dis much.. hahaaha.... maybe it's only me.. xD

while waiting for d bus wif 2 friends after gym.. n they are final year chemical engineering students at d downtown campus but stay at the place nearby.. n they dun freaking know there is shuttle bus to the downtown campus from UTM.. LOL.. I was like REALLY?! U DUN KNOW DIS? U SPENT $$ ON SUBWAY FOR 3 YEARS already? HAHAHA..... gee.. now they know dat.. at least for d next three months.. they can save some $$.. lol.. they looked very shocked when they found out there is free shuttle bus..LOL

while sitting at d bus stop.. there is dis pair of couple..lol.. n d guy asked us whether we have change for $20 coz he lost his bus pass n was $1 short for d bus fare.. n of course we all don't have..who have small change for $20?! hahaha.... so..well. I gav him d $1..coz I saw they were both unhappy since ya..dis would be a problem if they couldn't board d bus.. n they looked like dey were going for a date.. LOL.. dun want them to spent their night quarreling for he lost his bus pass n d $1.. hahahaha..... 

it is a good evening... dun spoil it due to a small case like dat.. xD

if u want to buy a badminton racquet.. Do buy Yonex..LOL.. regardless whether u r only beginning to play badminton..or juz playing it for fun.. juz buy Yonex..good racquet for d long run..it makes a difference.. HAHAHA..... my smash went smooth today after I found d right sweet spot to hit the shuttlecock..LOL.. (dis juz sound so wrong..hahaha)

I was told by a good fren not long ago dat I m an open person.. dat was d first time I heard dat.. xD I do consider myself as an introvert..LOL... well..maybe dats true.. I somehow do not find any difficulties n in some cases enjoy speaking to n being around wif people whom I don't know dat well of or even strangers..provided I m in a good mood at dat moment hahahah...Hmm.. i believe most people can do dat.. so dat still doesn't make me an open person rite..lol... so things narrow down to dis.. I do like to let people know wad I m interested in.... zzZ hahahah...

ok so dats basically wad happened recently.. lol.. 

Have a nice weekend folks.. =) 

Here comes the time when d USB pendrive is more important than anything else.. LOL..

Time to start doing my work for presentation.. classes starting soon.. Ahhh...fark..don't feel like doing things at all.. gee...have to do research..slides..preparation on wad to say..n shit like dat.. lol.
Been slacking...lazy..sleeping-whole-day in these past two weeks.. now suddenly have to bulk up n start doing shit makes me feel like shit all over.. hahaha....

Biological clock all messed up...slept kinda early at 12am..woke up automatically at 4am ..expected.. then slept back at 8am..woke up at 5pm.. WTF IS WRONG WIF ME?!
see.. I spent my life sleeping again.. HAHAHAHA...
have to farking tune back...classes starting soon.. fml..

Hate snowing n shit.. = = hate to go out..those slippery icy road...those dirty snowy watery mushy farking dirt shit..dat is there trying so hard to make u fall on ur face... damn..I miss sunshine.. hahaha...all these cool wind n weather makes my bone all crumbling inside.. felt like they dun have enuf calcium zzZ

Wanted to go gym.. but when the picture of need to change all  the heavy jacket n layers of clothing to sport attire makes me dizzy.. HAHAHA.... n of course my lazy ass tell me to stay home.. lol.. another reason is no badminton session doesn't motivate me.. xD

okay.. enough of all d complaining.. hahahaha....
Have a nice short break before classes start again people..
gosh..y holidays is always so short..lol...although I felt it is long enough already.. not being busy makes me feel kinda bad.. yes I know it kinda contradict but ya..I do feel like dat.. xD