No person and nothing really makes me laugh heartily...

coz.. I know ...

deep in heart ...

those laugh u all trying to make are just bullshit...

when there is a problem arise...

There is always no one there to help...

This what I meant by loneliness...

but this doesn't mean I will isolate myself...

I will still try to make the people around me laugh sometimes...

Will still try my best to help you all when u all have a problem...

those that really know me... u know how I behave as a friend..

never mention how I behave as a brother...

and by the way..

I really dislike those people that...

when they need u.. they made u feel like u r needed..

when they do not need u.. they just push u aside..

ignoring u...

ya.. u get what I m saying...

but all of this is fine with me...

coz... maybe I do treat people like that...

so.. when u don't want someone to treat u badly

u shall not treat people like that at the first place...

Ok.. enough said...

Never mind... this type of feeling..

to be honest.. I had had it for a very long time...

no matter where I am... no matter when ... no matter whom I am with..

there is always this loneliness creeps in...

maybe I shall blame it on my poor human human relationships...

I have no problem communicating with non-living things...

yea.. that is all..

=) Cheers...

I know I have to accept this forever... but never mind.. it is fine afterall... this is no big deal..

who doesn't feel lonely sometimes? =)