Almost two weeks didn't blog.. yet no one cares... LOL.. again I asked myself.. why am I still blogging? what is the purpose of blogging?

and I finally got an answer... coz.. I just happened to have a blogger account.. just like how I have a facebook account... they serve no purpose at all... but coz when everyone has one.. I got myself one as well.. lol..

so topic to be discussed today..:

Did it ever happened to you.. where u passed by a lottery booth... where they showed the prize to be won.. 50 million? or any lottery prize u saw in newspaper..where the prize is Enormous?

Have it came across ur mind that.. What if I won it? lol... u might just try ur luck..

then it will be like Heaven rite? Million just like that... lol... u can live ur life with so much gold..

but I have a story here to share... not sure if it is true or not.. anyway.. read it first.. lol

There was a 17 year old teenager in England.. He won 2 million pound from just buying the first lottery in his life.. of coz..to a 17 year old teenager.. THAT WAS LIKE OMG AWESOME.. so he lived his life like how everyone on earth wanted to... he bought a mansion.. of course a luxury car.. and he traveled to places he dreamed of.. he party.. lived his life worry free.. (not sure if he enjoyed it or not)

After 2 years.. he killed himself in his mansion..

now.. regardless if the story is true ..

just a moment of thought..

When u give a man all the money he wants...but u take away his purpose in life..

that is very very sad ...

so.. think again.. xD

Ciao!

time to Zzz ... Woohoo...

Jump! Jump! Jump! to Mars..!

Jump! Jump! to Jupiter!

Jump to Saturn!

Jump to Uranus! (hold on ur anus? ROFL.. no.. it is uranus..ok still sounds like ur-anus)

Jump to Neptune!

hold on.. where is pluto...? lol...

Jump! Jump! Jump! out of the milky way..!

Can you see the stars now? their lights are fading...

Jump! Jump! Jump! Higher and higher....

to where?

Jump! Jump out of the galaxy...!

and there u go... lost of any gravity pull from any stars or planets...

floating in the mass of dark space... u perform bullet time like Matrix.. u feel like flying..no no.. not flying.. it is this strange emptiness u feel in ur gut.. it is weightless... u feel like... u r lighter than a dust or a neutron... lol

WOAH....! What is it?! Here it comes.... OMFG..It is a Spaceship!!

hold on.. is that Darth Vader...?

Gosh.. here it comes...

and u r being pulled towards the spaceship..

because there is force thingy... large mass body pull a smaller body .. something physics like that..

no..it is force by Vader... Force..is be with u... hahahaha

No...!!!

WHOOSH!! BANG!! What u saw is a dimension of white light....no..I saw some red one (blood) and...

that is the last thing u saw...

(sorry... u were hit by that spaceship...and u sped to far far far far far far far far far away..(newton's third law).. story ends.. rofl..)

Sorry.. that was me jumping on my bed... LMAO.. and that white light thingy..they were halogen lights on my ceiling... ROFL

but what a fantastic space travel by Universe Traveler ...

Ciao..! time to sleep!

u nerds .. have fun imagining u r travelling in outer space... what a no life u r having.. LOL...

This week had been way to hell... next week... it's gonna be HELL-er.. lol...

People always tell us to enjoy the things we r doing... like that.. u can do it well...and u improve..

but it is sometimes hard to enjoy something that u r doing...

and of course it will never be hard to do the things u enjoy...

so.. we should just... I guess...

continue doing the things we r doing...

and keep enjoying the things we like... hahahaha...

in the middle of that... try to make everything as enjoyable as it can be...

and on top of that...

I am slowly losing out my self-confidence...

anyone knows how to find them back?

to be honest.. I didn't have much self-confidence either..

but I used to have this tiny little bits of it... hahahaha....

and now.. I'm slowly losing them...

they say to build self-confident... u need to be better in something than others.. that build up ur confidence... lol... maybe that is my problem... I m never good at anything.. x(

Ok.. hahahaha..... that's all..

I gotta continue my work.. then sleep like there is no tomorrow.. x)

Ciao!

Wholly shit.. I m so addicted to The Black Eyed Peas!! lol...

their songs are ROCKING THE PARTY...

Damn..! I want SPEAKERS to blast them... BLAST Ittttt..!!!!! xD

hahahaha.... although their songs are kinda dirty... hahaha...but that is the whole point eh..

we like dirty... lol...

Pump it..! (louder!) .. Pump it! (louder!).. Pump it! (louder!) .. hahahaha.....

Gosh.. I have gone nuts!! why?

coz I slept till 4pm...

and I ate two person portion of dinner.

LMAO... but I still feel hungry...wtf..

your growth stage is over man.. over... why are u still eating like that...? xD

Stress? ... ROFL.. maybe... but I know it is not... coz I never stress myself.. since I m slacking off like there is no tomorrow...

I believe everyone saw the video and news of Japan's tsunami....

gosh... we are so tiny and fragile in front of mother nature...

saw how the wave front swept across the land? engulfing every of mankind's civilization..

for one second... I thought they took the scene from movie "The Day after Tomorrow" and "2012"..

There is nothing that I can say... just .. Be ready people... x|

"The Holiday" is a really Awesome movie!! will definitely put a smile on your face every minute while u r watching.. such a heart-warming movie.. =)

Great cast... great soundtrack... good story plots...and beautiful houses.. not forgetting it is funny as well =D the instrumental music played in the movie is so beautiful!

One line from the movie..when this guy is composing a piece of song for the lady.. "if you are a melody..I will use only the good notes.." =) such nice and sweet line..

EPIC!!

By the way... it is a love+comedy movie.. not the action packed one... lol.... ya.. I kinda dislike those action packed ones already... I want something with more feel... xD

ya.. had another movie today as well... "the rebound" .. it is good too... =) but not as good as "the holiday".. hahahaha...

so as u can see... lol... I spent my day watching movies that makes me feel good.. =) and I took an afternoon nap of 4 hours again!!

and I have two exams next week....

but who cares...lol.. fark them... x)

sometimes.. you just gotta sit back... enjoy a good movie...or a good book... and u will find life can be colorful... =D

the tsunami in Japan... it just reminds me of so many things... and ya...deepest grief to the victims.. x( such devastating disaster..

one word.. one expression... that's all needed to sum it all up...

F*** x( ..

dun get me wrong.. not Fark.. it is Feel.. Feel x(

our time is running out....

our time is running out....

Wholly crap.. this verse keep ringing in my brain.. lol...

(by the way it is a song by Muse..)

hahahaha..... suppose to write my lab report.. but then.. was damn lazy..so I decided to write some shit since my fingers are already on the keyboard..hahahaha...

Can u believe I actually took a 4 hours nap this afternoon...?! fml... 4 hours!! it is more than the actual hours of sleep I have.. perhaps I m too god damn farking tired...

I can't help it but kept on thinking what organic chem prof said in class today.. I think I belong to the group that failed miserably... he said organic chemistry seriously are not for us.. T__T and we should dropped the course... BUT..I can't!! it is a required course for my program.. T__T

I feel so miserable now... aih.. let's see what I got when the grades are up tomorrow morning...

*sigh.... why is life treating me like this?? how I wish I was born with a brain just for organic chemistry..!

Once I read this from somewhere...

Do not tell people how weak u r...do not tell them the deep shit situation u r in.. coz..this will just let them use ur weakness to destroy u...

but...if I keep these sad things to myself.. I guess I will self-destruct.. do u see that? lol...

I don't bother if people don't care... speaking the shit out makes me feel better.. or does it? hahaha.... I don't know.. maybe I should just forget everything..but not forget to smile.. lol..which is so hard..

let's talk about something that is more delightful.. lol...

my geography prof said sea-level rising is not due to global warming.. See? lol.. I used to tell this to everyone but no one believed me...

minimal rising of sea level every year is normal.. coz the melting iceberg does not make sea level rises again... we learn this in Physics! remember?

when u put ice in ur glass... the weight of the ice already displaced the volume of the water..! so when ur ice melt...the water level does not rise again! lol... what the principle call again? the buoyancy thingy... Archimedes's Principle?? lol... I forgot.. remember? I m an idiot.. hahaha

so.. we should say global warming accelerates the melting of iceberg..but it doesn't rise the sea-level... critical climate change happens because of the iceberg melting and the increased volume of water in relative to iceberg.. coz the ocean moderates the global temperature.. ocean creates lower pressure than the land... this creates pressure changes that leads to cold weather we are having.. snow storm? lol..

LoL... Woah!! how I love Geography.. =D

(by the way.. don't take my words too seriously.. lol.. coz I m just a student. not a prof..)

I know I talked too much of academic shit in this post.. can't help it...

Did I say I wanted to talk about something that is delightful?

ya.. it was... about....

I took a 4 hours nap... xD

Hmm... sometimes.. running away is a better choice... but don't escape for too long.. coz at the end... we still have to face the hardcore deep shit AGAIN!

Take a break! KitKat... LOL...

Woah.. this post is OMFG long and boring....

Have u think...

if one day...

the world really comes to an end...

but u r the only survivor at ur place... (not the whole world of course..coz u never know if other people at other places survive too.. the earth is so big...)

what would u do? only u left.... u can't go to anywhere...

Will u just end ur life? lol....

now u know what is important in life...

life means nothing if people around u are gone...

life means nothing if u get everything in the world...but u lost ur love ones..

Think about it.... hahahaha......

wtf.. now I end this post which such nonsense...

by the way.. what makes u think u will survive if the world really comes to an end?

LoL.. definitely not coz u r lucky... LMAO

Ciao!

back to sleep.. Zzz

Well..

what I can say is..

Organic Chemistry...

I officially announced u as one of the BIG TIME PAIN IN THE ASS!

lol...

*sigh..I still have two years to get an A in chemistry... or maybe not.. so..

I just want to get an A in Chemistry..! any Chemistry... just an A .. please...

to prove to myself that I m still not that bad in Chemistry.. lol...well I am not bad..I m sucks in Chem.. xD

I do sometimes wonder... where have all my confidences gone after high school?! so I guess in grown up's world... everything works the other way round.. hahahaha......

Finally.. It is March...

Had u ever had this kind of feeling... where u lost track of time (since I did not celebrate New Year..CNY..Valentine's Day...Christmas..) .. then one day.. u saw the calendar.. and OMFG! it is already MARCH! LoL....after another 3 months.. OMFG..it is June!...another 6 months..OMFG..IT IS NEW YEAR AGAINNN??!

so.. in short, (I have a prof named Short..but he is tall..and I enjoyed his classes..he teach Lab in Molecular Bio..).. 1/4 of year 2011 is gonna go down the drain... isn't it fast? hehehehe....

Today.. while I sat in a lecture... this sudden kind of thought came knocking in...

and I found out... all this while... I M AN IDIOT!! ROFL..

I couldn't recall any of the stuff I learnt in high school.... any of the stuff I learnt last year... last sem... and even worse.. THIS SEM!! LOL... FML

What I meant by couldn't recall was.. if u asked me to sit for the exam again.. I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO ANSWER ANY OF IT ANYMORE! Well...it was still the same for me..coz..for every exam..I couldn't answer any shit too... LMAO..

but.. this shows that I m an idiot eh? forgot what I have learnt... x( wtf...

Well.. CiaozzZ !

to me.. Get well soon..

to others that are sick... get well soon...

to those that are not sick... get lost.. lol... xP